chat tbh im cooked im never finding a girl that will love me

I’m about to leave my hometown to become a rapper. I’ve lived here all my life and leaving feels so surreal

last day of middle school may 23 2025 weird it went by so fast

weaks fall into nothing cause everything is the same

Never found a song which I’m still attached to as much as this one. It’s been 4 years

i feel like a loser. i'm overweight and a diabetic, i sleep late at night, i'm always on my phone, and i always play on my sister's computer. i've done absolutely nothing for this family and i failed to realize that until now. i don't think i can redeem myself, i've been given so much freedom through my first 18 years and now that i realized that i will need to get a job and i refuse to even attempt to get one, really speaks volumes to how i feel about myself right now. god i'm truly pathetic. i never deserved anything. i have been given everything on a silver platter when i was born and now i repay my family by doing nothing at all. i stole money from my dad for snacks during middle school, and i constantly lie for my personal gain. i will never learn and i genuinely despise my body, my soul, and my mind for corrupting me to be this way. god i need to be euthanized.

Cafe

the neighbourhood - the beach (instrumental, slowed & muffled )

School Rooftop intro (Hisokah) - extremely slowed + reverbed

Yves Tumor - Limerence Instrumental slighty slowed

When I was in middle school, I would listen to this song every morning on the bus for the two hours it took to get there.

zelda's lullaby- A L E X (slowed with ambience)

Gigi Masin Call Me Instrumental (slowed And Reverbed)

daniel.mp3 - green to blue (slowed & reverb)

Gigi Masin - Call Me ( Instrumental)

analog_mannequin - milk cassette x.mp3 (slowed)

On The Middle School Grass Field

Hello, this was a lil project I designed for my composition class where we had to create a video game soundtrack :) more music coming soon

Limerance

THUS SHT US ASS

Original work

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4SQPUsF7vxNavD0ddTPYLq?si=CiFbSI9fQ-uSp0O9ses6wQ

I just need some space

Uploading incase other ppl take down (I wont)

retire (final) corecore tiktok audio

agony - yung lean (instrumental + slowed)

retire (final) - alvedon (slowed)

ice cave 1 18 bpm take 1 2625

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On The Middle School Grass Field

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