"Fateful Longing" is a classical piece of music performed by a classical orchestra. The piece transports the listener into a gentle world of harmony and tranquility. As the name suggests, it revolves around the fateful longing for life and love. The instrumental focus lies on the piano and the strings. All instruments were recorded and arranged individually, showcasing various articulations. While the music piece was entirely created digitally, it remains 100% organic, without any pre-made samples - although that wouldn't be a bad idea either. After all, it's always about the feeling.

Fateful Longing

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Original https://soundcloud.com/nova-j-49914957/chemicals 
Music and Lyrics by @nova-j-49914957
Additional sadness and lack of drums by me.
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Lyrics:

Sitting in a circle on a basement floor
Sharing bottles, chasing something we can’t name anymore
The lawyer’s still in his tie, but he’s losing his home
Dealer’s got the power now, and he won’t let it go

He looks so calm with the smoke around his head
Like he found peace, but I know his dreams are dead

And he keeps talking ‘bout the chemicals
Like they’re medicine, like they’re saving him
But I can see the writing on the wall
It’s critical, it’s pitiful
The way we fall for chemicals

I took a ride on a ship too far from land
Bought my comfort in a hallway with a shaky hand
Flashing lights and bodies pressing, but I felt the sea
Rising in my bloodstream, dragging under me

I woke up in a cabin, faces I don’t know
The story never changes, just the cast in the show

And I keep talking ‘bout the chemicals
Like they’re medicine, like they’re healing me
But it’s a carousel I can’t get off
It’s cynical, it’s biblical
The way I pray to chemicals

I watched a friend turn blue on a hotel floor
Two strangers stepped around and out the door
I swore I’d never be the one to meet that fate
But here I am, still bargaining with chemicals again

And we keep talking ‘bout the chemicals
Like they’re medicine, like they’re heaven-sent
But the spiral always feels unstoppable
It’s beautiful, it’s terrible
The way we worship chemicals
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Original: https://soundcloud.com/nova-j-49914957/chemicals

Chemicals (Cover) by Nova J

“Under The Sour Cherry Tree”
Composer & Arranger: Amir Mahmoudi
Soprano Voice: Sogand Raoufi
Saxophone: Amirhossein Farkhondeh
Piano: Amir Mahmoudi
Cello: Arvin Moeini Nezhad
Bass Guitar: Mahdi Sharegh
Recording Engineer: Amir Mahmoudi
Recorded & Produced at Igor Music Studio
Mixing & Mastering: Shahriar Alavi
Cover Design: Asma Alinezhad
Official Teaser on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWxnbsEG3bc
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Under The Sour Cherry Tree

Lyrics:
The Vikings had an Erickson to reach a distant land.
Magellan chased the spinning globe, charting stars by hand.

They all looked up at Kitty Hawk as new wings cut the sky.
Courage lifted off the sand and showed us how to fly.
Look up my friend, look up again tonight.

The night is long, the stars still burn, especially at night.
The dark can’t teach the stars despair, always happy, always bright.
Stars don't move, just our eyes. They don’t cry when we fight.
Look up my friend, look up again tonight.

We teach machines to think like us, for profit, fear and wars.
They mirror all our human fuss but can't look up at stars.

Please don’t be like Elon, who's lost it all around,
where once he used to look beyond but now he just looks down.

You see the ground, it pulls you down,
the night seems long, but stars surround.
Look up my friend, look up again tonight.

You could be another Cochran, just like Jacqueline, maybe Zephram.
You could be just like Yeager and break another barrier.

The world shared a common tune and made us all look up when
Neil and Buzz aimed for the moon. A giant leap from one small step.

The night is long, the stars still burn, especially at night.
The dark can’t teach stars despair, always happy, always bright.
Find the star that lights your way, your purpose in the night.
Look up my friend, look up again tonight.

Look Up

richard marx - right here waiting- piano cover

MISTRAL

lukas graham - love someone- slower ballad piano

This song is about the exact moment avoidance stops working.

Not a breakdown.
Not a dramatic confession scene.
That quieter, more dangerous moment where you finally stop running and check in with yourself and everything goes still, because the system knows a truth is about to land.

The universe holds its breath is a metaphor for internal equilibrium.
When you’ve been functioning on grit, humour, speed, and competence, the world keeps moving because you’re not asking it to change. The second you look inward honestly, the whole internal ecosystem pauses, heart rate drops, thoughts line up, memories flicker. Because your brain is preparing for an update.

When you stop lying to yourself, the pressure doesn’t increase it releases.
The world doesn’t end.
The cosmos recalibrates.
And you finally get to breathe.

copyright ©️ Dendritedisco 2025

The Universe Holds its Breath.

A song I wrote that reframes the moment life begins as a biological process, not a miracle. 
Nothing new is created, everything is already there, waiting. 

One connection flips, systems coordinate, and a future that was queued quietly starts running.

It’s also about identity emerging after the process begins, not before
and finding meaning in how precise, ordered, and effortless becoming 'us' really is. ❤️ 

copywrite Dendritedisco ©️ 2025

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