I’m about to leave my hometown to become a rapper. I’ve lived here all my life and leaving feels so surreal

last day of middle school may 23 2025 weird it went by so fast

weaks fall into nothing cause everything is the same

Never found a song which I’m still attached to as much as this one. It’s been 4 years

i feel like a loser. i'm overweight and a diabetic, i sleep late at night, i'm always on my phone, and i always play on my sister's computer. i've done absolutely nothing for this family and i failed to realize that until now. i don't think i can redeem myself, i've been given so much freedom through my first 18 years and now that i realized that i will need to get a job and i refuse to even attempt to get one, really speaks volumes to how i feel about myself right now. god i'm truly pathetic. i never deserved anything. i have been given everything on a silver platter when i was born and now i repay my family by doing nothing at all. i stole money from my dad for snacks during middle school, and i constantly lie for my personal gain. i will never learn and i genuinely despise my body, my soul, and my mind for corrupting me to be this way. god i need to be euthanized.

coming back to this every few months yet it still feels like the first, I’ve grown I’ve made new friends I’ve also lost friends, I love life. I love my parents my sister, my friends and the whole world is pretty colorful just as it was when I was a kid. Man I wonder if I could see every time I listened to this song I wonder how much I’ve changed

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grouper - poison tree (instrumental) -- slowed + reverb

Yves Tumor - Limerence Instrumental slighty slowed

When I was in middle school, I would listen to this song every morning on the bus for the two hours it took to get there.

zelda's lullaby- A L E X (slowed with ambience)

Gigi Masin - Call Me (slowed & Reverb & Instrumental)

Gigi Masin - Call Me ( Instrumental)

how to never stop being sad instrumental slowed

million eyes - stay shyne (slowed & reverb & instrumental)

this is an instrumental version of a song that i sampled a while ago!

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i cant do this

On The Middle School Grass Field

unfortunately

demo.01

demo.02

retire(final).mp3

Stream "in another life" a sequal to "see you in heaven"

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see you in heaven - single

see you in heaven

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Ambient Loop #17 (S4 Minimal Dub Mix)

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