I'm in control
I'm in control
I'm in control
I'm in control

devils daughter
artificial
beset by madness
chained to hell itself

I see you moving in the dark
slowly, gently
just like I want it to

you skin feels like fire
you fitful breath betrays you

it never ends this perfect nightmare
and as the headless serpent coils around you heart
I'm taking over

I'm in control
I'm in control

I'm in control

poem by Lescelin / originally recorded by Lescelin
https://soundcloud.com/lescelin/when-the-shadows-are-solid

When the Shadows are Solid (and All Hope Forgotten)

Gone into Darkness
Accepted my Fate
Taken the Pounding
Taken the Pill
Sold My Soul &
Lost my grounding
Murdered
Disappointed the world
Falling and Fallen
Blessed are we when the shadows are solid
When illusions are flesh,
All hope forgotten
Freedom flies in the face of insanity
Freedom dives into darkness
Not fearing the pain
Not fearing the stain
Not fearing not ever being loved again
How free is the knowledge
When shadows are solid
Losing breath
Losing heart
Losing your smile
Tomorrows child
Never was
Never could be
Was never here
Blood rot from bitter root
Poison seed in a barren womb,
Her TOMB
All smiles lost
All hope forgotten
Blood child goodbye
Forgive me, goodbye
The night was cold and my heart
My heart
My heart could not warm
My mind was blank
I stepped into darkness
And all shadows were solid.

when the shadows are solid (feat. Lescelin)

many thanks to Billie Rogue and her awesome voice and cool lyrics! https://soundcloud.com/user-288224764
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0Cq4a4uo9HF7kEsvzV5o2x

Ego is 
unsatiable
Ego is
infallible 
Ego is
so ravenous 
Absorbing
all it comes across

I realize, I have fed but the mouth
Stays hungry
I walk the path, I have dreamt but unthankful eyes keep me blinded

Like a shark 
On its course
For the blood

Ego waits like a shark in waves...

Peripheral vision lost and dried (my shadow just holds the leash)
Undecaying fever of my drive (no rest for the hunt; indulge the teeth)
Human desire is unnegotiable (envy lays its eggs inside the skull)
One forgets their journey behind
Their finalized memories

Ego is 
unsatiable
Ego is
infallible 
Ego is
so ravenous 
Absorbing
all it comes across

Ego is 
Unnegotiable!
Ego is
Unreliable!
Ego is
So emotional!
The human soil!
In turmoil!

ego (feat. Billie Rogue)

self confident thoughts ONLY
temper like a straight line
make everything simple
simple like you and I

are you waiting them to find you
long gone between the office cells
make everything easy
easy like death itself

stay stupid like a locust on the corn field
self confident thoughts ONLY
hey, brother, back to your primal instinct -
to devour

you should drink more and think less
you should drink more and think less, yeah
you should drink more and think less
you should drink more and think less

drink more, think less (feat. Medusa 8)

my mistress, black goddess
not satisfied with my blood now
my mistress, black goddess  
not satisfied with my blood

gracious, evil 
I can't feel any difference at the end of day
 
pious, wicked
no matter what I do the hunger falls asleep
but never goes away  
 
love me, hate me
no matter what's the outcome, I'm still knocking on your door

kiss me, bite me
feed me to your daughters, when I'm done for

beautiful spider queen
sexy hellish spawn
beautiful spider queen
my matriarch

matriarch

descend into darkness till seeing snakes in your head
ask yourself if you should do something wicked sick
step out of the window, paint the asphalt red
let them know what the liquid hatred looks

or you can bleed like me while playing blues
yeah you can bleed like me while playing blues
you can bleed like me while playing blues
you can bleed like me while playing blues

like a videotape in your mind
take it under control, stop and rewind
and feel disappointed of every memory there is find
here comes comprehension
no point in making an impression
to find any reason in all of this is out of the question

loose yourself in the darkness
drink till amnesia, fuck till you're empty
until it all goes away
back in the days when everything seemed to be right
you felt like dynamite 
but with a very short fuse

still you can bleed like me while playing blues
yeah you can bleed like me while playing blues
you can bleed like me while playing blues
you can bleed like me while playing blues

or you can bleed like me while playing blues
yeah you can bleed like me while playing blues
you can bleed like me while playing blues
you can bleed like me while playing blues

bleed like me

many thanks to susivalentine and her incredible talent!
@susivalentine

vocals and lyrics by susivalentine

I_0vE_ (I'm in control early version / feat. susivalentine)

Many thanks for @ettkhett for letting me post this version.
Virginia, you're the best!

moths (the serpent day version / feat. ettkhett)

bad_blood

blood thief

forbidden toys

road_b

route 66

limbo

long time goner

many thanks to susivalentine and her incredible talent!
https://soundcloud.com/susivalentine

vocals and lyrics by susivalentine

Este peso que llevo/ This weight I carry
me deja el cuerpo roto/ Leaves my body broken
ninguna comida me sacia/ No food satisfies me 
y el amargo me pone en rojo/ And the bitterness turns me red 

pero quiero tenerlo todo/ But I want to have it all
que nunca me falte nada/ May I never lack anything  
quiero gritarlo fuerte/  I want to shout it loud
sentirlo en lo profundo/  And feel it deep down within me 

y para dejar toda esta miseria/  And to leave all this misery 
quiero hacerme de nuevo/ I want to make myself all over again
quiero nacer por completo/  I want to be born completely 

renacer, renacer, renacer / Reborn, reborn, reborn

Este peso que llevo/ This weight I carry
me deja la mente rota/ Leaves my mind broken
pero algo me corre aquí dentro/ But something runs inside me  
quiero que todos lo escuchen / I want everyone to hear it 

porque ahora estoy hecha de fuego / Cuz now I’m made of fire
de las cenizas me convierto / From the ashes I become
porque ahora estoy hecha de fuego / Cuz now I’m made of fire
de las cenizas me convierto / From the ashes i become

porque siempre he estado presente/ Cuz I’ve always been present 
solo que tu nunca me viste de frente/ Just you never saw me head on 
me empujaste y vi oscuro / You pushed me and I saw dark
me perdí por mucho tiempo / I was lost for a long time
caminé por los desiertos/ I walk through the deserts 
pero estoy naciendo desde el polvo/ But I'm being born from the dust
porque ahora estoy hecha de fuego / Cuz now I’m made of fire
de las cenizas me convierto / From the ashes I become

que todos escuchen mi silencio/ Let everyone hear my silence

estoy hecha de fuego / I’m made of fire
de las cenizas me convierto / From the ashes I became 
estoy hecha de fuego / I’m made of fire
de las cenizas me convierto / From the ashes I became 

que empiece el juego de nuevo / I get stronger with every attempt  
me tiraste hacia atrás y comencé de nuevo / You pushed me back and I started again 
pero ahora estoy hecha de fuego / But now I'm made of fire 
de las cenizas me convierto / From the ashes I become

the serpent day

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