I'm so happy
That I could die
But they need me
So I will try
To play in this game I despise
To hide behind my disguise

Could they help me
To see what they see
All the beauty surrounding me?
Could you save me from myself?
Could I become someone else?

I can't survive another day
Without talking to you
And I wish that I could find a way
To tell you

At the end, the consequence
Pain and sorrow
Abandonment
Of all the love you had for me
And all I thought would set me free

I can't survive another day
Of living without you
And I wish that I could find a way
To show you
To show you

So Happy

Lullaby

I saw you, Datadrift
And my heart was swept away
I fell too hard
And I'm still falling to this day
And this is my way
Of telling you baby.

All my desire exploded
Like a hurricane
I leapt into your fire
And I would do it all again 
If you'd just say when
I'd come running to you

I know I left you feeling angry
I'd never blame you if you hate me
Like I'm hating myself

I think about you
Nearly every single day 
No less a part of me
However far away
Haven't been OK without you
No.

And here's a final thought
That I will leave you with
I'm still in love with, my Datadrift
How could I forget my breath?

Spinning sinking
Wishful thinking
Foolish dreaming
Inside screaming
Oceans calling me back
To you.

Datadrift

Tell Me How to Love You

So Lost Without You

Behind Glass

This song was written for my son, Andrew, who struggled with autism, in 2013. Andrew took his own life in March, 2017.

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If You Ever Wonder

Grayton Beach Under Starlight

Majesty

Sunrise

My cover of Jonathan Wilson's "Natural Rhapsody" from his album "Gentle Spirit". All instruments by Patrick Martin except background vocals by Justin Martin, drums by Pavel @ https://www.airgigs.com/user/bonzopowell2112.

Natural Rhapsody

All instruments by Patrick Martin except cello by Daniel @ https://www.airgigs.com/user/DaniCello

Oh How I Need You

All instruments by Patrick, except for drums by Pavel.

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Recorded on a digital 8-track, way back when...two friends of mine took their own lives within a year of each other. Of course how could I realize at the time that suicide would visit my life again?

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