Enoding

The Lamb

I thought we were doing just fine
All the things I was feeling inside
Until you went and crossed the line
Now I sit alone in this room waiting to die...waiting to

Now I can never forgive you
After all the shit you put me through
I'm never doing this again

This pain is killing me
I can't live in deceit 
Refuse to live in the past
All penance paid in the Aftermath (x2)

Shaking slowly as I walk away silent
Angry words dissolve with the echoing
Clenched fists ensure there's no violence
Bite your tongue until it starts to bleed...it starts to

How could you do this to me
Now all I am is incomplete
I can't do this again

This pain is killing me
I can't live in deceit 
Refuse to live in the past
All penance paid in the Aftermath (x2)

Sorry
There's nothing left of you and me
Darling
Why can't you let me be

This pain is killing me
I can't live in deceit 
Refuse to live in the past
All penance paid in the Aftermath (x2)

The Aftermath

Twisted thoughts seeded deep in my mind
Dripping black feeding hatred and spite
All alone...is this misery mine?

Their call is deafening, my will does bend
Taking pleasure...inflicting this dread
Forgotten memories, but lapses in pain

Without you there is nothing...
Left of me, Left for me, Left in me
Nothing to break my fall

My Fragile sanity frayed
Faceless voices echoing the melancholy 
My Fragile sanity frayed
Faceless voices echoing the melancholy 

All around me, the scent of the grim
Paying tribute...to the master his whim
now reveling in the beauty of sin

Unto others I transfer the pain
find tranquility...their suffering remains
reflect all this hate, but the image is the same

Without you there is nothing...
Left of me, Left for me, Left in me
Nothing to break my fall

My Fragile sanity frayed
Faceless voices echoing the melancholy
My Fragile sanity frayed
Faceless voices echoing the melancholy

Without you there is nothing...
Left of me, Left for me, Left in me
Nothing to break my fall

My Fragile sanity frayed
Faceless voices echoing the melancholy
My Fragile sanity frayed
Faceless voices echoing the melancholy

Frayed

Thoughts flee into the shadows, crimson tide
Words feelings and actions, suicide
Grossly unpredictable maze of evolution...
Spoiled hearts advancing brain pollution

Gray's the feeling that I cannot hide
Gray's the feeling eating me inside
Gray's my thoughts and the words I say
Everything I am is....X2

 People living a mechanized nightmare
Trying, dying, integrity so rare
Pure thoughts turned to processed lies
Avoid beginnings, no needless goodbyes

Gray's the feeling that I cannot hide
Gray's the feeling eating me inside
Gray's my thoughts and the words I say
Everything I am is....X2

Faceless strangers no need to come closer
Mannequin verbs, conversation posers
screaming decibels into empty ears...
why wont God get me out of here

Gray's the feeling that I cannot hide
Gray's the feeling eating me inside
Gray's my thoughts and the words I say
Everything I am is....X2

Thoughts flee into the shadows, crimson tide
Words feelings and actions, suicide
Grossly unpredictable maze of evolution...
Spoiled hearts advancing brain pollution

Gray's the feeling that I cannot hide
Gray's the feeling eating me inside
Gray's my thoughts and the words I say
Everything I am is....X2

Into The Gray

Into the dreary gray today
Find safety in your mental cage
Feel their eyes as they blister your skin...
Feed the malice from within

Not sympathetic, just synthetic emotions
Beyond pathetic, just like your notions
So tell me? Can you find solance in your twisted soul?

 
Know that you're not alone
Know that you're not alone

 
Foreign voices seeding thoughts of grim
Paranoia bleeding through your skin
Run towards the silence...


Push back the righteous
ignore their sentiments
Invite the solitude as you stand alone to the end
Invite the solitude as you fester from within


Not sympathetic, just synthetic emotions
Beyond pathetic, just like your notions
So tell me? Can you find solance in your twisted soul?


Resolved to be passive
Your body is frozen still
Life's too short to be filled with regret



Not sympathetic, just synthetic emotions
Beyond pathetic, just like your notions
So tell me? Can you find solance in your twisted soul?


Know that you're not alone
Know that you're not alone

Not Alone

A pensive gaze installed upon your face belies the fact that...
inside you're empty
Delve deeper into the beauty of your  ruination
Your sullen eyes are just a decoration

Rend all of reason, for your sorrows it's blamed
Your odd mentality is easier to explain 
without the honest disdain of conscious thought...you are lost...

