(lyrics)
Help me I am od'ing slowly don't act like you don't know me

But that's alright cause I kinda like it that way

Save me I am drowning softly to get these demons off me

But that's alright cause I kinda like it that way

Love me when I am feeling lonely just reach out and hold me

But I don't mind cause I kinda like it that way

I kinda like it that way

It's a new week still lose sleep 

My memories are just movies on repeat 

My life's a horrorshow like Rocky cant be beat 

I'm so stoned right now i could be concrete 

And this shotgun by my bed 

keeps on tryna whisper thoughts into my head 

Mechanical pencil fill me up with lead 

Sweet demise close my eyes then I'll be dead No surprise 

And this last girl that i met told me keep breathin 

But right now I have regrets about not leavin 

Cause the air leavin my lung is hella toxic 

I can taste death on my tongue enough to box it 

And I pray I go like cobain give me fame 

then I'll take aim at my brain I'm insane 

no I'd rather not deal with pain 

who's to blame for this red stain on my plain white t-shirt

Shoot frank freestyle

Hollywood in my veins I'm too cool to complain

Sorry we're not same you know it's true

Overdosing for thrills while waking up in the hills

Let's pop pills that shit kills like you used too

On a Saturday night might just go and get high

turn around start a fight and then crash out

I feel like Courtney love maybe I'm Kurt Cobain I really can't complain

All apologies

(Hook)


( Verse)

Living life in a bong in the car we smoke strong

All my friends they belong in Hollywood

Getting high with the stars horoscope check my chart

My sign says that I'm built for this

Seen it all in a dream my life on magazines

If you feel what I mean then lets all sing

( Verse )

I wanna stare at the screen see a million fans on ig

Just keep on scrolling and see a ton of hearts

A 12 car garage spendin days at the mall

I can't see you at all when I'm this high

Give me haters for weeks I wanna walk in the streets

At night and feel the mushrooms I took start 2 peak

I'm gonna stay so high you'll swear I live in the sky 

Lift my arms and just fly while I sing

(Hook)

Hole Celebrity Skin freestyle demo( Prod. Borja B)

Feeling like a blunt think I just  might smoke myself

All my friends are dead turned to zombies off of percocet

Voices in my head say they love it when I hurt myself 

Razor blades for all my enemies may they rest In peace

But while their living imma give em hell like they did to me 

Bleed em well leave em six feet deep 

Just for tryna creep like them demons when I try to sleep

Hit em with that heat

Get to blazing like we smoking loud 

Ash em on that ground

Help Me I’m In Hell (Prod. Zodiacc)

I Kinda Like It That Way

Put a bullet on my head cause bitch I'm a loner yeah

Die alone in my bed cause bitch I'm a loner

(Verse)

Bitch my heart so cold every vien in body straight up froze

Don't give a fuck no more only thing on my mind bullet holes

Bitch don't bother calling my phone 

Cause I'm talking with death and I put life on hold

Don't give a fuck no more 

screaming fuck these hoes suicide on go

(Hook)

Put a bullet in my head cause bitch I'm a loner

Die alone in my bed cause bitch I'm a loner

(Verse)

Feeling like kurt cobain wanna blow out my brains

Ain't a damn thing change

Tired of waking up dead ghost by my bed

Demons filling in my head

(Hook)

Put a bullet on my head cause bitch yeah

Die alone in my bed cause bitch I'm a loner

Loner (freestyle)

I'm alive and dead at the same time

A walking corpse

A zombie

In my mind where nobody can me

So of course I've lost my head again

No remorse if I'm better when

im high off love I'm high off death

I'm high drugs don't waste my breath

Heart break pain i digest

Along with the beating heart in my chest

I've been numb I've been dumb

I've been everything under the sun

So warm me up

fill my cup

Leave me here till I get drunk

Then take me home I'm alone

Ain't got nobody to pick up the phone

To call me this to call me that

Call me anything At least call back

I messed up I confess

Life is my teacher and I failed that test

To much weed to much gin

Leave me be feels like I'm livin

I'll get high just to fly

Elton John rocketman up in the sky

Lost in space till I see your face

Honestly it feels out of place

In my room where it should be
soon

if god believes in sympathy

Where is my Angel With her halo

puts it around my neck then she starts to strangle

Leave me mangled

leave me tangled

If i die I won't complain though

So do not cry if your able

You never did anyway

And Honestly I am afraid

Not of death but of life

Fear of staying here for the night

Fear of someone taking my light

I’m Okay? (Prod. Yusei)

