Depths Of Illegality

It keeps me up at night, oh
Doing what I do best
Impatient all inside that
Wide open head, oh

The thing that brought you here, you
You haven't got a clue
I'll hint that it can't take its eyes off of you
Could it be

You find yourself in here with no way out

Give up the ghost and get what's long overdue
Captively captivated, capturing you
Can't turn away unless I say that you can, oh
Don't you fret, I've been your friend 
I did it

I did that
I did that
I did that
I did that

I hope that you can feel my 
Breathing right down your neck now
Are you intent to steal my 
Unbeating heart, I'll tell you

Our fun that never ends
A shame that I have to send you
Careening through the course
And right back to the start
You're here within

My trap of empty madness all without

Give up the ghost and get what's long overdue
Captively captivated, capturing you
Can't turn away unless I say that you can, oh
Don't you fret, I've been your friend 
I did it

I did that
I did that (Ay)
I did that (Hold it down)
I did that (Hold it down)

Ay, you already know who it is, it’s big Bendo
Check it, one, two

Caught in the grasp of complacency (I can skate, circulate, tribulate all your life)
It's a place that we know all too well
But we hate to leave it (hate to leave it)
You can deign to leave, but don't wait for me (Can you tell me how you want it)
I can find my way out on my own (Far too late, hide your fate, maculate what I find)
(Don't you know, there's always just a little bit of something that'll keep you coming back)
I can't find my way out on my
I can't find my way out on my own (In you, know it's true, don't hold it tight)
Cuz there's a million little criteria biting at my mind
Like, who's gonna tell me why I'll never make it out the mines? (No, I can’t find my way out on my own)
Like, who's gonna show me why I'll never spread my wings and fly?
Like a bird from the nest, baby, I just need to rest
But there's a hell of a lot more incentive to live on
There's a hell of a lot more intention to kick ennui to the curb (Maybe I can find my way out)
Disregard what you heard
The still water's disturbed
Let an old house burn (I did that)

This last and final game, you're
You're stuck so fervent playing
I know it's crystal clear
That push comes to shove
I'm saying

You'll meet with my desire
And you'll know what to do
Entwined in dance and chaos
Stronger by your love
You know I win

Control is lost and gone, I'm on you now

Give up the ghost and get what's long overdue
Captively captivated, capturing you
Can't turn away unless I say that you can, oh
The stage is set to never end
You won't forget what's 'round the bend
So don't you fret, I've been your friend
I did it…

I Did That

Sometimes it's Difficult to Say just What I Mean

But what it Matters isn't Really what it Brings

I Try to Remedy the Things I couldn't do

But is it All the Same To You? I feel that

Dread, you Speak of, that
Darker despair.. Try a-
Gain, to Coax it, but
It's always There.. you all
Wear, your Worries, it
Shines your Eyes.. but for
Me.. where does it Hide?
(Feel That Dread ?)

I Fear the Moment that you Try to cut Ties..

I'm being Honest in this Game Made Of Lies, so

Why, do I Shiver, is the Truth That Cold? that it's

Me, who's getting Old? I Feel That 

Dread, you Speak of, that
Only destroys... here in my
Head, I wonder, do 
I have a choice? when it
Bears, no mercy, for
My Grand Design, so for
Me, where does it Hide?
(I Feel That)

Desaparecido, no encuentro el tiempo perdido, no se donde buscar... estoy vivo, o eso he creido, me miro al espejo y no se quien es el, tomo... un cincel y escul…pire, me... coseré... por donde pueda hablarme, no oiré, no observaré, quizá así pueda escaparme.

No, But what I 
Run from is Not, 100
Days is a Lot, I'd close my 
Heavy Eyes, if 
They wouldn't Sparkle and Beam, No, I'll 
finally scream in the Dead Of Night
oh No , I fear that

I was Taught, but I never did Learn, I 
Never Caught any feelings That Hurt You
Could've Bought with a Penny any Truth , I'd
Eat it Up till there's nothin' I'd Push Through

One look through the Windows, So
One scale tipping lower than Limbo
One can get you so far,
One more till it's all pulled away

In the
Dread, undying
It’d tear me in two
But instead, it festers
It’s born yet anew
Like a prayer, void of hope, I'll  
Keep it inside, all locked a-
Way where no-one, could
Ever know that One
Dread, that leaves me feeling
Envy, Greene, yet in the 
End, I dwell on what remains
still unseen, since
You don’t fear to use it, you take it in stride
In spite of me, still seeking, I don’t think you’d ever hide

Tell me what it is I’m looking for

You know it, so I’m asking for a better course, is there something I can do?

