Sweet days (rough)

Drowning In Puddles (freestyle)

Can't see the light (rough)

Lyrics:

-CHORUS-

Everybody seems ok.
Even when alone, I try to feel that way.
I don’t know a lot about my upbringing,
But I struggle to accept a grip on anything.


-VERSE-

Leaning,
Leaning.
Trying to drink all day.
It’s seeming like it’s better playing Ouija on the floors.
I’m trying to feed the ghosts.
Feed the ghosts.
See the ghosts?
They never go.
Form them selves inside this place.
The same space I never grow.
I wasn’t waiting just to stand off with my soul,
But I look back seeing the path,
And out of that I choose to grow.

But you might just tell me, “Adios”.
Maybe marriage make me better?
Feel that better life’s a joke.
It’s just a dream.
And drama seems to be the king.
A kinship is what I bring, 
Because I’m born to see things.
And you need it.
I know you need it.
Heed it, and feed it inside you.
Fuel the fight to take on the demons.

Those eyes in mirrors say,
“This is what you made?”
“Now recall all those things you thought you’d always celebrate, but now you fake?”
That just happens when you stagnate.
Your fate just passed over.
Your presence is pre-bate.


-CHORUS-

Even in the dying day.
Moments before sleep is when I see my place.
Try to keep a focus, but it fades to greys.
Mixing up all my emotions for another day.


-VERSE-

Fame.
Trying to get that thing.
Waiting for that fucking day.
If you need it,
Get some change.
Come and wait.
Come and tell me to stay.
I don’t know what else to say,
Cause I’ve been lost inside my brain.
So I’ll just let it go again.

I’m drinking,
Stupid,
Always changing,
All this music,
All this hanging,
I don’t know what I’ve been doing man I…

Oh god.
I lose my breath when I go hard.
And I need some cheques like I’m Bogart.
Man, I’m like a broken record, like Hodor.
See, I’m just a mother fucker acting bi-polar.

Please don’t try and catch me.
You know what I would do.
These lifestyles of fame we chase are fantasies of truth.
So what I never get it what I’m trying to get into.
It’s just the theme of Dramamine.
It’s what’s in me,
It’s what’s in you.

I aim to speak for all the hearts of everybody that I moved from.
Abandoned so many people…
Who’s the new one?
So I don’t know.
Might just be lost.
But it’s just my loss,
I’ll never blame someone because,


-CHORUS-

I just see the bigger things.
Always been afraid of what this life could bring.
Even when I know it wouldn’t take away what I wanted from my friends and my family.


-VERSE-

When dreams come through,
They break me down.
They tell me I should be you.
It’s no use.
You tried to be ok,
You seemed to be cool.
I’m mad at you.
Mornings’ been hard before I see and move through.

But if you don’t get it, you don’t get it.
So show up and prove.
I want to forge my own path to see where I would move to.
And if you don’t get it well represented, you should look too.
Cause I know that it took me ages.
Trying to get myself on pages,
In the books I felt were ageless.
And the tales that were faded.
So that tomb inside of me’s seen a lot of relations.
But, I know a lot of people still celebrate it.

We don’t know what we talk about,
These are still early stages.
I don’t even know what else to say.
I still contemplate it.
“But you don’t know your self,
You still speak around it.”
A young man, lost in time.
The spirit’s droughted.

And they know what I’ve got.
The problem is, it never stops.
So only I can see out, from inside, until I’m off.


-CHORUS-

See the Titans all on me.
David and Goliath, I am both these things.
Even with a lucky shot, I swing my sling.
I don’t know if this is going to hurt him, or me.

Everybody’s been ok.
Even when we die, we’ll be the same old things.
I don’t know a lot about my own old age.
I just want to be the man before I see these days.

These Days

Lyrics:

-VERSE-

Took me a decade to get over my fear.
And now I’m here.
There’s a fire inside of my heart, 
It’s never going to clear.
Been in the wrong direction,
Straight lines never guided me here.
But I guess that’s just the way that it goes.
I’m gonna hit right here:

So I don’t give a fuck.
Music touch every single soul I love.
And every single soul that gave me up,
Before I got to bust.
Back when I was on the bus,
In the back,
Acting cool.
What was that?
That was just a part of what I was.
Well I saw everybody doing the same as me.
I thought it’d be ok,
If I walk lines safely.
If you really understand it, the way you move in a scene;
Is just trying to replicate the things we see when we dream.