Come as you are, as you were
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend
As an old enemy
Take your time, hurry up
Choice is yours, don't be late
Take a rest as a friend
As an old memoria

Memoria x3

Come doused in mud, soaked in bleach
As I want you to be
As a trend, as a friend
As an old memoria

Memoria x3

And I swear that I don't have a gun
No, I don't have a gun
No, I don't have a gun

Memoria x3

Come As You Are (Prod. Jody)

Been dead for bout a week and no one has called my phone

Left rotting on the floor ok I see Imma alone

Stopped by the house of my best friend

That bitch was getting high

Stopped by the house of my ex chick 

she's getting fucked another guy

Saw the ghost of my uncle who said let me guess was it suicide

(Hook)

Wake up I said hey man they said I'm sorry 

but you're slowly od'ing in your room x4

(Verse)

Been dead for bout a week and no one has called my phone

Left rotting on the floor ok I see imma alone

(Hook)

Wake up I said hey man they said I'm sorry 

but you're slowly od'ing in your room x4

Wake Up (Prod. Wetgropes)

(Verse)

Close my eyes dream of suicide 

while I wait for you to take me home

In the backseat of your ride 

vibing out to a playlist I made while high 

Tonight's the night that I pick to die 

So i'll spend it with you i'm gonna spend it with you

(Hook)

Somedays I'll say I just wanna die in worst way

And somedays I'll say what a wonderful life 

oh what a wonderful life

(Verse)

Close my eyes for the last time

While I think of the night I just spent with you

Starlit night high as a kite while I look down

On you with diamond eyes

Tonight's the night that I'm supposed to die 

so I spent it with you at least I spent it with you

(Hook) 

Somedays I'll say I just wanna die in the worst way

Then somedays I'll say what a wonderful life

Oh what a wonderful life

Somedays I'll say I just wanna die in the worst way

Then somedays I'll say what a wonderful life

Oh what a wonderful life

Somedays (prod. Wetgropes)

Lonely

An old song that I did might record a new version one day

Might go back and make it sound in the upcoming week

(Verse)
Paper mache hearts paper cuts they might delay

Crumpled up my heart and then she threw that shit away

Been dead from the start I was born right in the grave

She my Android 18 because she drain my energy

Always waking up high fell asleep inside in plane

Mom afraid I might die I keep on going like a train

got thoughts of suicide have a my bullet with name

Please take my eyes so you can finally see my pain

(Hook)

Feel my soul glowing in the moonlight

Wish I could turn it off when I feel like x6

Glowing In The Moonlight  (Prod. Useless)

If depression was a subject I'd be passing the class 

I'm Hating my reflection so I keep on the mask 

I'm tryna fight death but life keeps kicking my ass 

Abuse is like a ghost it keeps on haunting my past 

Feelin like Freddie man that got me under pressure 

No longer with my queen so just put me on a stretcher 

Rollin with a switchblade jammin witchblades 

your mom must be a dog cause I swear your bitch made 

Give me a girl who practice voodoo watching Hulu 

and if you start talking shit she'll go and knock your screw lose 

But everytime I go to sleep i hope i die in my dreams 

Freddy Krueger where you at dont make me have to scream 

But my mom says calls me a vent says I'm just blowing off stream 

Until I bought an assault rifle and added on a new beam 

Said he catch him at the chicken spot up a couple chops 

No we catch him at his mama house and air the drama out 

If they family think they want revenge Shots like a syringe 

Show a nigga like it's movie night let the uzi light 

Then I hit em with the shotgun watch the cops run  

The way I shoot it out with police feel like I'm pacs son 

All eyes on me smoking name brand 

Catch me storming through the club call me rain man  

Hurricane Chris a bitch ain't no thing 

Hurricane Chris a bitch and give him fame

Emo Night Freestyle (Prod. Puncho)

