cinema (ft. m0tive)

why u gotta be that way
probably cuz im not enough
why u gotta think that way
probably cause im not beloved
why u gotta cut urself 
its a pain to feel the rush
why u gotta switch my moods 
paper trail leave me a blush

honestly what the fuck is this shit
i hate that i love u cause i know that we click
in my dreams god i jus fucking hate it 
i wish that i was dead 
i wish i couldnt give a shit

sitting at my desk, dissociated
am i even still here, sober but faded
you wouldnt even care so just mind your business
im drowning everyday cause your on my wishlist

im running and round and round cause i jus cant help it
what would talking about it do not to sound selfish
i just cant be with you cause we can be distinguished
what if i cut too deep and it leaves me just helpless
 
and thats that and thats it
you love me out of pit
not afraid to say hi
but im scared to say bye

i couldnt even do it even if i tried my best
im searching for the looks i cannot pass this quest
 
be patient it all comes to u
i waited long enough and i aint received a clue...
im stuck in a death loop 
self image made of glue
i tell them i bleed red they tell me that blood is blue

even if i tried my best (p.michaelwarren)

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britney! (freger + oaelis)

Crank! (ransom)

adobe w/ heroinsick [inci0]

HAHAHA! (STARBOYROB + 3KALOU)

bounce back ⏮ (strang)

fuck walmart

@remedyontop
prod @prodgreentop


words:

Im just tryna tell you how the fuck that i feel
And i'm off 5 pills
Is it lies or real?
Yea lil shawty look amazing in those black high heels
We could die right here
That's the way i feel

Im just tryna tell you how the fuck that i feel
And i'm off 5 pills
Is it lies or real?
Yea the thought of always dying i just luv the thrill
We could die right here
That's the way i feel

Woman want what's best for me
Blow up when i'm seventeen
Suicidal tendencies 
Headshot no john kennedy
Shout out bros from remedy
They all found the recipe
Wake up get the bag and flip it
Go to bed and then repeat

Crawling in my brain like a centipede, thinking bout the shit that u would say to me
All the shit dat u fucked up nd now ur dead to me
Guess that we never fucking meant to be
Fuck this shit you were supposed to be right next to me

And i know how u feel, you’re in luv w the pills
I could die at any second im in luv w the thrill
Baby i keep running back i guess i like the way i feel
I'm an addict 2 u baby im an addict 2 these pills

Im just tryna tell you how the fuck that i feel
And i'm off 5 pills
Is it lies or real?
Yea lil shawty look amazing in those black high heels
We could die right here
That's the way i feel

Im just tryna tell you how the fuck that i feel
And i'm off 5 pills
Is it lies or real?
Yea the thought of always dying i just luv the thrill
We could die right here
That's the way i feel

THE WAY I FEEL

(intro) 

shut up A.J.

it’s amazing!

(redswans)

these amazing fireworks 
surely befit the beginning of the end!
it’s over 
this is the end 
the killings are done for good 

(lunacy) 

niggas hoes 
try to keep it low 
boy i got the hollow tips 
you know they fucking blowing 
oh- oh- oh no woah 
yeah he wanna go 
shawty said she want my heart 
i never let it show 
in the silence yeah  
that is where you bound to find me!
it’s so time less yeah
that is where i’m always hiding!
i can never be the hero 
i just had to let you know 
life is always changing for me 
i can’t get to comfortable 

fuck do you want?
talking that shit now you gone!
i just been counting my guap
and im never gonna stop 
you niggas my sons!
making them bangers 
i got it like that 
making the money 
i got me a bag 
stuck at the bottom? 
you niggas been trash! 
you niggas done!!!

bye now 😁

im the one 
who been chosen with the gun 
yeah the one who has the bullet 
is the one you can’t out run 🏃🏾 
like a trigger take my shit 💥 
🔝 on snapple make it pop 
yeah you niggas fucking goofy 🤪 
if you thinking imma stop 
cause i won’t!
stupid nigga better get yo bands up 💸
but you not like me 
that’s the reason nigga wanna fight me 
pussy wetter than a fucking pisces ♓️ 💦 
doing backstrokes 🏊‍♂️ on yo bitch in the whip
in the backseat!
niggas stay mad 😡 you can’t do what i do 
try and you fail you look like a fool 
all you niggas sound the same
you copy each other yeah! 
that shit ain’t cool 🙅🏾‍♂️

fuck do you want?
talking that shit now you gone!
i just been counting my guap
and im never gonna stop 
you niggas my sons!
making them bangers 
i got it like that 
making the money 
i got me a bag 
stuck at the bottom? 
you niggas been trash! 
you niggas done!!!

took me- took me 
all my life just to get away
yeah!
trapped up- trapped up 
in the silence i can’t run away 
all these- all these 
demons in mind every night they wanna play
always haunt me in my dreams 
only nightmares when i see ya 

(905emerald)

Woah, woah
I'm grabbing that choppa, y'all actually done
The gat finna pop, I don't lack with these guns
I'm taxing him proper, he ask for refund
It's not my fault you a broke nigga, bruh
I walk with two poles, nigga, duck
Gold watch, a two tone Franck Muller
My bad I shot your dude, woah, nigga done
He in the sky, he above
We in the sky, we t'd off them drugs
He looking down we going up, bitch, he can't be like us
Heard he was down for beef, dumb nigga, .45 finna bust
Tell me why you only hit me up when a problem come up
If he talk now, he get walked down with this gun
Blicky pop, pow, we won't fuck round with you, no
Bitch, I want my money, want it now, just tell him, give it up
You ain't fucking nothing, to be honest, I don't give a fuck
I just hit him he like-
Ride with a choppa, that shit going doo-doo-doo
Ride with a choppa, boy, we finna shoot at you
My money tall and my money go through the roof
My money tall, my money talk
You niggas all finna fall, me and lunacy going to the top
This lil bitch just stay asking me why I'm ignoring her calls
Bitch, I can't even lie, I gotta ball

(dialogue)

scapegoating the weak in the name of justice 
while fearing when others will stab you in the back

(lunacy)

niggas hoes 
try to keep it low 
boy i got the hollow tips 
you know they fucking blowing 
oh- oh- oh no woah 
yeah he wanna go 
shawty said she want my heart 
i never let it show 
in the silence yeah  
that is where you bound to find me!
it’s so time less yeah
that is where i’m always hiding!
i can never be the hero 
i just had to let you know 
life is always changing for me 
i can’t get to comfortable 

fuck do you want?
talking that shit now you gone!
i just been counting my guap
and im never gonna stop 
you niggas my sons!
making them bangers 
i got it like that 
making the money 
i got me a bag 
stuck at the bottom? 
you niggas been trash! 
you niggas done!!!

in the silence w/ 905emerald (Crystal Ash)

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