Broken Soul

He lives in me
My enemy, my voice of doubt
The one who whispers, “You’re nothing”
Who drains the courage out

He crawls beneath my chest
Grinds my gears when I begin
He’s the hand that kills my visions
The wall I crash within

He lives in me
The one who mocks me when I speak
The one who spits I’ll never matter
That my strength is fucking weak

He laughs when I’m in ruins
Feeds when my soul’s sore
He sits inside my shadow
And drinks down all my war

He lives in me
He never sleeps, he never fades
He drags me down through every morning
With chains made of my shame

And even if no one sees it
Even if they think I shine—
There’s a monster in my mirror
Tearing every hope of mine

He lives in me
And I can’t fucking flee
Because when I stare into the dark…
That demon staring back is me

He breaks me when I wake
No reason, just the sting
He compares me, tears me open
Passes judgment like a king

There’s no truce, no tomorrow
No “you’ll be okay”
When the one who wants you dead…
Is your soul in decay

He lives in me
I know his every move
He knows my guilt, my sins,
My stories carved in wounds

And I keep trying to silence him
But he always screams above
Because this eternal enemy…
Was never from outside 

He lives in me
He’s my skin, my curse, my skin
He kneels me with his poison
And forbids me joy again

¿Y cómo escapar de lo que soy?
¿Cómo huir si no hay otro yo?
¿Dónde esconderme…
Si el enemigo…
lleva mi rostro y mi dolor?

He lives in me
And now I finally see
I’m not just my executioner…
I’m the seed that grew the beast

And if one day I break the chains
It won’t be through running blind
It’ll be by facing my own reflection
And forgiving what’s inside

He lives in me
Yes…
That…
Is me. (MY WORST ENEMY!!!)

He Lives In Me

Head down low

🎶 FatMatt x GhostFish Radio  

Dark rap • Horrorcore • Outlaw Country • Southern Gothic vibes.  
Matthew Lukac aka FatMatt | GhostFish | Scarecrow’s Cousin.  

Available on all Streaming platforms

📻 SoundCloud Playlist: https://soundcloud.com/therealfatmatt/sets/fatmatt  
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Back to Where I’m From

Descend into the eerie haze of “The Talking Dead” a dark seance trap hip-hop ritual pulsing at 75-80 BPM. This track conjures a subterranean vibe with haunting trap beats, spectral synths, and slow-rolling bass that mimics the echo of ancient catacombs—perfect for invoking spirits without overwhelming the raw, introspective flow.
Lyrics delve into the disillusionment with the living dead: society sleepwalking through existence, filling heads with illusions while ghosts of the past reveal truths about power, greed, and elite deceptions. From seance circles channeling vengeful spirits to critiques of hegemony and monopoly, it’s a sonic exorcism urging you to resurrect the unfed parts of your soul amid shadows and tricks of the mind.
If you’re drawn to atmospheric hip-hop that blends occult vibes with social commentary—like a fusion of clipping.‘s experimental edge and early Travis Scott’s trap mysticism—light a candle and dive in. This ain’t just music; it’s a ceremony for the awake.
Lyrics snippet: “Lost hope in the living Everyone talking like they’re already dead. Too many y’all walking, talking, no meaning, That ain’t living If you never make it out your head. In the catacombs of your mind, Only you can find what was never fed.”
#DarkTrap #SeanceHipHop #OccultRap #AtmosphericBeats #UndergroundHipHop #SpiritualAwakening

The Talking Dead [Explicit]

My First Time (cover)

The love that destroys me

Children cry, streets run dry
Empty hands reach—no reply
Oceans poisoned, skies turn grey
Yet they still preach—look away

No songs remain
Wildlife suffers—locked in pain
Machines built, slaughter fed
Human greed—painted red.

Power feeds on bones and soil
Breaks the earth—calls it toil
They paved the way for empty lands
Yet they hold flags—raise their hands

Rise up, rise up, break the chain
For the starving child—the unseen pain
Demand the change, face the fight
Let love lead—step to the light

The Cost of Silence Cattle stacked, lives industrialized
Nature wrecked—terrorized
Extinction spreads in shadows deep
A legacy shaped—as the weak weep

Rivers dry, oceans burn
Yet they sell hope—watch the world turn
The crime was made, the clock runs short
Rise, reclaim—fight the court

They build the walls, they carve the lies
Tell the world—close your eyes
But truth remains, wounds still raw
And now we rise—break their law

Balance lost, harmony torn
Yet from the ruins—we are born
Love ain’t soft, love ain’t weak
Love stands tall—love must speak

No More Looking Away
Rise up, rise up, break the chain
For the starving child—the unseen pain
Demand the change, face the fight
Let love lead—step to the light

The prayer we send
To lift the world—make it mend
For the children, the creatures, the oceans wide
Rise up, humanity—let love be your guide

Physics mastered, yet destruction reigns
Blueprints hide—locked in chains
We shape worlds, but greed decides
Yet love will break—open wide

The vision’s vast, the path runs deep
No more borders—no more sleep
A world reborn, truth unleashed
Yet we must fight—never cease

This is the moment, the prayer we send
To lift the world—make it mend
For the children, the creatures, the oceans wide
Rise up, humanity—let love be your guide

Let Love Be Your Guide

me and my gs

TheRealFatMatt | GhostFish 🩸🔥
Horrorcore architect, Memphis underground spirit, Southern gothic chaos. Barbed triplets, skull-splitting hooks, outlaw country poetics, and cinematic GhostFish grit.

From fire trucks to Dollar General lots, FatMatt builds anthems for the lost, the loud, and the legends still breathing smoke. Inspired by Three 6 Mafia, $uicideboy$, Koopsta Knicca, and Joker chaos — but flipped into NASCAR-thunder nightmares and Obospeak absurdist bounce.

We making bangers. We want bangers with everyone. Collabs open. For the handled and the hopeless, this is music that don’t just play — it haunts.

📍 Kingsbury
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