But I am trying to blow.
Higher than the scope of shows.
You criticized the blurred lines, 
But didn’t ask what the song shows.
Robin Thicke made the song.
Song is all in convos.
But song brought front and centre blurred lines you all know.
Get it?
You hate the source, or think it’s wrong.
But right or wrong it’s just how it goes.
How it went.
It’s just a song.
A lesson you should learn from.
But oh, don’t get me wrong,
there’s lots out there you don’t want your children hearing.
But it comes.
I feel it necessary cause of where it runs:
How you can judge someone on the principle.
“You think it’s wrong”.
Once words are said, those words make a world of their own.
And nothing is original, so realize where that’s from.


-CHORUS-

You can tell them that I need more.
You can tell them that I need more.
You can tell them that I need more now.
Right now, right now.
I know it’s been a long, long.
It’s been a long, long time.
A long time.
I know it’s been a long, long time.


-VERSE-

Well yeah, I feel the fire inside.
It’ll never compromise.
It’s telling me I shouldn’t be here.
I’m just trying to rise.
You see the flames and the smoke,
But there’s no mirrors or lights.
With everybody ‘less they want the dark and grey in their life.

And I’m not interested in drama.
Hope you’re working on your karma.
I won’t let you try and harm “us”.
That’s the royal “we”.
Hope your courage isn’t low voltage,
Because you give me hope.
You just gave amperage.
You see, you’re just amping me.

It’s just me.
Just us.
There’s no rush.
I just be.
Destroy beats.
Leave them be.
Then move on to where I would need.
In the morning, waking up, see that you follow me.
When I pick my phone up?
What I said, you re-tweet.
Multi-talented individual doing it for me.
Doing for we.
Don’t you see?

Share like every part of my life.
That’s just something that I need.
It’s who I see in the morning, 
When I see me trying to be-
Everything until they call last scene.
Not ambiguous, it’s just the complexities making me.
And the perspectives I reach by interacting.
Yeah it’s deep.
But not too much so that you can’t enjoy the beat,
And the flow.
Overwhelming you, 
puts you back in your seat.
It’s a show,
As you stare alone in your computer screen.
See me.
Be inspired or let the fear rest you in peace.
Beast come alive when I like.
In the closet hear me scream.
This is fire.


-CHORUS-

You can tell em’ that I need more.
You can tell em’ that I need more.
You can tell em’ that I need more now.
Right now, right now.
I know it’s been a long, long.
It’s been a long, long time.
A long time.
And now I’m finally finding my line.

Fire

Brap Rap (andy's song)

Lyrics:

-VERSE-

Speeches display all of the things I see in the life;
that nobody can experience, it’s mine I write.
I know exactly what you think and you can probably be dismissive,
But what you think is whatever, cause I shine in the light.
It’s kind of like the life inside an old-school image.
It’s like a picture frame, and I just stand in it.
It’s just the missionary trying to get in position,
to get fucked from selling religion.
But they never will listen, I get it.
You can talk about what inspired your shit.
But don’t give it to me, unless you want to hear the opposite, ever.
Level-headed I’ll take it on again.
Now lets begin.

How could you not expect me to come right?
Intuitive with flows that nobody else could write.
This is just what comes from mind, insight, and life.
What you experience from the time you were born, through twilight.
I’m nice.
Try and tell me that I’m not.
You see you need some back up, but you’ll still be fucked.
It’s like a cop saying you’re arrested.
You did nothing, but whatever.
You don’t have a fucking choice if you’re caught.

Now bring it back, make me relax.
You’ve got loving for me?
I’ve got temporary love back.
I guess it’s just the way that it goes when you’ve got goals.
I tease, but you never really really know.
Me, I’m on my own thing.
Knowing that I’m owning,
every level of this rap that I’m flowing.

You should give it up.

