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Sum Xero
by CrashKam

Shows me signs,
A Cosmic Kali force of time.
Only distant fools,
Could want a love like mine.

Mother left her for the better coast
Daddy had her workin’ for the Holy Ghost.
All the while, dark corners me.

But she shines so bright
The lone high star in a big black sky.
So bright.
How long you think it takes her til she kill the lights?

So it goes.
Sum Xero.
She says that nothing’s given. It’s just bought and sold,
No amount of money gonna save your souls.
It’s Sum Xero.

Damn the government and fuck their war
Things that she condemns but she’s still paying for.
Silent. Weak. Complicity.
We’re moving ever closer to a vicious sun.
Laughing, In hysterics like to burn is fun.
No slowing down this midnight run.

And she’s by my side
Please Lord, have some mercy on a face like mine.
By my side.
Trying to find a fix to keep her satisfied.

So it goes.
Sum Xero.
Nothing’s ever given. It’s just bought and sold.
No amount of money gonna save your souls.
It’s Sum Xero.

Alright.
Headlong into the fire. Keep it single file.
As all we’ve built, falls down on me.




Sum Xero

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Runner by CrashKam

One priest to another, "My faith is lost."
"My hope was an orphan, nailed to a cross."

One love to another, "I think we're done."
"No moons to discover, just setting suns."
The air was ne'er so sweet as every second I laid with you.
But now we're incomplete, let's take what's left and split it in two.

So tell me, baby, why you're hanging on.
Just turn around and leave me in the dark.
Stop looking for a reason or a spark.
For your dear life, I want you to run.

One Son to his Father, "Thy will be done."
Four words in the garden. "Please, take this cup."
The walls of kingdom come are falling in a heap right on queue.
Maybe when they go, you finally can take in the view.

So tell me, baby, what you're waiting for.
The earth is spinning. You're barely hanging on.
Don't want to see you stand there looking dumb.
For dear life, I want you to run.



Runner - Free Download

Channeling U2, with a little help from the brass.

Every Breaking Wave (U2 cover, big band mix)-  Free Download

Produced by Danny Fast 
Mixed by Lazo 5
Vocals/Lead guitar - Bill
Drums/Sequencer - Mars
Bass/Piano - Claire Q.

Peak Refinement by The Secret Fears

Stop sweating over it.
Stop sweating over it.
Red tie. Peak refinement.
You're gonna cop my look.
You're gonna know my name.
Tell me, what seems better?
Rather living in infamy,
Or die in shame.

Ah Oh. How should I know?
Ah Oh. How should I know?

Black tips shine like mirrors.
I'm tight and tucked
and gonna take my rightful place.
'Bout time. Thought you'd never.
Forever's too dependent
On your state of grace.

Stop sweating over it.
Stop sweating over it.

Ah Oh. How should I know?
Ah Oh. How should I know?

Tell me what's for dinner.
Do you dine with sinners?
Baby, not this time.
I'm better off just eating alone.

Blessings for curses.
Hold on to your purses.
You speak his verse, 
But your heart is poised
To poison the words.

You think I'm guilty?
Burn me at the stake.
I'm as he made me.
Heart and soul you murder the works.
Superstition or acting in contrition,
Remove the log from your own eye.

Ah Oh. How should I know?
Ah Oh. How should I know?

Peak Refinement

I'm On Fire || Springsteen Cover

Survived

A song I wrote to welcome my first born son into the world.

Soul Singing

Picking up the tempo, slightly. We've numbered you. Enjoy.

I Got Mine

Rubbernecker by Crash Kam

Pull me down and cut the cable.
Once its come and gone you won't forget it.
All these moments once suspended
Drawn in white lines on the pavement.
Rushing by like onward headlights,
Red tails shaking in the distance.

You can't tell me that.
"That's all that there is
That's all that there is to this."
A hundred yards and closing fast.
That's all that there is
That's all that there is to this.
I'm in it as the moments pass.
The fatal shot. The roadside crash.
Turn it off. Cross me out. Onward, forever.

Pull me out and call the wrecker.
Nothing but bloody whites and rubberneckers.
Cuz its over. Hero's wasted.
Loves gone. Storming for the exits.
Words grow distant. Losing tenses.
Leaving endless intermissions. It stops.

You can't tell me that. 
"That's all that there is.
That's all that there is to this."
Can't make it new. Can't take it back.
That's all that there is.
That's all that there is to this.
A cycle always chasing dawn.
The cul-de-sac where lines were drawn.
I don't know. Time won't wait. Onward, forever.

It kept coming around. It came in so fast.
So far. So hard. We tried to run.
But the moment was gone.
So easy to grasp, I know.
That hard part's holding on.

What did he say? Got carried away.
You're falling away and out of time.
You said it before, Love, and you're right.
I don't have that right.

It could have been so easy.
What was it? And how did you fake it?
I'll tear it all down.
Again and again, my love,
Til all that's left is the light.

Yeah, the light, love.







Rubbernecker - Free Download

Grace Go I by Crash Kam

God knows I'm a sucker.
God gave me pyrotechnic eyes.
God built me broken, brother.
God, give me peace. Won't hold my breath.

God make me a soldier.
God give me a sabre rattling high.
God made me a soldier, brother.
God, give me an order.

Here I go. By his grace go I,
Dressed like a man 'o war.
Armed and ready in my cool camouflage,
I've come to settle the score.

How could I believe so completely?
Now we're all here fighting
For the scraps that they're leaving.
Judgements coming on the count of five.
Then we all hit the floor.

God make me a shepherd.
God make me a perfect ten.
God make me fantastic.
God is in my glock. 
He's got my back.

God make me a symbol.
God giving me a sabre burning bright.
God made us the stewards
Of all that lives and burns tonight.

Once again, by his grace go I,
Just like a man o'war.
Armed and ready in my cool camouflage,
I've come to settle the score.

How could I believe so completely?
Now we're all here fighting
For the scraps that they're leaving.
Judgements coming on the count of five,
Then we all hit the floor.

And though I ride o'er burning embers of
What remains of our brothers and sisters I,
I don't ride alone.
I don't ride alone.

I've got the guns. I've got the love of a
Wrathful God, you've probably never heard of and
I don't ride alone.
I don't ride alone.

I've not reason for my recent behavior.
What have I become?
What have I become?
I've not reason for my recent behavior.
What have I become?
What have I become?





Grace Go I

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