I can't fall to pieces if you have no reason to hold me inside of your heart
you won't see me breaking apart
I would be a liar if I said I'm better without ever hearing your voice, I'll just have to live with the choice
of leaving me to leave me be the one who puts this fire out
I'll learn to live this life again and try to figure out it's mysteries
It's time to let it go and go on

This is not the end of a dream, but an awakening
to all the better things that have been waiting for me
No time to cry, no time to fold, no time to dwell, it's time to grow
Raise my glass, raise my hopes, raise my eyes, it's time to grow

I'm scared to move forward if it is without you
You've been at my side for so long, life without you just seems wrong
Is it just fear that keeps us here not knowing how much better it could be
It's time to let it go an go on

You're the love of my life but this misery is not right
It's so hard letting go. I need the strength to move on
Am I running away not having a direction?
Will this all be ok? Keep faith...

An Awakening

I whisper in your ear: "is there anything I can do for you dear?"
and I'll say what you want to hear, I swear...
You couldn't bring yourself to speak as I wiped a tear from your cheek
and the silence made it clear to me that the distance was not just in miles, but emotionally...
Is this how the fairytale ends?

I look back on the years. When we met there was nothing to fear
I swore I would never hurt you and I was sincere.
Now I don't feel I can breathe. Every move I make, makes me feel weak
and the ocean is a million miles deep and this current won't bring you back to me, no the current won't bring you back...

Sorry, I never wanted to feel disconnected
Always, in your heart I wanted to feel needed

You should have cared for this heart when it beat for you
You should have meant all the things you would say but not do
Was I strong enough? Did I give us up?
I just wanted love. Was there something more I could have done?
Did you notice me, when I was drowning?
You thought I was just waving goodbye...

How the Fairytale Ends

I'm so thankful that you can try to understand the man that I am
You are always amazing me with things you say, you're driving me crazy
I wish I was with you...

You and I are like fire, when we connect, it only burns brighter
There's no way to escape it, we might as well face it, this could be perfect...

I wish I was stuck on an island with you

Waking by your side in a paradise, perfect days and perfect nights
Strolling in the sand, walking hand in hand,
stars reflecting in your eyes
When we're together, everything's better and all of those dreams come true
You light up my life, just like a sunrise
I'll stay on this island with you...

I'd love you until I die, I've waited for you all my life. Why do have to wait?
I think your heart belongs with mine from now until the end of time.
To be apart is such a crime...

I wish I was stuck on an island with you...

Stuck on an Island

Are you under this spell of mine? Can I make you that way for the rest of time?
All the days will be a separate scene of a fairytale with no ending
Close your eyes and think back to those perfect days I was there with you.

Sometimes you feel so close but I'm learning to live with your ghost
It's hard to let it be when everything about you fit with me

I fell straight into your web. Though I struggle to break free, I feel comforted
by the words with which you weave and the way your stare makes me believe.

If you think that this will never ever work, just listen to your heart...
As we lay here and there's nothing in the world but our breathing, you feel it... 
If you've never felt as full as you do now, believe it...
If your heart is beating like it might explode, just listen...

With your ghost- Demo

This is a dream, this is a dream she said.
You're chasing down something that is dead.
Stop running after me because I am not your prize.
I'm not the enemy, but I'm not on your side.

I'm honestly confused
you wanted me near you
was everything a ruse
can you tell me that everything was nothing to you?

Is something wrong? Your heart is hesitant 
with what you feel, you're being reticent
you keep pushing, pull me closer
telling me that this is over
then you pull my arms around you
Should I leave you where I found you?

Give me something that I can understand
I am trying to figure out where I 
standing here exposed to your complica
shunning away from the love of your life

Honestly

I called you up and made a friend.
Something in me just wouldn't let you disappear
without the chance we'd meet again.
I called out for your attention. you gave me hope. you lead me on.
I didn't care if you felt the same way, I only wanted to be near.

I will wait for you until the sun burns out. Every single day you spin me around.

My words fall short of what I mean. You'll never know what I'm saying. You always stay one step away...that's good enough to make me want to stay.

Can't avoid the truth that I may never be anything to you.
I just want someone to understand where I'm coming from...

Can hardly see through all the pain. You left me with these drawn out days. The sun burns weak. I cannot wait anymore. 
My heart will always miss you. 

Still holding on? 