And maybe you should take a minute off.
Took a decade off and look, I’m much better.
Music inside of a heart, beat for ever.
It’s just the way it goes when you’re born to flow.
Those clothes on your back come off as I expose life.
“You need to get back in this bitch man, just do it.”
I’ve got something to say, I’m feeling heavy like a prophet.
Vendettas, talking how the music’s hypnotic.
No alteration to the angels voice, I’m fired up like a seraph.
What I say should touch the depths of your spirit.
I put you in a trance, and all you want to do is repeat it.
I get it.

You see I thought that I’d be a visionary.
But the lesson’s I’ve got have actually got me Americanized.
Thinking all of my speeches will be powered like Nas.
Cause his lyrics have fuelled my idealized,
Mission that comes out of my brain.
Happen’s be be, the Kings Back,
Cause I channel that real like T.I.
But this isn’t Trap Muzik.
But I still relate to it.
I got support since I was young, but never did I trip.
I got held back, and now I’m right here to say this:


-BRIDGE-

Stoke the fire.
Tell me you can hear it.
Feel it if you need, and never stop, you can’t fear it.
Everything you want is like this.
No gimmick.
No Image.
No name that’s not mine, I won’t hear it.


-VERSE-

Going hard.
Try and talk about me in the yard.
In the prison, school, or front?
It won’t change a star.
And if I feel I can light it up?
I’m in the sky when it’s dark out.
Lucifer the Light-bringer is at large.
Looking at me, looking down at me…
Stars are what I’m make of.
You too, were family.
It’s just what I’m thinking of.
Don’t need to be campy.

Get it together!
No one can take away what I’m standing for.
Now I’m standing for myself I guess…
Trying to be selfish.
What good is selflessness?
It’s not really helping.
I’m trying to get off the feeling.
Need myself if I’m going to survive while climbing up this mountain.
It shows.
The stress I feel has been breaking the mold.
But Im not trying to fit into a mold.
I would break that slow. 
You can try grabbing ahold,
But I know exactly what you want.
I get it.
I know.

And I be on it like,
“How the hydroponic light?”
Smoking up another just might get my voice sounding right.
Probably get sick to your stomach, 
Feel the gravity touch.
But you’ll get better,
Spinning classes probably tighten you up.


-OUTRO-
Don’t you get that I give a fuck?
This is what it sounds like when you’ve given up…
But I have made a change again to be me.
It’s P.A.T.
If there’s no G, then just shut up.

#Cake

Lyrics:

-VERSE-

Hold the phone, put it down, talk about what you where thinking.
Back in the days that we were hanging out drinking.
Never really did it, even though we really wanted.
I didn’t like to talk about it, just did it how I feel and now I moved.
Thinking about everything I want inside a groove…
I just really need to get down with you.

You sit me down, and you start to tell me how we’ll bloom.
You just see the pretty part of flowers, so like you.
You can tell me what you need.
Try to be a free spirit.
Then you go and tell me you can’t feel it.
I won’t hear it.

Now I get inside. 
I’m trying to make it all freak.
Listen to the music, 
yeah we grind to a beat.
Want to cum inside and show you what’s in me.
See I need what I need so I let it all be.
Honest.
Make complaint’s always.
Didn’t like my ways,
But she came on it.
You can tell me what you want for it.
But no florist.
Just lay on back, and lets zone it.

Living like mad, trying to get on freeze.
If you knew about me, you’d bet on me.
Looking for a moment, yeah, we’ve been waiting.
Still walk that line, trying to keep my theme.
Living in the same old key.
If you wanted money, you’ll change on me.
What you know about it, don’t say a thing.
Still stay low, speaking on all of me.

-CHORUS-

Baby, you know.
Living same way we roll.
Just let it go,
We can find a zone.

I want a show.
Something I can feel back.
So baby, you’ve just got to let me know.

Do it baby,
Just got to let me know.
We should do this baby, 
You’ve just got to let me know.


-VERSE-
Let me get it right back in the groove.
Talking about money, that’s just like you.
Poetry in motion when I think of you.
Look ahead, just trying to crash into you.
Always trying to have something to do.
Thinking about all the things that we could do.
I don’t know how I’m going to make it come true,
But if you’re trying to get back to me, I say do it!

