Art by @kaizenmuffin on instagram

LYRICS
I'm sorry for your heart break
I used to feel it all
but you chose for us to part ways
you miss me now I'm gone
and you change your mind like always
make me feel at fault
well I'm sorry for you're heart break
I finally broke the vault
but it's all on me I guess
each time I've realized it
I know that I can't go on alone
anymore

I'm sorry for your heart break
I used to feel it all
but you chose for us to part ways
you miss me now I'm gone
and you change your mind like always
make me feel at fault
well I'm sorry for you're heart break
I finally broke the vault
but it's all on me I guess
each time I've realized it
I know that I can't go on alone
anymore

It's been a long run for me
but baby don't run from me
I don't wanna see you go
always gotta make a show
all the times that you'd cum for me

all the times that you'd cum for me...

I'm sorry for your heart break
I used to feel it all
but you chose for us to part ways
you miss me now I'm gone
and you change your mind like always
make me feel at fault
well I'm sorry for you're heart break
I finally broke the vault
but it's all on me I guess
each time I've realized it
I know that I can't go on alone
anymore

Broke The Vault (prod. Allrounda beats)

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APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
You can call me whatever you want
It'll never save you from yourself
Can't admit anything's your fault
So you live in your own made-up hell

Never willing to see it
Obvious you've been bleeding
Take it out on who didn't cut you
History repeated
Hurt the ones you hold close
Those who need love the most
Projecting all your flaws trying to hide
But it shows

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Hate to see that you're stuck in your ways
Unaware of all the damage you cause
You can keep trying to run far away
But you won't ever escape from your flaws

Don't wanna throw you the blame
You probably grew up the same
Neglected through your youth, now you pay forward the pain
I know you do it to cope
But I just want you to know
You could do so much better if you wanted to grow

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Personally

personally

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/cairnmusic
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
And I know I'm being avoidant
Would like to but I can’t control it
Can’t seem to feel comfortable in my skin
In my skin
Decaying slowly in this gloom
I need to be left alone to
Be swallowed up by the storm in my head
It’s all in my head

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Been gasping for air for so long
Sunk so deep, why should I hold on
The light goes dim, I've found peace in solitude
It's nothing new
It hurts to stare in the mirror
Don't wanna deal with the pressure
So I'll do anything not to face reality
I’d rather run away

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

So much easier to run
Anything so I feel numb
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Erase me, let it go
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Ghost

ghost

Hate Me 2

Bottle of Bourbon

Follow Tsunami J.: @tsunamiij
Follow kiLLa Laharl: @killuacrystal
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/w1TgJ1c6lW8

Lyrics:

I be looking like
I'm pissed annoyed
I be looking like
I need some more

I be looking like
I'm p!ssed annoyed
I be looking like
I need some more
Everyday is just a risk avoid
Everyday I gotta make some noise

And I keep mixing up my bags
With my rocks
Feel attached to the rot
It’s the smack that I brought
And I keep thinking bout the facts
In my thoughts
They come back with the lost
It’s the bags that I bought

Shawty I can you take you
All the way to the moon
You pull me in
Then let me out
What you want me to do
Way you lie
I know maybe
I'm just another fool
Begging on your love
Hoping I can get something new

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

Man she’s been acting fake
What a waste
Watch her make another face
She’s product of the space yeah
Shawty wonders if she hates
It’s a race in the maze hit the brakes
We’re dependent on the games yeah

We’re too nervous and too fast for the rush
It’s a slash in the trust
I been dashing through the drvgs
I been going back to bags and the rust
You’re the past I don’t love
I'm just mad for your love

Shawty I can you take you
All the way to the moon
You pull me in
Then let me out
What you want me to do
Way you lie
I know maybe
I'm just another fool
Begging on your love
Hoping I can get something new

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Let the blades cut through
Cutting deep in my heart
Whatever they say
I don't know who you are
Waking up
And she f*cking in the back of my car

SHADOW PEOPLE

COLD SHOULDER

TSUNAMI J. x KILLA LAHARL - COLD SHOULDER

You and I feat (kanashi) prod. Blossom

produced by Sayori, CAUSE LUV, cry pretty high
mixed & mastered by cry pretty high, Olympic Sound Mixing

Falling (prod. CAUSE LUV, Sayori, cry pretty high)

BABY GOS - SCHEMiN' [prod. Yuki]

Toxic memories
Following me
Can't get rid of them
Stuck inside my dreams
I got a thousand thoughts
No answers appear to be
What it seems
What it seems
Push the seam, what could it be?