Won’t you tell me what I’m searching for?

I feel that aching high So I implore that you tell me more, how to find what i am

Missing
What lies behind the tired eyes
is missing
Not confident this time, what’s missing?
A desperate plea to rid me of the feeling
Enraged and running dry, but why?

What have I missed?

What’s in my head?

WHAT IS THAT DREAD?

WHAT IS THAT DREAD?

WHAT IS THAT DREAD....

Feel That Dread?

I wander through the wreckage
I wander through the wasted land
Without any voice
And in the coming distance
Beyond a shadow of a doubt
There is no choice
There climbs a raging blaze that's turning 
Daybreak into night
And in the glow
Out comes ungodly waves
Of ecstacy and blinding light
You know that

You're not prepared for what's becoming
All far too real around the numbing
This holy land is made for you
It's true 
And when the beasts are coming
It's right before your side
For in my eyes
I'll find
No lightless dawning
Now come
To life
Before the land's unraveled in the 

NightMare Beginning 
Every moment's where demise is
Hatred blooms on a dime
Shattered, shriviling lies
All This is how The Fire Rises
I know your despair,
So careless
But how could you just despise this?
Every second a thrill and
Closing in for the kill
Now Watch as our Fire Rises 

Come get your hands on all that you love
Just hold it
So close up to your heart
Your confidence
Would paint you the way
To follow
And then Tear it apart
That's just consequences
No further acceptance

Still though we find the tides are turning
Not even I can stop the burning
That chars away what you can't trust
For us
And as the beasts are lurking
They're Yearning to meet your Eyes
So pay No Mind
Be Blind
Through Static Motion
Stand Up
and Fight
Until the tale's unRaveled in the 

NightMare Beginning  
Every moment's where demise is With You 
Bleeding 'em dry
Rancor Raging in time
All This is how The Fire Rises
Just try and compare
My fairness
To the fool who still denies this
In the gnashing of teeth, 
Ignite The Sin Underneath
And Watch as our Fire Rises 

It's coming
It's coming
The fire awaits you
It's coming

WoahOuh . . 
It's Burning !
The Fire Rises
WoahOuh 
The Fire Rises

You wait so long, it's there in a flash
And then it's gone

I gave you life that you left to be thrashed
See how these lands sing the song made of ash

Now these cinders hiss
Would you be remiss
If you knew the risks ?
You Did This.

The Fire Rises

One Last Ask

So solitary
It echoes deep in the dark
But can it hurt you?

Here in the highest fire
Nevermind the wasted pyre
We're burning bright
And we're brighter yet 
I'm missing
Reminiscing on the littlest things 
About the easy answers you gave
You gave a chance to see the captured and captivating parts of you
So sloughed off and broken
It's said and done

So you run along and
Don't you worry 'bout the plans I've been making
So come along with me
This hand, I've been taking it back
But if you're on the track
Then this'll never come to an end...
So say it back
It's what it is
You've not been a savage
So come and take your place
Don't make me make up for the slack
It's all to say
I'm striving for a better now
And it will all come to
As soon as you come back

It keeps me wide awake, oh
Carving out the shape of sorrow
Showing the way through the chorus bloomed
I did that, give a bit back
(Don't) Run away from the truth
'Cause all the answers lie in your brain
Sometimes it comes off heavy
Somedays it takes its time to realize
So what?
What does it want?
What could it be that we're all looking for
Within the night?
 
So you go ahead and
Don't you think about the crumbling, quaking
And come along with me
This land, I've been taking it back
But if you paint it black
Then this'll never come to an end...
So say it back
It's what it is
You haven't been caught yet
So come and take your place
Make up for the things that you lack
It's all to say
I'm striving for a better now
And it will all come to
As soon as you come back

What you think that you came for
May not be in time
But between it, complacent
So closer, close
Giving the ghost a little more than you had bargained for in the end
Of you
So now I've only one last ask
Just to tell you so

That you must go and
Don't you cry about the beauteous sinning
And come along with me
The world, it is giving it back
So if you've got the knack
Then maybe it can come to an end...
So say it back
It's what it is
You're no poser, poser
So come and take your place
Today we are on the attack
It's all to say
I'm striving for a better now
And it will all come to
As soon as you come back

Come back
Come back
Come back
Come back
Come back, you’re coming home
And always welcome back

What are you missing?
Is it the deafening?
The deafening quiet...


