All these complications I didn't need to feel
You said it's alright. That i was anxious, but you wouldn't leave.

I think that I saw god sitting in the trees
He told me I looked pale, and he shook his head at me
He told me I was afraid of being on my own
He told me I'd be sorry, I told him that I know

I told myself to focus on what I need to be
But we didn't notice that we were falling so carelessly

I think that I saw god sitting in the trees
He told me I looked pale, and he shook his head at me
He told me I was afraid of being on my own
He told me I'd be sorry, I told him that I know

Maybe I am god, and I'm just trapped inside my head
All these things I'm saying, that I never should have said
I think I'm just afraid of being on my own
You told me I was special
I told you you were wrong

Polar

The Joys Of Growing Old (Instrumental)

Excuses3

Intro++

Columbus2

Fickle son of mine
I left you in the tides, but you made your way to me
I see, you fire without my call
And stumble in the cold
I feel like it’s alright
And it was all my fault
You didn’t have to know
The abyss was just like home
A conjugated whole
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You couldn’t see the light
Because I would let you die
I didn’t mean to make you helpless
Four eyes, I stabbed you in the side
I never meant to mar 
I didn’t mean to break you open
And it was all my fault
You didn’t have to know
The abyss was just like home
A conjugated whole


Bandaid Lemonade

Foundation Signs

Bones2

Dedicated to Stuart Ruggler

Words:
Like snow
I am weightless. Falling slowly

Don’t go
I can’t face them. I am empty

Dark in a pact I never kept
I should have been better it wasn’t fair
It's not like there was nothing left
I just felt like I was never there
I wasn’t there

I couldn’t fight
I couldn’t fight
I couldn’t fight you off this time 


Gracious, Good

Words

You’re out of luck
Dressed in the waterfalls of my love
Can’t say I told you so 
I didn’t try to make it hard for you
I wasted my time trying to become something more than I could have been

How could I
I was out of my mind
I’m unsatisfied with all those things that I did
Your fists in the sky, you never thought I’d be the worst of my kind
Well now you know about me

You feel nothing
I wasn’t there for you, like a man with no limbs
Nothing’s changed and never will

How could I
I was out of my mind
I’m unsatisfied with all those things that I did
Your fists in the sky, you never thought I’d be the worst of my kind
Well now you know about me

 Your fists in the sky
Yeah you were wrong about me


The Mid Atlantic