Til the sun burns out

I reflect on life...see the same things happening...
Am I doing something wrong? Why can't I win?
Have to figure out where I really want to be, because in the end no one's to blame but me...

I could be anything. When I try. If I dream...

I am blaming you so that I don't have to face all the consequences taking place.
It's a simple fact that I got to where I am from my own decisions. I am my own man. 

It's my place. It's my time. I won't sit back waiting for a ride..

I'm all in to go all out. 
I can't be scared to speak out loud.
No breaking down, no falling apart,
no putting a stop to my own beating heart.
It's time to start.

Don't let fear change your mind. 
Don't let fear rule your life.
No tears can cloud my eyes.
I'll keep on fighting, no lying to myself.
I'm fine.

I'm all out.

All In, All Out

you were so shy when you caught my eye, I knew right away I had to get to know you. I just had to...
I can't read minds, don't know all the signs, but there was something about the way that you smiled. It blew my mind.

As I walked away, I hoped and I prayed that you would stop me and tell me I should stay, maybe all day.
It was my last chance, I took one more glance and you were still there wondering what you should do. So I made my move.

I asked you to come with me. You put your hand in mine.
We strolled along together not worried about the time.

If there was something you never dreamed, it was meeting me when you were least expecting anything.
I think you know I'm different, I think you were meant for me. It's not a situation that should just slip away.

You feel it. Don't try to fight it. You cannot stop it. It's really crazy how we fit together.
I stare into your eyes and it's so wild. Don't need to say it but I think you're perfect...

We didn't have to try to make this flame a fire. 
It will be you and I
The greatest love of all time.

Greatest of all time

Remix of an old demo. Added bass guitar and changed the mix.



That old soul music vibe is my favorite. Demo. More instruments to be added.and vox to be repaired. lol

Call on me

I'm losing it, trying to find my way to you
Breaking these barriers that keep you out of view
I'm struggling, not because I'm no good for you
but because I'm better than what you've gotten used to
and you know it's true.

You hate me because you want me too much
and I swear I'll make you fall crazy in love
you'll be begging because it's never enough
Only my touch fills you up

Your whispers are fast to hypnotize
I see the best of me reflect in your eyes
I'm seducing you as I caress your skin
We're becoming one when you let me in
and it feels too good to stop

You resist with your mind but you'll lose with your heart
there's no logical reason we should be apart
I can tell that you're nervous as I kiss your neck
the blood rushes around we can't keep it in check
our mouths keep connecting as we speak in tongues
why try to say what there are no words for?



Want Me Too Much

I lose thoughts when you walk into the room
Awkward quiet comes over me and you
and it's ok. Let's relocate before it's too late.

We are fire waiting to burn this world down
this could be everything you need
this could be everything your dreamed

I will drive you crazy, baby, in every possible way
there's no need to delay, I'm here to stay
I'll make it ok, let's lay here all day...

Talk for hours like time doesn't exist
Share your thoughts like like there's no need for secrets
This is honest, you are wanted, falling every day...

We are fire waiting to burn this world down
This could be everything you need
And I could be everything you dreamed... 

yellow and gold

Lately, I've been tired of running around. 
It's such a waste playing this game of cat and mouse
I don't feel like giving chase or taking hearts and forgetting names
If you're not here, something's wrong
You need to feel where you belong

I think about you constantly, dream of the day we finally meet
We will connect at first sight, we'll know that it's right
and our search will be done, our hearts will merge into one
that's how it will be, because you belong next to me

You belong next to me but you're far away and out of reach
You can feel this gravity pulling you and it makes your heart beat
Someday you will see you belong next to me

There's no time in life to waste on unhappiness
To crowd your mind with little things that make you feel stress
I can be your calm, keep you safe from harm
Fit your heart into mine and it will be all right

If you're staring at the sky and dreaming of your perfect guy, just know that I'm here
I know your heart is searching too, but I will find my way to you
To make you feel free, you belong next to me... 

Next to me

I am a drummer primarily who plays other instruments, can't really sing, but likes to write whatever genre I can. Loves the fact that sound incites the mind and thoughts. Music and songwriting is my therapy most of the time. I could keep it to myself, but maybe you can relate to the sounds or lyrics for some of the songs. That's why I started writing music, to connect with people... Looking for other musicians to collaborate with and learn from too!! 

RSanAgustin

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