This quickie is a history- a love map, if you will- of how Kaitlin manages to be such a productive person. Also, this is the reason why Kaitlin insists on holding our meetings in coffee shops.  Here, the lines between public and private, work and pleasure, get a little blurry. Check it out at In the Dark Radio's installation at the Latitude festival (http://www.inthedarkradio.org/?page_id=799). 

Afternoon Delight

Episode Seven.

Pyscologist and sexoligist, John Money came up with the theory of a lovemap. A love map is a template. It’s a template that we are constantly measuring our sexual and romantic experiences against. It’s the map of what we like, who we like and how we like it. Money’s idea is that we all have one, and they tend to be pretty specific, right down to how exactly you need to be touched to have an orgasm. In this episode of Audio Smut we explore different kinds of love maps.

Lovemaps

This is an Audio Smut teaser. An appetizer if you will. 

Audio Smut

We welcome you to the Sensorium. A sonic celebration of sensation.

What is the Sensorium? The Sensorium is the classification of sense perception.  That is a bit of mouthful, I know but have you ever considered living in a world where your interactions were not limited our governed in five distinct ways: sight, sound, taste, smell and touch?  There are many places that don’t really think about the intake of information this way.  Even in western society things used to be different.  Today, one can feel the shift toward visualism.  Sight is valued above all else.  They say that you take in 70% of your information through your eyes.  I believe that we do, but only because we live in a visual society.  In this episode, Audio Smut invites you to give your eyes a break and listen.  In the age of visualism, we brave radio.

The Sensorium

Do you believe in true love?

Does it really exist, or is it just a mythology made up by Hollywood? How
would you define true love? Jonathan Goldstein shares his thoughts on
this Valentine's Day special.



A Valentine

FU*K LOVE. Family. Responsibility. Survival. Economic Stability. These were once much more important to things to build your life on. This episode looks at the ideal of true love, how it came to be and what exists outside of it. 

201 Fu*k Love

In 1909, James Joyce wrote his wife, Nora Barnacle, a series of very sexy letters. While her side of the correspondence has been lost, we still have Joyce's letters--and they're really good. In this quickie, we're reading you one of our favorites.

To Nora

A season of The Heart produced by Nicole Kelly and Phoebe Unter with their friends and collaborators.

Neon Touch

Race Traitor: Who Taught You To Be White? pt 2

Race Traitor: Who Taught You To Be White? pt 1

Every Happy Ending Is Normative

Divesting From People Pleasing: Affirmation pt 1

The written word: a way to fuel a romance, a way to capture someone's attention, a way to break up. We read people's most private letters, and tell the story of the relationships that were made and broken by them. 

203 Love Letters

This episode is about growing up, becoming an adult, entering a stage of independence: shaving cream, tampons, driving, voting, doing your own dishes, doing your own taxes and sex. This episode will take you on a path of rituals, formal or otherwise.

206 Coming Of Age

Behold the almighty power of the V.  Vaginas can hold the largest and smallest of objects with barely the slightest uncomfort.  So it just makes sense to stash your weed in there.  Star reporter, Ruth Eddy tells us how she came to use her natural pocket.  

My Natural Pocket

Audio Smut presents: a radio play.

This episode was a documentary experiment, produced in collaboration with composer Shani Aviram. We set out asking questions about how perception is altered in early romantic relationships. How does your sense of reality fail you when you’re falling in love? After months of research and 17 interviews, we decided to write a single narrative encompassing the experiences and facts we unearthed.

208 Movies In Your Head

Kaitlin and Kyle. They met at a kissing booth. On their first date they went on a recording adventure (for one of the early Audio Smut documentaries about the Drag Queens). They became obsessed with each other. They ended up making audio recordings of a lot of almost everything that happened between them. 

Audio Smut made a piece with some of these recordings for the Audible Picture Show in 2012. This is another iteration of those archives. The next chapter. This episode is a peek into the power of a kiss, and the rise and fall of what could have been true love.

This is the last episode of the season. It is also the last episode of Audio Smut. Don't cry! We will be starting something new in a few months, better and more beautiful than ever before.