(These Scars you've Left uPon this Form,
Blur Through my Vision, obScure what's Real
Yet I Seek No Vengeance, and None Made Blind,
But your taste, of my Secret to Heal
Every Sickened Bone,
Is On the List for Taking Home
All in Laid Bare, if Barely come through,
Through all but my Heart, my Heart all for you)


I don't wanna lie or hurt you
I just want to make it all okay
All the things I would do, all when
I miss the quiet
I won't deny it
Can you defy it?
'Cause it's all for you, all, my friend
It's not a game, just trust me
If I can say my peace now
Then that’s that

Don't come back.

Don't Come Back

It's in the dark
It's getting Closer, Closer
It's in the eye, So blind
for not a one Beholder
And yet you stand
And drown in Terror, Terror
Do you Decide
Or is it taking over?

Without a thought
Without a Reason, Reason
Without a mortal mind
to make a Timely Treason 
Cry for the moon
Cry for the Dawning, Dawning
Wherein Demise
couldn't Pull the strings-- make it

Right on the Line
Let it shine
as the Ticking Time
Counts you Down
Rolling through
To the Tomb
Closing soon
Only you that it's all-
All without
just know I've

Got My Hands on the One that you Love
Watching you
Trying to Fight
But it Isn't ever quite enough
I do the things that are Freeing to Me
Would you Abhor the Dark
If it brought you Unending Glee ?
Code of a heart, watching stance on a Dime
Until the
Beating Stops, edges sharp on a such dulling Knife
Cut to the chase, where the Roles are Undecided Again
The Never Ending is You
Before your act is Through


So What? If you really can do it
What would it Prove
When it's about to Strike!

I Don't Think that You're a fool, but if
I'm in the Wrong, then Can you really Tell Me Who's Right?

Don't Step to the Winds of Change,
Are you Really Tryinna Stay the Same, 'cause
I've been afraid that 
You'd run away from
All that you say, you'd Do, and if you can't make it

Right on the Line
Let it shine
as the Ticking Time
Counts you Down
All the Way
To the Ground
and I'll have you
Know that it's You it's
All Without
just know I'll--
Auf Einmal,

Ersetzt dein Ego dein Alibi. . .
Ich denke So weit
Die Audienz betrügt wird, Auwei, ist
Es nur ein Spiel der Zeit
Bis dann die Fassade zerfällt
Du sitzt mit Däumchen am drehen und willst einfach nicht sehen, das es so nicht hält
Ebendrum
"You should know
It Only Takes One"

How could I 
Pay the Price for what I haven't Done, initi-
Ate the Weight of a Game you know I've Never Won
'Til Today, they finally Smiled at me, Would you ab-
Hor the dark as it Brings you unEnding Glee
Code of a heart, watching stance on a Dime
Until the
Beating Stops, edges sharp on a such dulling Knife
Cut to the chase, where the Roles are Undecided Again
The Never Ending is You
Before your act is Through 

Or Can't You Curb the Hunger Pangs
I'll never Go Away
Or Bite the Bullet Ant In Two Fangs . . . .
What have you Got to Say

One More wouldn't Really Hurt
Is adDiction Really So Absurd, I 
Know that you Like to
See through the Lines, so
Sift through the Sands of Time

Letters Written Out, with Spells of the Past, in the language of 
Dance you're, Tryin' your Best, to Raise up your Shield, Broken Up by your
Lance, Blood's been Stricken, all the Words are Written, so I've got
None left to Say, No....

Red-handed

Lights dimming 
Upon the
Rain-riddled fantasy
Keep moving
Only time'll guide it down
Into the riverflow
Waves crashing
Without a
Reason to Rhyme your Misery, Oh
Too Tempting
Pick up your strife and See This
Beauty

Do you want it? Really Really want it?
Will you take it? Come along and take it?
Wanna fake it? Hide your own and fake it?
Oh, It'd taunt you until the day you break it

See yourself, What's all inside that dead shell
Till the rotten, dying bits all Within'd bloom away
By the power within me 
Can't you get ahold of yourself? 
Get on out there, won't you give 'em hell
Till you've shown 'em all every bit of you, babe  
Maybe you could let me set 'em free

Maybe you could let me set 'em free
Every little triviality

Midnight, starin' at the time
Waiting for someone else
Like you can't ever move on
'Cuz you're afraid of fallin'
'Cuz you're too scared to live life
And you're too scared to give love
But it's love that can overcome all of the hate swimmin' in your head

