This song was made back in January of 2021. I just re recorded 3 months ago because i really liked it. I hope you like it. it means a lot to me, showing me that i started to improve and i saw a difference in my music, and just how much its been through. If you cant read what the text in the cover is it says “Sometimes love is the hardest thing you have to go through in life. You never know if something’s fully right or wrong and you keep living with that till it’s too late. It’s sad that it had to die this way” anyways have a nice day <3

Lyrics:

Wake me up cause I know that I’m not ok 

I Saw your face but I know it’s not a phase 

For some reason you came my fucking way 

It’s such a shame that you had to die this way

Now that I’m not feeling anymore
You look up into my eyes and I’m already on the floor
Going crazy in the night 
With my pens in my lights

Going crazy every night 

what is wrong or what is right 

Don’t know what I’m doing everyday but I know I wanna shine 

Don’t know what I’m doing everyday but Im gonna Grind

See your face and I know I’m doing quite alright 

Sitting up past nine 
Running down to the lights 
See your hearts in my eyes 
Always tryna fucking fight 

Never gave up on my dreams 
Always looked up at the beams 
Tryna make people happy 
But it turned on me 

Always getting looked at 
don’t know what I did but 
all I know is fuck that 

See you in the past
But your always in the present 
Cause your always in my nightmares 
But I know your not heaven

Letter To Myself

Letter To Myself (Prod. Dye)

lyrics 

in my head, in my head
all i see is black fire and the faces of the dead
i got caught up by liar well what should i expect
and now my souls on fire, ion got no time left
but whos to say im wrong, maybe im gonna live long
imma make it to the top, kinda like king kong
i aint ever gonna stop till i find where i belong
i been m.i.a. i know its been long

and the memories of us make me wanna vomit
tryna keep my cool but i think i already lost it
take every step with a little bit of caution
cause you never know when your "friends" pocket watching
the guilt inside eats me alive
if i keep on trying to fight then i know im gonna die
but ion really want that, i just wanna live my life
set your heart ablaze, keep on fighting

ion really know 
how im supposed to cope
so im taking hit on hit of the marijuana smoke
they say im jus a kid, bitch watch how i grow
thats the last time ill fall for a hoe

in my head, in my head
all i see is black fire and the faces of the dead
i got caught up by liar well what should i expect
and now my souls on fire, ion got no time left
but whos to say im wrong, maybe im gonna live long
imma make it to the top, kinda like king kong
i aint ever gonna stop till i find where i belong
i been m.i.a. i know its been long

m.i.a. (prod. vyzio x reeves)

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problems

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SAAID

生命力 特徴. 十二 (製品. ブルームガム)

(Lyrics)

Taking pictures to catch the memory 
And I know that you wanted go 
Sharp fangs round eyes and a body to throw 
I ain’t never saw no one take so long to cope

Bury me deep 
and pick me up inside 
That’s a first mistake 
And I ain’t giving you lies

No no
No no
No no
No no 
No no (x2)

Take my life force 
I don’t even have a core  
Take my life force 
I don’t even have a core  
Take my life force 
I don’t even have a core  
Take my life force 
I don’t even have a core (x2)

(Twelve)
Demons in my closet
Haunt me in the darkest hours of the night
I can't fight them
I’m still stuck here tryna find my way in life

(J-Tre)

Getting hard to go on another one after my own 
Pause or play I don’t care cause it’s like a video 
I don’t want no mind Cause I know ima be alone 
With a cut or what I couldn’t hear over my clone 

(Twelve)

Tear me to pieces I’m here all alone
(all alone - j-tre)

On my mind are these feelings 
Never letting go
(letting go - j-tre)

Heartbroken misspoken
Don’t trust a hoe
(trust a hoe - j-tre)

I got no focus don’t notice
Nowhere to go, Oh

(J-Tre)

It may be difficult
But it's better not to give up 
Nevermind 
I CAN'T GET OUT OF HERE

Wassup 
He probably brought it up
Make me feel conscious 
I Can’t get out of it 
Drink till I’m nauseous 

He probably brought it up
Make me feel conscious 
I Can’t get out of it 
Drink till I’m nauseous 

I can’t get out my own head
(THATS FUCKING CRAZY)
He’ll probably get her instead 

Taking pictures to catch the memory 
And I know that you wanted go 
Sharp fangs round eyes and a body throw 
I ain’t never saw no one take so long to cope

Bury me deep and pick me up inside 
That’s a first mistake 
And I ain’t giving you lies

No no
No no
No no
No no 
No no

Take my life force 
I don’t even have a core  
Take my life force 
I don’t even have a core  
Take my life force 
I don’t even have a core  
Take my life force 
I don’t even have a core (x2)

SAAID

Damixn!

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