im cooked. i cant even find the motivation to eat anymore.

i can always hide my pain away with my smile... around people i will act all happy but at night i will cry my eyes out of pain...

Jesus makes his best work with broken pieces

Life been so hard no friends only fake that used me and I bet stage 4 cancer I’m not the same anymore.

Real... tiktok audio

Backroom

green to blue

Marcel The Shell With Shoes On (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)

The Sound of Myself

how to never stop being sad

you left me on suicide sunday

You left me on suicide sunday(slowed)

I had worked on 日が続く m e l i s s a for a while now; I wanted the album to encount a single day in the life of an average person, but amplifies the subtleties that usually go unnoticed. It's probably garbage so I didn't get that message across but even so thank you so much for clickin!
- 18 DAYS

日が続く m e l i s s a

団結する b e a d

All Alone In The Rain

interlinked (The Lonely Tree)

this was everything for me

you have no enemies

Stream "in another life" a sequal to "see you in heaven"

https://lnk.dmsmusic.co/lochhaven_inanotherlife

released via @listen24seven

Watch on Youtube: 
https://youtu.be/BDf0HngLDU8

see you in heaven - single

see you in heaven

Stream

miercoles - i should be happy

stream: https://open.spotify.com/track/2btLchuHTdHf9T128wudwu

Empty Hours

No Longer Be There

Gravel 2 24 bpm august 17 take 2

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

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