If you want it, Really really want it (If you want it)
You can make it, baby, you will make it (You can make it)
Go and face it, show yourself and face it (Go and face it)
Oh, it'd haunt you if you don't embrace it

See yourself, What's all inside that dead shell
Till the rotten, dying bits all Within'd bloom away
By the power within me
Can't you get ahold of yourself? 
Get on out there, won't you give 'em hell
Till you've shown 'em all every bit of you, babe  
Maybe you could let me set 'em 

Free to see it all
Free to break the shackles you held in thrall
You'd recall

Before we met
You sat alone
Rotting in that cell
You came to me
I helped you see what you oughtta be
You've been so redeemed

(Backing vocals are the same as pre-chorus 2 and chorus)
Though you tried to hide
Know I always saw through your silly disguise
Now we see the real you inside

My pleasure and duty
To bring it to view
Now you're showing your Beauty
The power in you
Now won't you show all the world who you are
Who you are
Who you are
In your heart
Come on and shine oh so bright
Bring all the darkness to light
Your light
See your Beauty
The Beauty in you
Won't you set it free
Oh, won't you do It For me
Won't you Shimmer so BrillIantLy
When the Shadows Creep In underNeath all your Skin
You Just shrivel em up with your Beauty
Woah Woah Na Na Etc.

Beauty

Runaway

The Machinations we've made, Keep track of 
All that you've Lost, and Saved, and take a 

Look at all who're Clad in 
Scars, that open Up
To You

Do you laugh? at just the 
Lengths that you've Gone, to Cry, and if it
Is, the Way that I Fear, You've gone a-
Way, where I'd Say, you're beholden to
Someone Else, the will of a-
Nother Over Yourself, and You don't even
See what you've Done, But I don't think you're the One, to 
Light This Flame

Scars

Three, two, one

Am I a savage? 
Am I a demon for telling the truth? 
I've never had this
You've been unbothered, now you're not
Now we are interconnected
Start feelin' yourself on the will of the world
It's the collective
What have you brought?

If anyone ever stops you slowly
From starting your world 
Then let them run up
Then run them down to see 

The very fruits of your labor, painful (So lovely)
You've come now to know the reason
It never felt that hard to me

Any entropy screamin' to say ‘let go of me’
Never shoulda' let it get close in the first place
Why could you never let me be?
Stuck to each other and we'll win the race

But it's only if you want to break it free
Couldn't take a shortcut, give me a throughline
Answer the question carefully
You're out of space and out of time 

Puttin' our different places aside
Tell me if you're in danger
No, we're zeroin' in and stoppin' the clock
No, we never did fear the ranger
Would you give me a chance to show that I'm real
Just give me your hand and say what you feel
Don't panic if you regret the whole deal you made

If anyone ever stops you wholly
On the path that you made
Then let them run up
Then run them down to see 

The very fruits of your labor, painful (So lovely)
You've come now to know the way
That you finally know what it could be

Absurdity is my middle name
Put it on your brain
Give it out, let me take a little back again (You finally know what it could be)
Never did control me, I was not there
Now you see inside me, and I'm lookin' back again (But now your world is shaking, unshaken)
Let me clap back, snappin' your neck with a look back
No, I couldn't stop to box, but the matches are made in heaven (They’re taking, untaken)
Status quo tools never found me in a state to break (But I can fix that, come find me)
But hey, crank it to eleven (Come break me, I'm breakin')
‘Cause inside man, there's a discontent (The world around you, the sound)
Eight billion screaming as their lord lies dead (You could make me forget it)
Can't blame ‘em yet, ain't a thing to do left (The power out you compounded)
So I let 'em hang a right straight into a trench (Don't think I could let it slip away…)
Oh, god
We done wrong, we bump ‘em off
On god
Hit ‘em all, we let ‘em fall
Is it wrong to play along, to sing along?
No god
Just play along, just play along now
Chaos reigns, make it rain
'Till one day bullets rain
Like bullet trains through a subway
Hell is real, but we are real
So go ahead and give me a break
Give me a break
It’s Boundless

Yeah
Come on, yeah

If anyone ever stops you in your tracks
Just take that step back 
And let them run up
Then run them down to see

The very fruits of your labor, painful (So lovely)
You've come now to know the reason
It never seemed to trouble me, no
Sinister, come save me

Ten, nine
Eight, seven
Six, five
Four, three, two, one

Sinister

Hi! I'm a 19yo dude that likes to make music. I mainly make EDM, and when i can i experiment with other genres. I just hope you'll like my music, and if you don't that's okay.

Depths Of Illegality

M.T. ♪

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