One of my favorite songs, it took me far too long to realize this song was about Mustardseed but now every time I listen to it it cuts just a little deeper.

fawm 2023

I hope 
it’s not insensitive
to want to be done with this
it has me by my throat
I really oughta go
but I’m drawn
to the middle of
the superstition so
bleed the circle closed

make it address me by a name
that I wouldn’t give myself

it pulses because it loves us
bear witness to it
full-throated spirit
it pulses because it loves us
this is the end of the time
of our lives

it was fine, it was fine
the door darkened briefly
I was wondering if you would notice it
there was time, so much time
extending past the limits of our sight
the stone melts while we admire it
and what better way to
end unpleasant days
than to pull the curtain back and show you
how little remains to be seen?

It Pulses Because It Loves Us

There's a forest near my house and I can smell when something dies there

there is a sound
to the panic-stricken lower bound
convinced I’m pulling, 
you’re just plunging down
the backwater you have waded into
is waiting for you so it can freeze
i’m standing on the surface
so you can witness me

but I shouldn’t compare
the chill in the air
to the sound of you shivering

you will give me your attention
I know how to take from you
you think you can cast a stone and be done with me
but you don’t understand, you foolish little child
I’m here to bore a hole in your head
and I will not be calm
and I will not be reasoned with 
you’re gonna have to deal with me

a vessel seldom knows what it contains
a pickled brain, I am the dowsing rod
that’s picking up your pulse
and you can hope discerning eyes
of observant passersby
can spot the difference
but indifferent gods are
plucking you from here

you shouldn’t complain
the thoughts from the day
have a way of fogging up the air

I'm here to bore a hole in your head

You begged me 
take it to the grave
and I held my tongue
but I can not relate
I hope you resolve it
before it dissolves you

whom among us here  is being honest?
Whom among us here is being honest?
Because I can give you what you want
but you, you had better want it.

Did they found you cowering?
What a coward you must be then
you will never find me shivering
I’m wrapped wrapped in fur like a heathen
on cold night it pays
to be a beast

wrapped in fur like a heathen

Tourniquette

I don’t mean to be a bore
but I am inside of your walls
and your house is such an eyesore
I always dread crawling in
and it occurs to me now
that you don’t want me to be here

And I don’t want to be cruel
but i’m turning into you

and you are making me a mouthful 
and I feel the terror grip you
as it grips me too
and we both go under and

now is time you see
the wooden parts of me
get your axe ready

to fall 
as I fell I saw a hole in the earth where I was
keep steady now
you’ll get more desperate with each swing
but rest assured I am coming down
you’ll make me into something useful
I am sure of it

I don’t mean to freak you out
but there’s a bug on your shoulder
god forbid I get to listen to you speak
can I say for the record
I find your conversations lacking
as if you’d ever speak to me 

and I don’t mean to be cruel
but I know that you do
and you do a standup job of it
but we’ll see who is who
when you feel the terror grip you
and I don’t let go of it

now it’s time to part
with a portions of your heart
don’t be surprised if you start

to fall
there’s a crater in the earth where you were
keep steady now
you'll get more desperate with each plunge
but rest assured you’re coming down
i’ll make you into something useful
if you make me into something

make me into something (useful)

it starts innocent enough
euphemistic synonyms
my advice: it’s time to toughen up
but now 
there’s admission of some guilt
and a weakness of the will
that finds you prostrate at my door

wish you had somewhere to hide that I could find

I wasted many anxious years
peering between the blinds for you
but the changing of the guards couldn’t come quickly enough
sleeping shift or albatross
I don’t remember what I was
Before this form got in the way
what I say? Clocks are ticking us down, cover is getting sparse
return  fire now

I know the middle of it all
is such a tempting time
to propose calling it off
but now
that the blood is on my hands
the Calvary demands
 a swift finishing blow

Albatross

AI英作文

Track 052

Rating: Explicit
Link to Original Text: https://archiveofourown.org/works/56068840

Summary: Twenty-five years ago, Tony Crowley walked out of Azi’s life and broke both of their hearts. Since then, Azi has been living in suspended animation, working in the army/navy surplus booth he inherited from his dad and writing horror novels.

Now Tony is back from the city, flush with success and wanting to catch up with Azi. Should Azi risk his heart and try to reclaim what they’ve lost? Or is it too late to start over?

A Good Omens human AU inspired by Bruce Springsteen.

Down To The River

Chapter 7: One Last Chance

Rating: Explicit
Link to Original Text: https://archiveofourown.org/works/53969344

Summary: The kiss was just a joke. Right? Then how the fuck did Aziraphale end up here?

Mistletoe

Mistletoe: Chapter 1

Podfic of the Good Omens Roomates Human AU, Vignettes of a Life Together by Busy24_7.

Read original work: archiveofourown.org/works/53763031/…093543#workskin

Rated: Explicit

Summary: Crowley, botany student and professional worrier, is harboring a massive, secret crush on his new roommate. Aziraphale, on the other hand, is more clueless than he is given credit for. Will these two ever figure it out, or is Crowley doomed to a life of pining? A 5+1-style fic with a whole lot of fluff and intentionally minimal angst. Rated M for the first few chapters, but will be upgraded to E if Crowley ever gets his way…

Vignettes of a Life Together: Chapter 4 (bonus scene) [podfic]

Such a treat! I love recording these sweet clueless boys!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/58288939/chapters/148506685#workskin

Close to Home (chapter 2) by xoxoemynn

Happy Birthday!

This is your special time to remember your day of birth and the life God has given you. Remember to thank God for the gift of life.

Lyrics

Before any hope existed
Before the skies turned blue
My heart spoke and I listened
That one day, there would be you

My joy opened to a fullness
I felt my tears run down
That one day I'd be laughing
As I place on you My crown
You've been always wanted
My life I gave to you
Your birthday is My present
My love is always new

You are always before my eyes
Each moment and every day
I watch with a Father's love
You're so lovely in My gaze

My joy opened to a fullness
I felt my tears run down
That one day I'd be laughing
As I place on you My crown
You've been always wanted
My life I gave to you
Your birthday is My present
My love is always new


My eyes are always on you
My tears of joy streak down my face
That forever we're together
and I hold you in My embrace

My joy opened to a fullness
I felt my tears run down
That one day I'd be laughing
As I place on you My crown
You've been always wanted
My life I gave to you
Your birthday is My present
My love is always new

So, celebrate your day of birth
All the days to come in Heaven
And every one on earth
Each day, My love grows anew

Tears for the Day of Your Birth (Birthday Edition)

In Need of Quiet Affection and Gentle Words

In Need of Quiet Affection Chapter 2

Out of Thought

Out of Thought Chapter 14

Original Text:  https://archiveofourown.org/works/18607630
Rating:  Explicit
Music: Magnificent Unknown by Jason Rebello

make me into something (useful)

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