I wondered through the damned
in cowardice with my pain at bay
outside your locked doors as before
understanding that forever will not come back
do you realize the anger has
broken your angelic wings of trust
you must finally face
your punishment
make your peace with them
thoughts will guide you in

oh, the laughing
oh, the screaming
i can't hate you when
you're not breathing
stories will be told 
through this consequence
what did we do to
deserve all of this?

We can watch you your
bodies aching and
thoughts are failing but
suddenly you won't know
those who're waiting are
not just asking for
your redemption just
a confession from
heartache in the Spring
follow destiny's
path that you shall take
I don't have to go
pieced to undermine
all our souls with love
be the trust you need
I don't have the mind

oh, the laughing
oh, the screaming
i can't hate you when
you're not breathing
don't be scared of me
make your world unfurl
how can you feel that
we are not the same

oh, the laughing
oh, the screaming
i can't hate you when
you're not breathing
So mean what you mean
so feel what you feel
my heart will not take
only two of us
you must be calm



Father

Beauty in the eyes of the beholder
you are a truth of beauty enhanced
a spectacle that shines throughout my mind

I need to hold your life in my arms,
to let go would create a wound too deep to close
What is this omnious quench of lust, I feel...
I feel free, becoming one with love again

swimming through a sea of tranquility
a quiver down my spine 
a memory of majesty
my dear, you are the light that blinds my sadness

I need to hold your life in my arms,
to let go would create a wound too deep to close
What is this omnious quench of lust, I feel...
I feel free, becoming one with love again

Mother

The truth is never what I meant 
but the thoughts of our severed tongues
are now faceless

You can hear my heart
tearing this world apart
crushing into oblivion

Please forgive me
I am not scared
you are the surface 
in which I emerge

Our suffering embalms us 
fate will never bless the world
Undermine said lie hurt as
they fall down, they never...

You can hear my heart
tearing this world apart
crushing into oblivion

Please forgive me
I am not scared
you are the surface 
in which I emerge
And I am worthless
without your light
guarding the moments
that can now take flight

You can hear my heart
tearing this world apart
crushing into oblivion


Widow

No home to call my own
we beg the question I can't find

I was lost but now I am found - are you found...?

What do you mean - am I meant to be happy?
Why do you think I am trapped within sadness?
Breach your mind - a figure of love will leave your head

I was impolite to lie there
without a mind to call my own

I was lost but now I am found and are you found...?

So what do you mean - am I meant to be happy?
Why do you think I am trapped within sadness?
Breach your mind - fixing your head - mixing you up

I see the power resulting in an eternity built by you

So what do you mean - am I meant to be happy?
Why do you think I am trapped within sadness?
So breach your mind and see all your hurt - am I alone?

The Seldom Sleep