WE'RE COLLECTING KISSING STORIES from our listeners. Find out how to submit here: http://www.audiosmut.ca/audio/kiss-in/



209 Last

Surprise, it’s a holiday special! Join us for a little queer holiday cheer as journalist America Stevens tracks down Santa’s older, gayer, drunker, sister… Sandy Claus.

This piece is an adaptation of a live show written and performed by comedian, Kristen Becker. Produced by Katie Fitzgerald.

S430 SandyClaus

In this update-isode, we follow KP's whereabouts and goings-on since the Processing Palestine episode and the events that led to the genesis of our upcoming series: GREAT LOVE: Gaza Monologues Revisited. 
Responding to Ashtar Theatre’s global call to share testimonies from young Gazans first performed in 2010, the series features a chain of personal connections from New York to Toronto to Jordan to Athens to Beirut to Nazareth to Jenin and most importantly: to Gaza. Connections that were forged in a moment of grief and at the same time share some dark-as-hell comedy, appreciation for the sublime, a little too much wine and the most important kind of love: the kind that makes you care about people far away that you haven't met yet. 
On what is known as KP’s favourite holiday in Italy of all places, KP and her friend Ali Dajani talk about an upcoming ruling to come from the International Court of Justice about whether or not the Israeli occupation is considered legal, which determines whether or not the Palestinian resistance is valid. 
The day KP finally finished this episode 5 months later, just so happened to be the day that the ruling was published. The occupation is considered illegal, and the international court finds Israel guilty of apartheid. The court rules that Israel must leave as rapidly as possible and make full reparations for wrongful acts.
PLZ PLZ PLZ DONATE TO THE MERMAID JABER  SCHOLARSHIP FUND PLZ PLZ PLZ  [this is kp and she is on her knees begging you with tears in her eyes mkay] AKA the GO FUND ME we made: https://gofund.me/fdc4aaf0
Music Credits: Simya - Muqata’a [Kamil Manqus] Mayss Invites Xlmxhkfi (in The Ruins Of A Tender Hearts)Mayssa Jallad - Markaz Azraq
Music: Simya - Muqata’a

PROLOGUE: KP//SERJ | The Best Valentine's Day I Ever Had

"It's kind of corny, but I think about this quote from Che Guevara: ‘the true revolutionary is guided by feelings of great love’." – Aliya Pabani.

Take a glimpse into the friends and friends of friends that share their stories in our upcoming series: the Gaza Monologues by ASHTAR THEATRE (Ramallah) adapted by The Heart. Artists, activists and students from Palestine and beyond read the famed monologues; speaking words written by teenagers living war in Gaza over a decade ago, layered with recordings, artistic creations and experiences from today.
“We relate with every single word in this monologue. [But] this [war] is bigger than any war we’ve lived before.” --- Tarneem Jaber.

Music: Marj Ibn Amer - Muqata’a

S18E0.5 TRAILER: GREAT LOVE | The Gaza Monologues Revisited

Ali Dajani grew up in Jordan and studied in Canada, where he met The Heart’s host and creator Kaitlin Prest. They meet in his Amsterdam home to read Gaza Monologue #1: the story of Ahmad El Ruzzi. Ali's paternal grandfather left Jerusalem in 1948. "What happened in 1948?" KP asks. They both laugh. She apologises for her ignorance. He begins to explain.

MONOLOGUE#1: AHMAD // ALI   Electricity Complexes + Keys Around Their Necks

SHORT
Comedian Alaa Shahada talks about artist life in Jenin, West Bank. We hear a radiomagic excerpt of his one-man show "The Horse of Jenin". He talks about his dreams for the future of Palestine and performs Gaza Monologue #22 Mahmud Abu Shaa’ban. 
Alaa is a graduate of the Nobel prize nominated Freedom Theatre acting and the co-founder of the Palestine Comedy Club.
EASE ANY GUILT YOU FEEL ABOUT YOUR IMPACT BY SUPPORTING SOME BRILLIANT KIDS TO FINISH THEIR EDUCATION.

