I wrote this wrote to finally make peace with my baggage so I can let them go.

July 2, 2021

Thelosthost - Serene

Scribe: TheLostHost x Lawpass
Mix&Mastered: Jid Durano
Produced: Eugene O'Neil

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(VERSE 1) Lawpass

Me and my bonnie we wildin'
Till' the da edge we divin'
Ya'll women ain't got it
That's why yall end up frustrated

Love ain't enough to make it
Ya have to get your demons settled
Most of ya'll,won't get this
Unless you open up that wisdom

Betrayal can't be justify
Ya'll committed just to fuckin lie
Ya'll ended with a normal mind
That's why ya still long for the other kind

And I still got love for my brother

But everyone goin' dumber so i don't bother

(CHORUS 2X) lawpass
WAIT FOR THE DOPEST ONE
THE GIFT FROM UP ABOVE
I GUESS WE'LL NEVER KNOW
THE MEANING OF LIFE
TILL WE GIVE IT ALL

(VERSE 2) TheLostHost

And then they laughed at me in all of my troubles
Thinking that it wasn't enough
Blindin' me with all of your stutter
Stop it im starting to give up
Trying to live a world i don't understand
You saw the light in me that i've been caging
My boy i'll be with you till everything ends
You're the one that stuck around when i was reachin'

(CHORUS 2X) Lawpass
WAIT FOR THE DOPEST ONE
THE GIFT FROM UP ABOVE
I GUESS WE'LL NEVER KNOW
THE MEANING OF LIFE
TILL WE GIVE IT ALL
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Flac

Scribe: TheLostHost x Lawpass
Mix&Mastered: Jid Durano
Produced: J-dan

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[VERSE 1] TheLostHost

Where do i start
Cramming and screaming to fill the part
Where you 
stood up close to her and acted out perfection
she did'nt know it was all an act for the position
To keep the posture 
and the manipulation
You put the blame on a kid 
for your salvation
Everyday her confusion grew bigger
Thinking she's a fuck up in a scene full of fillers
It was perfect and all smiles
Not until the dough started gon wild 
She saw the face unmasked before her eyes
A devil with a quirky smile

[PRE-CHORUS] TheLostHost

Could you see me as i see me?
Please just take a chance on thee
I'm trying to shove the dark inside me
Dealing with all the memory
Why is it so hard for you
Love ain’t enough you see

[CHORUS] Lawpass

i guess were the same seed
Planted in a different forest
That's why our emotions connected
Cohesive

Show me your friends 
And i'll tell you who you are
Our circle was fucked up
But we get this far

[PRE-VERSE] TheLostHost

I'm leaving now dont let me fall
Did you ever love me at all?
You will never see the truth
Willingness ain't for fools

[VERSE 2] TheLostHost

Love aint enough to bind us
Too many concealed behind us
Eradicate the ridicules and all that
I feel uneasy with my own blood

Your games ain’t fun no mo'
No growth to live by in this internal war
I've tried to understand what caused it all
But it seems needed more than the usual 

Ive lost people that was deep rooted. 
Thinking they gave fucks but was half putted
Lonely are the times that i was stupid
Despised for bein real but im more suited

Huh, you know Ive met someone today
Rose me up and told me it's gon be okay. 
Despite the tremors that you left me for days
He saved me from all the hades and dissaray

[CHORUS] Lawpass

i guess were the same seed
Planted in a different forest
Thats why our emotions connected
Cohesive

Show me your friends 
And ill tell you who you are
Our circle was fucked up
But we managed get out this far
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Gorgon

ARTIST : TheLostHost
PROD : Mystic
recorded @ mackmuzickstudio

LYRICS :

I’ve been watching you all of my life
Trying to get it together
You were there for me for a long time
Now that you’re gone, I

Cry. Paving a way thats better for me.
I Cry. To this day

Save me
save me
help me 
turn my life
Turn it for the better
I dont know better
Help me get through

Oh i try
Trying to piece it together, but i cant see
I still cry.....
I still try hoping will thing get better.
I hope things will get better