And when you try to act so tough, I laugh to it.
Living life like it won’t ever take you through it.
All I want to do is make music that’s fluid,
And to get down with you.
You should say that you will do it.
If you change girl, I’ma pay what’s due.
If I make money, don’t let it change you.
Early life stages we’ll never make through.
Just do what I do, and I say what I need to.


-CHORUS-

Baby, you know.
Living same way we roll.
Just let it go,
We can find a zone.

I want a show.
Something I can feel back.
So baby, you’ve just got to let me know.

Do it baby,
Just got to let me know.
We should do this baby, 
You’ve just got to let me know.

Let me know

Lyrics:

-BRIDGE-

Last week I was feeling I’d be ok,
But I don’t trust those feelings anymore these days.
Knowing where it comes from doesn’t mean I’ll change,
Even when I work at it I just feel the same.
Everything’s the same.
Every scenes the same.
And every dream’s the same, but it’s the only thing that you can try to change.



-CHORUS-

Cause they won’t see what you want,
And you know it, one day, I will see it and you’ll see me make it home.
See me make it home.
You’ll see, I’ll make it home.
May I see and make it home.

I’ve been waiting long, long, long, long, long.
I just went the long way, I’m running on my own,
Just to see you make it home.
See you make it home.
See you make it home,
I will see and make it home,
It won’t be long.


-VERSE-

Please,
Tell me what you need.
Mom, tell me that you would love me.
Tell me that we’ll speak.
Before you pass.
It’s not a good thought that I speak.
But you’ve been through a lot and a body only lasts so long, life can be brief.

And you’re good.
But you’ve been outside your mind, didn’t really want to say it.
First it came to hard, no filter, but you chose anyway to say whatever you would think, and I was hearing,
Now I’m feeling like we never visit anymore, I want it back the way it used to be.
Even though it took you being drunk to channel who you were before the time I got to meet you, wish that I could see.
Now I know.

I know I need to stand and let it fall away.
Told me anything I wanted would be mine, but never showed me of the burden thinking like that would bring.
Now I know.
Never had a real stance.
Never had a fucking chance, I understand.
There were 5 of us, and you had jobs, and you’re a single parent.
It’s the way it went for us, stuck inside another struggle dance.

Then again, we had each other, ‘member how we danced?
Any time I dreamed of anything, you’d say I’d land.
Every opportunity you’d try to guide my hand.
But you were gone so often that I had to Peter Pan.
I made a kingdom of imagination, and I ran.
I never knew I’d be a prisoner, I try and stand.
My second childhood is over, let me try again.
For you I’d tear it all away, I hope you understand.


-CHORUS-

Cause they won’t see what you want,
And you know that, one day, I will see it and you’ll see me make it home.
See me make it home.
You’ll see, I’ll make it home.
May I see and make it home.

I’ve been waiting long, long, long, long, long.
I just went the long way, I’m running on my own,
Just to see you make it home.
See you make it home.
See you make it home,
I will see you when you’re home,
It won’t be long.

Cause they won’t see what you want,
And you that, one day, I will see it and you’ll see me make it home.
See me make it home.
You’ll see, I’ll make it home.
May I see and make it home.

I’ve been waiting long, long, long, long, long.
I just went the long way, I’m running on my own,
Just to see you make it home.
See you make it home.
See you make it home,
May I see you when you’re home,
It won’t be long.


-OUTRO-

Cause they won’t see what you want.
And you know it, one way, mom I’ll see it, 
And you’ll see me make it home.
See me make it home.
See you make it home,
I will see you make it home, 
It won’t be long.

Home

-VERSE-

If the devils real life?
Probably be a white guy, no lie.
Everything I see I say, that’s all mine.
I won’t hear it when they’re talking about a time line.
I just don’t pay attention, I walk lines.
I don’t really like the time on the clock, 
so I look and watch out the window.
If I see a pretty face, you can bet I feel a burn and a yearn.
Time to work, now I’m hyping up my tempo.

Then I step out, looking at the scene.
Trying to walk right, see I’m feeling like a king.
Call me Simba when I look at the world.
Feel I own everything that my eyes can see.
Who can Scar me?
All these motherfuckers trying to look so cool.
Guess I know what they mean.
I just do the same thing:
“I deserve everything.”
I don’t think about the consequences,
Only want to dream.

