A Short Dubstep wanna be song.. it's whatever


Bro-Man Attack

Lifting Air

Falling Up

Project 74 DUBSTEP

Town Theme

Mystery Level

Erenity

Erenity(Extended)

ToBeTitled

This is a demo for my new series of spoken word pieces. Much inspired by Hotel Books and La Disputes "Here, Hear" series
This poem was written in May 13th 2015

Lyrics are as followed:
Things seem strange, in the ways ordinary.
I never thought living this odd life would ever be normal, 
but I guess being different is too common. 
And though, in my wist of difference, I can see everyone around me, 
but in the moment of being surrounded, you can’t help but to feel empty.

Half the times I speak, I say no words, and half the times I weep I shed no pain.
I’m howling in silence, Wreaking all to be rebuilt. I’m dying to live, even with all the guilt..
I’m a cleaned mess, trying to be composed on this chaos; I have only debt to gain.
But what I owe is the lie moved away, but even in distance it comes to stay.

Another successful failure, another light weight to be dropped on my chest, 
I trusted you again, but I hardly knew you at best.
I’m perfectly imperfect; A boring fascination. 
I think so positively negative, seeing myself as an injurious salvation
My mind has been so madly rational lately, but who's to blame but me?
I’m the one person that screwed up everything, as far as I can see.

But what to do, what to do.. I don’t know, It seemed simple to just hate to love you
But in my dying moment of all hope, I made the undecided decision to of choosing you.
Why am I still here, waiting for patience, waiting for a moment that has past come.
Waiting for a breath to be inhaled, but where does this breath come from.

I’m sick of trying to try. I'm sick of the sickness. I’m sick of everything that has created my weakness.. I’m 

an honest liar, lost in my found state. Stuck in a tunnel that seems like a maze.
I keep saying sorry and the apologetic woes kill me alone, these apologetic sombers are my craze.

I often lose myself in things I.. I always seem to find my way out, and life has a indefinite definition, and this 

life is just a consistent contradiction..
 
	-MAY 13th, 2015

Another Successful Failure

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