i wanna melt the ice away from your heart
it'll be freezing
or at least when I start

I'll chisel away with hugs and kisses
and well wishes for great days and rare misses when you take aim

I'll climb high, reach the summit of your heartbeat, my
at night I, pry by candle light I'm sorry you've been hurt
and I'll never understand like tie dye to a colorblind eye
at your pace I'll abide by 
and i never wanna fall asleep again without saying nigh, and you by my side

so please tell me we can be
and I sleep on this peak peacefully and i
can go about being up beat, applying high heat to these ice sheets

and i keep chippin away x5

every day, I'm chippin away

I can see we've reached the last of the ice
but if I slip, you must know I won't survive a fall from this height
You are my paradise, so please let me be the sacrifice

and i keep slippin away x5

every day, I'm slippin away

catch me pls

she don't wanna be sad anymore so she gotta get his speed
she don't wanna be fat anymore but she's only happy when she eats

she just 
dreamin
every 
reason 
to be
leavin

heart is 
beaten down
she is 
mistreated now

she still with the mad man
who's rather dashin, always pullin and grabbin,
never graspin, the idea of compassion is a lap dance, 
who will offer a back hand to her and her cats and,
anybody askin "is she okay?"

you best turn the other way mother fucker
what you really wanna catch a fade or a case, or a case of hamms to the face?

that's with two ms

anyway what a day to be a nuisance
and he's always got two cents, and new friends, and movements and loose ends

truth is she stays through the abuse and uselessness
because she's seen and is used to the ruthlessness 

She finds her peace, on a rare night when he's asleep
she writes poetry from the deep, creativity fueled by dreams to leave, 

and hopes to notice an opening
hopin it's over just, dope up the chauvinist, overdose him and then a ticket for coach in the morning bus  

first, snag that watch, don't waste time
then hop on over that state line
heard they found that body through da grape vine
she wakes up from the sun ray's shine

it ain't the first time she's dreamed of killing him
it is the first time in longtime she believes in fullfilling them

so she wrote,
a final note, 
titled I hope you choke,
she began flippin over pages 
rippin her favorite quotes
and anecdotes rangin from manic episodes
abandoned hope, how to stand alone
compare him to animals
she was gone, left the note on the table and it ended with this:

I've been wanting to tell you this forever
I hope you absorb these words from this letter

And when you regurgitate them to provoke
I hope you choke.

thehappynewsband