So I think you should come inside,
I’ll never let you go.
Trying to blow.
You don’t know my name? 
I hope you never know.
I was thinking we could cum,
Move along.
You don’t know?
Well don’t leave me cause I feel a little low.
“I could show you how to live like this:
Devilish intensions, never feeling any better.”
“Look around, everything is temporary.
You should let it go tonight and hold on to forever,
Nothing’s better.”

After this, I’ll be gone like a ghost.
I just do it wrong because it’s easy not to show my soul.
I was like:
“Damn, this is life god?
Rather drive a fast car,
Die young before I have to settle up the score.”
You can act tough, but I just see right through.
Demeanour: I don’t give a fuck.
Eyes say, “It’s cool”.
Heart palpitations.
You just hope to get through to the dude.
But I’m loose.
Only searching for the freedom through my youth.

But I don’t see.
So I leave.
Recognition, see that you remember me?
Funny I forgot you after two weeks.
But we never had connections so it doesn’t mean a thing.
I was King, and you’re mistress in my mind.
I will never hear it different.
Young man addicted to my ego.
Aware when hearing my songs.
I just carry right on.
Can’t commit to anyone,
cause the Devil is alone.
Now you know.

Ups and downs

Lyrics:

-VERSE-

Same man that you knew when we were some teens.
Never knew it’d break me down, shit is obscene.
I start to challenge things I didn’t do when I was youth.
And start to show my self the way to be true.
It doesn’t change who you are,
Who you’ve been,
Or what you’re going through.
I get it, all the things I always seek are still the things I like to move-
With.
See that’s the spirit.
You feel it?
You understand what I’ve been laying out?
I’ll leave it.

And step inside of my own brain.
Feel the shame.
Wanted fame.
Working only for an idealized dream.
I didn’t want the take away, it doesn’t feel clean.
That’s why I stopped auditioning, it wasn’t for me.

Now I am looking up high,
Talking.
Ok, just forget the lines.
Feel that storybook approach and speak from that to make it great.
Don’t even know what I say. 
I just spew and let it spray.

Stumbled over changes to be better before that.
But music from the soul speaks in a format,
Of health and promises every time that I trip.
Start to make my whole world spin around and do flips.
Personally I’m defined by this.
Musically I frame my state, and move on from the shit.
I’m blessing verses with,
A flow and speech that hits.
I pull it out, and spit,
And I don’t even believe it.

Words gone,
Making worlds of their own.
You can talk on,
And I don’t listen to your songs.
Rehearsing only what you hear about,
And I just hear the fear and doubt,
Cause you’re expressing in a lane you shouldn’t drive on.
Well you should watch me cause it’s clear that I am so gone.
My flow is so much better, it’s gold and Diamonds.
The lyrics and the passion always on so give it up.
I’m Midas with the touch, 
Every beat I’m shinning up.

-OUTRO-

Yeah it’s Midas with the touch.
Forget all of your cars, because the shine is fly as fuck.
Got me floating like a blimp, and this beat I’m tearing up.

You can feel it when I touch.
King Midas in a voice, every line is like a rush.
Give it to you, all good. Feel the gold inside my lunges.

You can feel it when I bust.
Flow better, no rush.
Beat it like it’s getting fucked.

You can feel the things I touch,
Golden like everything that my voice speaks of.

somewhereinamerica

Lyrics:

-BRIDGE-

What up?
You’ve been missing for a minute, you’ve been caught up.
With the drinking, and avoiding what you want, love.
Well, You didn’t want to take that chance.
You shouldn’t have to feel like that.
You really need to get right back, cause,
I love me.
I love me enough for the both of us.
And that’s why, you trust me.
These instincts will give you the life you want.


-VERSE-

Who the fuck wants to be 70 and alone.
Who the fuck wants to be 70 and alone?
My dad’s chosen that path, and that shit hits home.
And just follow where his footsteps, losing all my own.
I see it knowingly and I don’t speak of it at home.
Leave him to his vices, see it’s so easy to go.
A blow felt harder when years pass and I’m seeing my own.
Realized right then, I’m him more than I know.

See I inherited bad habits from both of my parents.
Relentless laziness counteracts these dreams that are massive.
How do you balance all these things being raised with out guidance,
And an insatiable appetite for white lies and avoidance?