(Verse)

Hello dear I am breaking out of here

And I am breaking down slowly 

because I cannot find a way out of this hell

I know that there is no other way

And sometimes I am not okay 

because I do not want to be here anymore

(Hook)

So I'll die don't you cry it's not like you would for me anyway x2

Please don't cry I would die it's not like you would for me anyway x2

(Verse)

I know that my life is a whole hellhole

And sometimes I have lost control

And I don't even know why I'm here oh I do not know

Oh I do not know x3

(Hook)

So I'll die don't you cry it's not like you would for me anyway x2

Please don't cry I would die it's not like you would for me anyway x2

Hello Dear (Bedroom Pop Version) (Prod. Wetgropes)

An old song I made some months ago

(Lyrics)
Lie to me yeah really helps with my sobriety yeah

bring peace to my axiteity yeah

just lie me just lie to me

(Verse)

Lie to me so I can finally go and die happily

i know it's sad to see

Wakin up my mind can't fake enough

the thoughts that are takin up my mind

Friday I'm in love Saturday filled hugs

Sunday I need drugs to forget about those days

Late night lost in space while stars trace your face

why can't i erase the memories I see

(Hook)

Lie to me yeah really helps with my sobriety yeah

bring peace to my axiteity yeah

just lie me just lie to me x2

(Verse)

Your the razor blade on my skin that I can't hide

The thoughts of suicide that race around my brain

You're the voodoo queen and I'm your slave till the end of time

Witchcraft on black glass Ouija boards spellin out my doom

While shadows fly around my room

(Hook)

Lie to me yeah really helps with my sobriety yeah

bring peace to my axiteity yeah

just lie me just lie to me x4

Lie To Me (Prod. Ahnboi)

Let me o.d in your arms x2

Let me o.d in your

(Verse)

Them drugs i need that

so the blood in my veins i dont bleed that

This pain gotta me feelin insane

damn cobain tell me how to react

Nirvana on replay marijuana like its green day

Them drugs gonna leave you fucked up

oh well I'm gonna die anyway

So pills I popped it

a little coke i sniffed it

a little high to get lifted

So don't die you might miss it

I get high playing lil peep then cry jamming lil jeep

walk away as the door slams Godamn R.I.P

(Hook) 

Let me o.d in your arms x2

Let me o.d in your


O.D in your arms (Prod. Never day)

(Verse)

In my room I hear demons who speak of when I felt alive

In my mind I hear angels who sing of my suicide

Peaceful thoughts slip away through the night 

when I close my eyes

Hold me tight 

keep me wrapped up in the warmth of your glowing light

(Hook)

Darken thoughts graffitied in my mind

Make them stop I can feel every line

(Verse)

There's a noose with a note that reads how I wish you were here

I'm in hell surrounded by angels who lead me here every year

There's hate in my garden and blood on my tulips

Could you pull me through this I'm flirting with death

Rebirth every evening but die every morning 

I'll fly without warning hold my breath

Graffitied in my mind (Prod. Sickrysm)

(Hook)

Ok so what whatever shut up x3

(Verse)

They tell I'm sick mental state rival's something of covid

Shots of this vodka leaves me so loaded

Like a brand new clip loaded up with hallow tips

Don't trust a bitch cause they all want something from me

They cap when they tell me they love

Play me like a dummy 

they cloud up my sky when it's sunny

If my life is a joke guess I'm funny

(Hook)

Ok so what whatever shut up x4

(Verse)

They laugh at my pain 

cut that bitch off then they say that I changed

Ask them for help and they look at me strange

That's why I never answer when they call my name

Don't trust a bitch cause they all want something from me

They cap when they tell me they love

Play me like a dummy 

they cloud up my sky when it's sunny

If my life is a joke guess I'm funny

(Hook)

Ok so what whatever shut up x4

Whatever Shut Up (Prod. Born Hero)

Idk just a guy tryna fight depression and suicidal thoughts so if my music can help someone then I did something good 

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