MONOLOGUE#22: MAHMUD // ALAA  A Cup of Tea +  The Horse of Jenin

Three siblings cross the Rafah border from the North of Gaza and end up performing the Gaza Monologues over the phone to a Canadian woman for a podcast they’ve never heard of. They want the world to know that this war is worse than any war they lived before. 
Commend father how much

IN THIS MONOLOGUE: THE JABER TRIFECTA A Point in the Sea + Gaza’s Dreams command commend

Audio artist and organizer Aliya Pabani takes Gaza Monologue #19 and a binaural microphone  with her to perform an action at a Toronto branch of the largest worldwide financier of weapons used by Israel. Aliya believes, as Che Guevara did, that the true revolutionary is guided by feelings of GREAT LOVE. No

MONOLOGUE #19. FATEEMA // ALIYA  If The Sea Could Talk

Artist and business owner Doreen Toutikian, founder of Beirut Design Week and many other beautiful things that she’s had to leave in her past due to war performs monologue #10: Taima Okasha and reflects on growing up hiding from bombs, the “Palestinian exception” and anti-Palestinian racism in the arts and her fears of what might happen to her own home, Lebanon, if Israel is not stopped.

MONOLOGUE#10: TAIMA// DOREEN  Whatever You Build + Empty Cans

AHMA-NOLOGUE: KP//AHMAD | An Anniversary + A Birthday

EPILOGUE: TARNEEM // PALESTINE | Letter to Gaza, Love Tarneem

 “Leaning over my shoulder, you cast a shadow on everything. Things are dark and blurry — and I am drowning.“

Ghost: Bobby

Featuring never-before-heard scenes and a post-award interview with Mariya Karimjee, this is an extended version of the award-winning documentary, “Mariya.” A story about Mariya's journey to figure out sex after FGM.

The Heart 

Mariya - Extended Cut

Rhonda spends their entire day relishing the sensation of going down on their girl.

The Heart

That Smell

Kaitlin's non-psychedelic trip through girlhood. [Trigger Warning]

Episode One of 'No'

Produced with the generous support of the IWMF.

Advance

Episode Two of No: We catch up to Kaitlin while she is in her mid-twenties, waiting to fall in love. [Trigger Warning]

Produced with the generous support of the IWMF.

Inheritance

Kaitlin questions the men in her life she trusts the most. [Trigger Warning]

Episode Three of 'No'. 

Produced with the generous support of the IWMF.

Answers

A processing party. [Trigger Warning]

Episode Four of 'No'.

Produced with the generous support of the IWMF.

Questions

Man Choubam (I Am Good)

How NK & Phoebe fell in art love.


This episode was written and produced by Phoebe Unter and Nicole Kelly, with sound design by Phoebe Unter. Kaitlin Prest edited this episode. 

YOU ALSO HEARD "Belen" compliments of SAN CHA. "Esa Mujer" by K Pasa USA. The voice of Chanel Miller reading her letter to her rapist. You heard an excerpt from "Lesbian Nation" by Ariel Levy. And Jill Johnston saying “all women are lesbians except the ones who don’t know it yet.”

Many thanks to Kamala Puligandla for listening & editing, and Ari Mejia and Mara Lazer for notes & support. Noted gay librarian Lane Goldszer contributed research to this episode. Thanks to Elyssa Dudley for recording the Dyke Ranch experience, and everyone who attended this truly special event in Baja in 2016.

Lesbian Separatism Is Inevitable

Experiments: Ventures beyond radio, installations, performances and audio art. 

Imagine you're on the can, doing your business, you notice the sounds of serious sexy times wafting over from the stall just next to you. Or you’re at a festival, holding your breath in the port-a-potty, and hearing people getting nasty in the john just to your left.

Audio Smut goes to events and sets up speakers in bathrooms with sounds like this coming out of them to give the sense that the above mentioned is happening. 

Smut on the Can

Episode Two.

Seriously, what's the big deal.

In this episode, we tackle one of the biggest taboos.  We eat food, everyday and eventually that food has to come out.  Yeah it's gross and  stinky but it is one of the most natural things that our body does.  Nonetheless, it's quite common for people to have hang ups around anything that has to do with butts.  



Episode Three

Oh the beauty of multiple partners!  Doesn't today's free love revival feel so good and liberating?  Sometimes, yes.  Sometimes, not at all.  You can be as sex positive as you want, but occassionally being with more than one person isn't a good scene and we feel the need to acknowledge that.  This episode is not meant to be cautionary tale but rather, a very honest conversation.  


Overwhelmed

A show about power & love.

www.theheartradio.org

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