Lyrics:
when I was with you at the CVS
couldn’t choose between two items to get 
they were basically the same but I was hesitant
so you picked one for me and you shook your head

I overthink everything, i think too much
so i rely on you cuz you think just enough
called you on the phone, to use you as crutch, 
to convince me the path I'm on is the right one

for a minute making music was little fun
but you said that was just cuz i was in a rut
at my parents house for what was to be a month
was nearly a year not talking to anyone

told me that’s why moving to LA would be fun
and i could always get a job if i needed funds
knew you were right, but i just wasn’t sure enough

~~~~~~~~~ Chorus ~~~~~~~~~

Always drive my own life from the back seat
driving too slow in the fast lane til you passed me
always trip over decisions, let things happen
always controlled by the bad thoughts i was having

oh i always drive my own life from the back seat
driving too slow in the fast lane til you passed me
i can never make decisions, let them happen
always controlled by the bad thoughts i was having, oh i


~~~


I know that it’s me, i doubt myself too much
so when you give me reasons, i take them in like a sponge
you always make up your mind, i follow you like a duck

if you hadn’t got the blanket we would never have touched
if you hadn’t have kissed me, we would never have fucked

*chorus*

Backseat

i feel my pulse in my fingertips
i can feel me slip
i can feel me slipping

pretty girls

Spite

CHASING

FRIENDS

ATL/LAX (with Chris Lanzon)

@brakence @50landing
_

i dont wanna be well known
just wanna be known well
id rather be lonely
than be by myself
dont wanna go home
or put my pride on the shelf
cause i dont need help
from anyone else

and ive been feeling so low
help me back into character, i was
"reckless kid born and raise in america"
now im a lost cause and truth be told
i lie too much, my bad
trust me im working on it

i thought i'd die young
likes didnt do shit
i know well being well known's useless
ill go to hell too eager to care
im on a screen island where no one stares

i wanna find whats inside me
feel every fiber
done sucking up cause
im no longer a liar
dont know how to be myself sometimes
but whenever i need your help
i always tell you now

i know now
it was all costumes, funny dances
to play my mind
now i need to believe it
and i wont hold onto something familiar
we were kept back from the people we really were
its a start
i just hope i agknowledge the gifts from the past
when we run out of time

i just wanna be known well
not well known
id rather be lonely than be alone
id rather sleep in a hotel
than sleep in my home
but ive been pulling my weight in my thoughts
no matter where i go

ive been feeling so low
help me back into character, i was
"reckless kid born and raise in america"
now im a lost cause and truth be told
i lie too much, my bad

i got a star studded cast of friends
that never answer the phone
no matter when i call
gotta stop trying so hard to try so hard
otherwise ill have nobody at all

im still learning to be direct
cause for years ive been a mess
in '18 i changed address
not the right one but the best
cause my parents are my success
i still need to earn their respect

im just tryna figure it out

theres probably a lot
that i should've done differently
and i, oh i went to hear it out
but i was never listening
i knew that it's not alright
just trying to find the light
summon another spark
or maybe its gone and died
i try to stay out of sight
i gotta leave by the night
i cant seem to clear my mind

but i know now, that it was all
a bad dream, crash scene playing in my mind
and i shouldn't believe it, so i
cant hold onto something familiar
when ive lost sight of the people we really were at the start
and ive started to see it. cause

i dont wanna be well known
i dont wanna be well known

i dont wanna be well known
just wanna be known well
id rather be lonely than be by myself
dont wanna go home or
put my pride on the shelf
cause i dont need help from anyone else
_

thank you to will and graham for the bgv in the second chorus
thank you to the boys, and bekah, and my parents for knowing me well

well known (w brakence & 50landing)

someday

GOODMORNING! w/ ladiesmile and byemilo

i sorta think of this as my first song. hope you like it.

mostly push my spotify but wanna use this platform more :)

SHOUTOUT TO:
colliding with mars
patchymate
ale
abbot
torr
knapsack
ty lorenzo

THEY HIT THE GANG VOCALS DURING THE CHORUS AND HELPED WITH THE LYRICS AND I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUC THEY MY BESTIES <3

ATL/LAX (with Chris Lanzon)

Ryan Hall

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