Melatonic nightmares when I go dry
Gin and tonic love affairs I don’t know why
Again 
I can’t get by

Got that reoccurring dream of her she’s on my mind
My remedy is my enemy I’m trying to find
Again
What I have not

Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh

Oh no the grind is blind and it tires me out
Oh no the grind is blind and it tires me out
Oh no the grind is blind and it tires me out
The grind is blind and it tires me out

Looking through a deck without the queen of hearts
A solitary intimacy locked inside
Oh well
Without an out

Eroding roses take a stand to my bedside
Forever dead and dried up when I do cry
Oh well
It’s out of sight

Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh

Oh no the grind is blind and it tires me out
Oh no the grind is blind and it tires me out
Oh no the grind is blind and it tires me out
The grind is blind and it tires me out

Oh no the grind is blind and it tires me out
Oh no the grind is blind and it tires me out
Oh no the grind is blind and it tires me out
The grind is blind and it tires me out
The grind is blind and it tires me out
The grind is blind and it tires me out

Melatonic Nightmare

Lighting up another cigarette
Skipping yet another song again
Driving nowhere just to get away
Hoping that it’ll help me all forget

Found myself in a one horse town
Where the train tracks hum the blues
I fell asleep in an abandoned room 
Just to wake up to another dream of you
 
Dreaming of you

In a place that doesn't know your name
I wandered wishing you won't cross my mind
Making small talks in a lonesome bar
She motioned me outside and asked for a light

It started pouring when we went outside
It was an anniversary November rain
A Japanese cigarette in her hand
Its lipstick stain reminds me of your kisses back then

Your kisses back then

Each raindrop fills my head with the past
Drenched in splashes of feelings that last
Over the walls that I've built around my heart
Flooding memories that I cannot take anymore

Japanese Cigarette Serenade (demo)

Melatonic nightmares when I go dry
Gin and tonic love affairs I don't know why
Again
I can't get by

I got that reoccurring dreams of her; she's on my mind
My remedy is my enemy; I'm trying to find 
Again
What I have not

Oh no, the grind is blind and it tires me out

Looking through a deck without the queen of hearts
A solitary intimacy, locked inside
Oh well
Without an out

Eroding roses take a stand to my bedside
Forever dead and dried up; when I do cry
Oh well
It's not in sight

Oh no, the grind is blind and it tires me out

Melatonic Nightmare (Demo v2)

Well I’ve been sipping on my whiskey drink
When you said we should meet up in West Hollywood
So I went there
Knew exactly what to wear and share
To make affair that would fire up and disappear

We danced and made out to the nightclub’s spell
We were bound by the ritual before the closing act
So we went back
To your flat to take a chance on liquor trance
And began an odd arrangement that would mend my misery

I don’t know why

I liked the way you look in skintight dress
With those black heels that went so well with lusting moan and glare 
So we went town
Anywhere and anytime we recognized
The void so dark ever-present in allure we justify 

We came to call ourselves lovers of sort
It was the eve of Valentine’s our touch would pantomime 
So I went out
Of my way to bring you key to paradise
And maybe miss how our compromise could make more misery

I don’t know why 

How I’ve come to be with you
Find some comfort in it too
But I still got the blues when I’m all alone
But now that you’re gone
I recount my days of all my heyday

Well I’m now sipping on my whiskey drink
By myself feeling blue in East Hollywood

Viper and Betta (Demo)

I’ve been getting worse at letting go of all my feelings for you
Quell my sorrows with cigarettes
One smoke after another

I just end up retracing all my memories of you at places
Where I find myself reliving
One past after another

I don’t want to be in love with you anymore
Can’t bear another unrequited love 
I can’t no more

Eaten up by infatuation my aching heart longs for your sensation
Reminisce with the same old song
One play after another

When I close my eyes in silence I still recall your skin on my skin 
Remnants of you still linger on
One day after another

Suicide Bridge Overture (demo)

Love Misplaced (Demo)

A song about being lazy in bed because of depression.

It's so easy to stay home
In bed all day
All alone
Well lately

Seems like there's nobody out there
Who knows my name
Or my face
Well now

My phone just tells the date and the hour
And helps me waste my precious time that
I somehow always end up spending
Missing you again
Missing you again

It's so easy to stay home
In bed all day
All alone
Well lately

Seems like there's nobody out there
Who'll love me again
The way you did that day

In Bed All Day

Despite your feisty pout and defensive demeanor
I knew you had a past too
From which you were trying to erase the emotion
That always wells up when the sun goes down
When the night nears the last call
Expecting your text saying
"I'm drunk please come pick me up (kissy face)"
And I start to wonder
What you might be wearing
And finding escape in what's under
Using each other to rid of the feelings (TV light)
Of love long gone (smell of wine)
Using each other to rid of the feelings (TV light)
Of love long gone (smell of wine)
The more our companionship grew I at times thought
We were more than just friends so I would pretend
When we go out on cute dates dining and wining
That it was okay to feel for you then
When the loneliness fills up
The spare room to my side
On my queen-size bed at night
I send you a "What's up?"
"You wanna come hang out?"
"See you in twenty minutes"
Using each other to rid of the feelings (TV light)
Of love long gone (smell of wine)
Using each other to rid of the feelings (TV light)
Of love long gone (smell of wine)
But I fell for you I was some guy to you (TV light)
Well I've come undone again (smell of wine)
Undone
Though our hands were locked under the sheets
As your breathy moan caressed me sweet
Yeah I guess nowadays
Physicality is just practicality
Now my eyes reflect November rain
As my heart accepts forever pain
No I can't let go
Of my dead romances and my roses wilting away

Modern Nocturne

🥀 For the lonely hearts haunted by the memories of past romance.
🚬 Best enjoyed with a cigarette while driving aimlessly past 3:00 AM.

The Mayblues

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