eraserhead

mixed, mastered, and produced by @thefalseshepherd

edge of the world

mixed and mastered by @thefalseshepherd
produced by @jessicahedrick

ghostinthewaves (prod. jessaudrey)

existence

i know ima god

upside down

wish life felt like this

do you like pain

i am me

i don't think you understand how cathartic a bullet is

WHAT IT'S LIKE TO DIE

@kvnny @guardinmusic <3

sample: Fantasy by Alina Baraz

oh my god where do i begin. thank you guys so much for all of the support. its changing my life and its all thanks to you guys.  without you i would be nothing. i hope you guys are excited for the tracks that i am releasing in the future. big thanks go out to kenny and guardin. they both fucking killed it on this track and it wouldnt be the same without them. thank you guys for everything <3

Getaway (feat. kenny) [prod. guardin]

go follow the homie <3: @zetomusic

(Chorus)
I know I'm worthless like the rest.
And your trust is just a test.
I fear what pain will come next.
I wish that I cared less.

I love to pretend that you love me.
That you love me.
That you love me.
I love to pretend that you fuck me.
That you fuck me.
That you fuck me.

(Verse)
I've been lost in a maze.
For about a thousand days.
Girl just look me in my face.
And tell me that I'm okay.

Trapped inside my thoughts not surprised.
Feeling sick to my stomach from the emotions I hide.
I'm such a fucking failure I wanna die.
Rumors about me made me lose all my pride.

I don't wanna go to sleep.
I've been making all these tracks but I'm ass at mixing.
So I get a shitty sound and everyone is sleeping.
I'm a mattress I deserve all of this why is it so hard to see.

(Chorus)
I know I'm worthless like the rest.
And your trust is just a test.
I fear what pain will come next.
I wish that I cared less.


I love to pretend that you love me.
That you love me.
That you love me.
I love to pretend that you fuck me.
That you fuck me.
That you fuck me.

i love to pretend that you love me (prod. ZETO)

Thousand Years

hatred

venom x kenny - smoke and mirrors (prod. sketchmyname)

melody samples - ily all the time by Dylan Brady

galaxies collide

11:11

this is my tribute to jah, better known as xxxtentacion. i miss you and the whole entire world misses you. i hope you can feel the love we have for you in the afterlife, whatever that may be. rest in peace.

dead inside pt. 2 (venom remix)

i miss the real you.

stars above

i did it all for you

green eyed girl

foggy, rainy nights spent alone in my bedroom

mixed, mastered, and produced by @thefalseshepherd

Small town shorty.
Baby what you snorting.
(Baby)
She get freaky in the bed.
Until the morning.
(Morning)
Subi put in park it be looking sporty.
(Sporty)
Yeah she’s got the guts and she’s got the glory.
(Glory)
(x2)

I catch a flight like I catch these bands.
I’m up in the Sky way above the land.
He ain’t worth your time come chill with the man.
Off and on for years I don’t know what’s your plan.

Downtown LA.
Yeah we medicate.
Models on the street.
Doing novocaine.
Paint the picture.
I can even hardly think.
Cali fever.
Breathing in the city wave.

Told me she can barely feel her face.
Said to just relax you’re in the perfect place.
Take a sip of this I know how it tastes.
I don’t know if I will ever feel the same.

Small town shorty.
Baby what you snorting.
(Baby)
She get freaky in the bed.
Until the morning.
(Morning)
Subi put in park it be looking sporty.
(Sporty)
Yeah she’s got the guts and she’s got the glory.
(Glory)
(x2)

small town shorty

if you know, you know

recipe for disaster

crown

the song i fell apart to

ニューヨーク

produced by @thefalseshepherd

ＮＥＷ ＹＯＲＫ ＳＯＵＬ

i won't be okay, but i'll say i am

about you

i miss the way that it used to be

mixed and mastered by @thefalseshepherd
produced by IVN

love her

@seon47 <3

guitars recorded by @thefalseshepherd
mixed, mastered, and produced by @thefalseshepherd

yung venom x SEON - chasing ghosts

misery loves company

mixed, mastered, and produced by @thefalseshepherd

lyrics:

(chorus)
i’m that what-you-could’ve-had boy.
that’s too fucking bad, boy.
yeah you had your chance hoe.
smoking on that hash, boy.

all alone but that’s fine by me.
i’d rather know a couple real ones that won’t lie to me.

you know that i’m a bad boy.
got your parents mad, boy.
that you made a bad choice.
yeah you love a bad boy.

yeah i’m much more than that.
i’ve heard it before that.
i’m nothing but trouble yet only cover for your back.

(first verse)
but now you’ve changed and i don’t know who you are.
you seem different are you feeling up to par.
i’m running back it’s a habit.
feel like the reason that shit ain’t everlasting.
say i’m tripping but i’ve seen this for a while now.
i’ve been sipping on this liquor bitch i’m wylin’ out.
do you notice what i do our ship is coming down.
always living in the past still won’t forgive her now.

(chorus)
i’m that what-you-could’ve-had boy.
that’s too fucking bad, boy.
yeah you had your chance hoe.
smoking on that hash, boy.

all alone but that’s fine by me.
i’d rather know a couple real ones that won’t lie to me.

you know that i’m a bad boy.
got your parents mad, boy.
that you made a bad choice.
yeah you love a bad boy.

yeah i’m much more than that.
i’ve heard it before that.
i’m nothing but trouble yet only cover for your back.

(second verse)
hanging by a thread.
from my neck.
blacking out the night before i wake up for the next.
tell me why you never text me.
you’re always confessing.
know you never loved me.

every word you said.
stuck in my head.
won’t forget the day that you forgot me when you left.

tell me why i’m better off dying. 
the only one trying.
and you are still lying.

(chorus)
i’m that what-you-could’ve-had boy.
that’s too fucking bad, boy.
yeah you had your chance hoe.
smoking on that hash, boy.

all alone but that’s fine by me.
i’d rather know a couple real ones that won’t lie to me.

you know that i’m a bad boy.
got your parents mad, boy.
that you made a bad choice.
yeah you love a bad boy.

yeah i’m much more than that.
i’ve heard it before that.
i’m nothing but trouble yet only cover for your back.

bad boy

produced by @rioleyva
mixed and mastered by @thefalseshepherd

heartache (prod. rio leyva)

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twitter: venomnikolai

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