You ask anyone that knew me when I was a teen?
They’d probably say I have a life that most people would dream.
The gifts that I’ve been given I abuse behind the scenes.
But I just cover up my tracks, 
I’m saying all these fucking things, 
And I don’t feel them like:

“How I’ve been doing?
Oh fine, yeah, I’m working right.
Getting skills so I can go back to a performing life.
And the acting, I’ll get back to, it’s on the other line.”

But moments when I’m all alone, there’s never anywhere to hide.
I can’t escape it.
I really, really can’t escape it.
I fucking hate it.
I’d do anything to forget it, but it’s in my nature.
Repetition I need to break it.
I just need to say it:
I never ever want to fake it.


-BRIDGE-

Keep pushing on.
Keep pushing, you might make something.
Keep pushing on.
Keep pushing, you might make something happen.

Will something happen?
Will something happen?


-VERSE-

Don’t pray,
Even when I thought that I’d be ok.
Making changes, trying to re-state.
I just want to do it all my own way.
Life style? 
Better let it off the chain.
Right now?
I would lead it all astray.
Flight style.
Tear it up, and walk away.
Put you right down.
Pick me up, and walk away.

And no matter where it goes, I won’t ever return again.
Grabbing-money people should go and work at the bank.
Only object makes you feel like you win at things.
I’m just rolling on my level, something you have never seen.
Second guessed, but still I know.
Personality exposed.
I’m not a sheep motherfucker, I’m dressed up in wolf clothes.
And I know that you relate,
Real or not at stake today.
Nobody ever heard of one like me.

But you can say
Whatever you need to music and me.
The problems been I never made a way to get on the scene.
I’m just like any other artist trying to get out my dreams,
That looks like everyone else,
But feel like I am the cream.

I’m the man that’s trying to bring the beat alive when he sings.
And never found out his place, but saying: “Fuck all your Kings.”
“I won’t give you this grace, Could give a fuck what you need.”
“And don’t religify faith, so man, fuck what you preach.”

Regarding all the things I say, I swear I own what I speak.
But no. No chains.
Ideas change.
My spirit waits.
I do things…
Lies are safe, yeah, but they feel strange.

So what it tells me?
I am honest in the heart of me.
Good man off track, still I’m going where I need.
Wouldn’t be far fetched for me to kick it up and speed,
In position, up in front of life that I am going to lead.

from time

Lyrics:

-INTRO-

Seem’s like the same shit I’m saying every time.
Until I get it out of my mind.



-VERSE-
Spoken words for these feelings to be released,
Same content in most of these songs until I can breathe.
A seed,
I hope to breed, only when the dirts clean.
Mad the same seeds got that poison inside of me.
She’s sweet,
but leave’s a sour taste that I don’t need, so I leave.
Once again to be free.
But what’s the freedom if I’m lonely and weak,
In deep thought’s for relief, but brief.
I know it takes more than knowing better to be good.

Sounds simple and sweet.
But all these habits die harder than whats brooding in me.
In my dreams could this sacred place I just keep?
I hope I’m not too deep, cause that’s some shit that I just do not need.
I mean if that’s been tainted, that’ll be the end of the speech.
From one day standing a king, the next, a con and a creep.
A probable game changer, hater,  slash and honest man that could lead.
With no beliefs but to be,
The true me.


-CHORUS (MIGUEL)-
I’m a born sinner,
But I’ll die better than that,
I swear.
You were always where I needed you to be,
Whether you were there, or not there.
I was there.

I was born sinning,
But I’ll live better than that.
And if you ain’t fucking with that,
I don’t care.


-VERSE-

Now, same things that made you decide how you should become you?
The same things that make me question all the things that we do.
There’s just a lot of options, I’ve been waiting too.
Think I’ll be going one way, then I come in contact with you.
Who’d a knew?

It’s same same being as when I was a youth,
Thinking back to 22,
Stress about what I don’t do.
I went through thinking everything was mine, and I was cool.
See what’s ruthless, is that under all this cover that I use, that it was true.

But that culminates as what I’ve been through.
I just need to embrace it, or let it go and make some moves.
And what I do is only seek for the truth.
And what I see is the truth.
You relate to me, because the things that I say, we all do.