Toxic memories
Following me
Can't get rid of them
Stuck inside my dreams
I got a thousand thoughts
No answers appear to be
What it seems
What it seems
Push the seam, what could it be?

Question -
Everything I'm seeing, is it all apart of me?
Something calling me, it's tearing all the paths for me
I don't know whether to go for it
Tighten my throat and I'm choking it
Stop me from falling to early
I feel like its lurking
The shadows surrounding me
Saying that nothing is worth it, no

Let me fall
Rip my soul
Cut the noose
Just let me go
To another world
Lonely
I'm in the cold
Dug the hole
Take it deeper
I'm all alone
I'm all alone
Why do I feel like I make these mistakes
Wake up in daylight end up in pain
Take all these meds and you'll just feel okay
Try to hide it, It resides in
Toxic memories

Yeah, Still it follows me
Like a shadow in the street
Can't get up, I'm dragging feet
It's all in my head
Can't get out of bed
Another day I fear
Close my eyes, in despair
What's the motive
To be here
Where's the moment
To be here
What's the hopeless that I feel
I don't wanna take it early
But is recently it appeared
Go through phases, I can take it
Till the day It wins me over
Sorry to the people that I let down
I don't want to hurt them now

Toxic memories
Following me
Can't get rid of them
Stuck inside my dreams
I got a thousand thoughts
No answers appear to be
What it seems
What it seems
Push the seam, what could it be?

Toxic memories [prod. doski]

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

CHECK OUT MY HOMIE https://soundcloud.com/vishisdead 

im not perfect yeah I know that
im not worth it, you love to say that
im not much but I try my FUCKING best
but you keep keep, taking you keep keep, breaking me

im just the kid in the, in the background
you don’t wanna understand now that the pains found
always self-absorbed in your own issues
you never cared about me you only cared about you

Yeah, watch my skin dissolve into the, the hell below 
yeah im staring straight through, and I see, I see my soul
being torn by the hooks of the, the ones i love
im sick of being stretch between this chronic fatigue always feeling empty

no one wants to understand what its like
when you fucking can’t get out of bed no your a lost cause
chuck me to the side like im just one of your pawns
until I have the balls to fucking kick the fucking door close

I have no appetite for this yeah
wrap your arms around my skin then kiss
all the bone sticking out of my flesh
im sick of being this way when self-hate is the game

you make me sick thinking love is all bliss
when you’re the reason that im a fucking mess
push your nails through my hands and crucify me
I guess my mother was right hell is inside of me

VISHISDEAD

You think i'd like looking in from outside
Cause, i've been doing this shit for all  my life
yeah it's all my fault, why do i even try
Cause when they break my skin my tears won't fly

well hey mumma what were thinking you put me out there
nothing's ever easy and this life's unfair 
I graved my shins, nobody cared

hold on gotta think this back, you left me with the world on my back
18 with a dream and voice ain't nobody loved me had to leave it to choice
no human has ever to haunt you
cause they were the ones that once loved you
and even now when you're facing crowd, and hugging your ropes but no you wont back down



I don't really know about this
can you look me in the eyes, can you tell me it's alright
I don't, I don't really know about this
for the last time, this will be last time

Appetite FT. Vishisdead

@BABY_GOS x @NAMESNOTANDY x @ACHEVEIL x @SHIGEOHERE

BABY GOS - SCHEMiN' [prod. Yuki]

PiT GANG

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