A dark, emotional rock piece about facing the fractures and flaws that define you, the scars that don’t heal, the choices that weigh heavy, and the parts of yourself you can’t outrun. With raw vocals and a mix of intimate verses and explosive choruses, the track blends vulnerability with fierce self-honesty. It’s about enduring with broken edges, not despite them.

Cracks in Me

Lyrics

[Intro]

[Verse 1]
Fingertips trace the window’s chill
Fog on glass hides the hill
Streetlights blur to amber smears
Another dawn I barely hear

[Verse 2]
Same old path, same crooked sign
Footsteps echo out of time
Voices hum beneath the floor
Keys I lost behind the door

[Pre-Chorus]
Walls don’t move—they just pretend
That every death  has no friend

[Chorus]
I’M LOST IN MY HEAD, CAN’T FIND MY WAY!
A STORM INSIDE KEEPS THE WORLD AT BAY!
I SCREAM FOR SILENCE, BUT IT WON’T STAY
I’M LOST IN MY HEAD EVERY NIGHT, EVERY DAY

[Verse 3]
Clock hands freeze mid-swing again
Mountains shift but never bend
Answers slip like stories untold
Distant fears no one can hold.

[Pre-Chorus]
But maybe roots grow in the dark
Where tangled branches leave their mark

[Chorus]
IF I PLANT MY FEARS AND SEE THEM BLOOM!
I MIGHT FIND FREEDOM IN THIS CROWDED ROOM!
I’M LOST IN MY HEAD, CAN’T FIND MY WAY
A STORM INSIDE KEEPS THE WORLD AT BAY

[Guitar Solo]

[Bridge]
(whispered)
Let the wind untie the knot
Let the doubt be what it’s not

[Chorus]
I’M LOST IN MY HEAD, CAN’T FIND MY WAY!
A STORM INSIDE KEEPS THE WORLD AT BAY!
I SCREAM FOR SILENCE, BUT IT WON’T STAY
I’M LOST IN MY HEAD EVERY NIGHT, EVERY DAY

[Outro]
But maybe the chaos is where I’ll grow
A garden of thoughts where the wild winds blow
If I plant my fears and let them see
I might find freedom if its my destiny
Lost in my head… can’t find my way…
Every night… every day…






Lost again.

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