At some point, were all hating, self-loathing, and raging.
We’re drug crazy, constant drinking, anything to be zoning.
And second guessing what I am?
often feeling beat down.
To get up is hard now, 
But I can see there’s no doubt I’m a…



-CHORUS (MIGUEL)-

I’m a born sinner,
But I’ll die better than that,
I swear.
You were always where I needed you to be,
Whether you were there, or not there.
I was there.

I was born sinning,
But I’ll live better than that.
And if you ain’t fucking with that,
I don’t care.


I’m a born sinner,
But I’ll die better than that,
I swear.
You were always where I needed you to be,
Whether you were there, or not there.
I was there.

I was born sinning,
But I’ll live better than that.
And if you ain’t fucking with that,
I don’t care.

Born Sinner

Life in a Day (Rough concept)

Lyrics:

-INTRO-

Well I know.
We expose our souls, but…
I never will let you go.
Go.
Go.
No, No.
Never will let you go.
Never will let you go.
Never will let you go.
No.
No.
Never will let you go.


-VERSE-
All these broke souls looking for a Maybach.
Living life to avoid any contact.
Hundred million dollar dreams over look facts:
Nobody is ever happier than broke, flat.
Slapped in the face, you don’t really share a fucking thing.
No change when you don’t relate anything.
Share a space in a race to buy all means.
Spending money to avoid any real dreams.

So, that’s the person that you are.
Feeling like a star.
Look at high art, like you know the way they thought.
But your gut’s brushed off, you just fuck, then move along.
And your love’s all lost, cause you always lead them on.
Now you’re older, they don’t see in the same sense.
Delay tactics don’t pay rent.
Look back at missed loves, now it makes sense:
Everything you really are is in another’s hands, so?


-CHORUS-

I hope you know.
I hope you know.
Know one thing.
I never will let you go.
It’s my soul,
That you own.
I move on but,
Know this one thing.
That I never will let you go.
Never will let you go.
Never will let you go.
I do wrong,
But I stay strong cause,
You never will let me go.
Never will let me go.
Never will let me go.
We move on,
But it’s not gone,
 because we never let this shit go.


-VERSE-

Every night, I see demons, and my head spins.
Pea soup projectile thoughts when I vent.
One time lost, you don’t trust maps again.
No help from anybody, you don’t have friends.
And the people that you love mean everything,
But the love you avoid cause it’s too sweet.
Even when they’re right there, you do not see.
I walk a dark line, and I can’t sleep.

To the point that I induce pain.
Anything that will keep me chained. 
Everyday that it pulls my strings?
I would rather let it go, than stay.
See a face, but there is no name.
Try to hear it, but the silence reigned.
Through the dark, what I thought was safe?
Is a mirror showing me again…

I’m a pain, and I know this.
Know it’s better to get over and expose this.
Try to plan a way around where it’s nose it.
I don’t even make a sound, tip toe quick.
Back to the drawing board, work on solutions.
Puzzle back through my journal for the pieces.
But the days that I wrote were the darkest.
Too heavy for my eyes, so I leave it.

This is just another lie of depression, but that makes me.
I’m a man, I do wrong, I know I’m weak.
But I won’t give up, you can count on me.
Any day I get through’s a victory.
And If I don’t get beat? The strengths in me.
In it for the long shot, no sprint for me.
Can’t give it up now, you depend on me.
We all matter is the point that I’m trying to speak.

So for everybody here that’s the same as me;
In a war with yourself, see no good things.
May end up dead, living on the street,
Addicted to another drug, remedy in a dream.
And anybody that doesn’t get what it means to be:
Fed up, fucked up, no reasoning.
Junked up, live lust, side tracked to breathe:
In a battle you won’t win until you sleep?
Well hold on.


-CHORUS-

I hope you know.
I hope you know.
Know one thing.
I never will let you go.
It’s my soul,
That you own.
I move on, but,
Know this one thing:
That I never will let you go.
Never will let you go.
Never will let you go.
I do wrong, but I stay strong, cause:
You never will let me go.
Never will let me go.
Never will let me go.
We move on, but it’s not gone cause,
We never let this shit go.

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