That tortured soul of yours is so last season...
you idolize the esoteric with no reason
Why hold onto the past that you abandoned
Why ruminate over what could have been?

Rend all of reason, for your sorrows it's blamed
Your odd mentality is easier to explain 
without the honest disdain of conscious thought...you are lost...

Your own delusions run through you like a virus
infecting everything you do and say..
why can't you see beyond the self inflicted pain
your wretched feelings remain

Rend all of reason, for your sorrows it's blamed
Your odd mentality is easier to explain 
without the honest disdain of conscious thought...you are lost...

The Lost

Solitary confinement in my head
Melancholy refinement till I'm dead

Chaos bleeding into sanity
Falling further away from reality
Borders building beyond vanity
Clawing, can't escape my misery

Surreptiously violent...the acts that I dread
Never ending the cycle, the fire is fed....

Chaos bleeding into sanity
Falling further away from reality
Borders building beyond vanity
Clawing, can't escape my misery

Scattered pieces my tortured soul screaming
Veiled vision my motives are scheming
Scattered pieces my tortured soul screaming
Veiled vision my motives are scheming

Hope is lost as the light begins to bend
Endless suffering, until the very end

Chaos bleeding into sanity
Falling further away from reality
Borders building beyond vanity
Clawing, can't escape my misery

Misery

Sentenced to suffer in silence...
I wear a smile to hide the fact that
inside everything is broken...
Such misery can't be spoken

Haunted by all the wounds that will never mend..
Killing time as I wait for the end.

Heavy the load that I carry 
I block the feeling to keep up pace with 
All the people that seem ordinary
afraid their eyes will pierce right through me

Haunted by all the wounds that will never mend..
Killing time as I wait for the end.

Haunted by all the wounds that will never mend..
Killing time as I wait for the end.

Vulnerable and exposed to the marrow
My fall from sanity numbs out the sorrow
Until the ritual repeats tomorrow
repeats tomorrow



Till The End

As I look in your opaque eyes
As we fake through another day
All the feelings I have had died
I don't know how much more I'll take...

I realized I couldn't take it much longer
And in the aftermath I am now much stronger
These memories, just wont seem to fade

Remember when we'd stay up talking through the night
Wasting time, waiting for the morning light
Lost in thought and in each others' troubled lives
Watching...but no answers in sight

But truthfully you chose to travel all alone...
And honestly I hope that you will find your way back home...

Delving deeper into your mind
Falling further away from me
Searching for what you'll never find
Waiting for what will set me free..

I realized I couldn't take it much longer
And in the aftermath I am now much stronger
These memories, just wont seem to fade

Remember when we'd stay up talking through the night
Wasting time, waiting for the morning light
Imagine if we'd told each other what we meant
Breaking down, searching for an easy fix

But truthfully you chose to travel all alone...
And honestly I hope that you will find your way back home...

My thoughts are labored and my heart is muted
My thoughts are labored and your memory's dead...X4

The Way Home

Overcome by the knowledge I seek
dwelling where the shadows are real
I scream but no one hears me...

Such twisted spells I weave
It's witchcraft, witchcraft
Tormented by the Beast
It's witchcraft, it's witchcraft
Black heart, it seldom beats
In darkness run me red
Such twisted I weave 
It's witchcraft, witchcraft

Weave a circle around me thrice 
and free me from this place...
By my will, show me to thy face

Weave a circle around me thrice 
and bring me to my place...

Trapped in a delirious wake
I am drained of all I can be...
Lost in this Earthly plane...

The Four surround me 
The Flames above, the Earth below
I am the heart of everything that I have known
The Four surround me 
The Wind above, the Waves below
I am the heart of everything that I have known

Weave a circle around me thrice 
and free me from this place...
By my will, show me to thy face

Weave a circle around me thrice 
and bring me to my place...
Bring me to my place

Spirits and powers of the light
Attend and witness this ritual
Bear my wishes to the nameless one
Spirits and powers of the light
Attend and witness this ritual
Bear my wishes to the nameless one

Such twisted spells I weave
It's witchcraft, witchcraft
Tormented by the Beast
It's witchcraft, it's witchcraft
Black heart, it seldom beats
In darkness run me red
Such twisted I weave 
It's witchcraft, witchcraft

The Four surround me 
The Flames above, the Earth below
I am the heart of everything that I have known
The Four surround me 
The Wind above, the Waves below
I am the heart of everything that I have known

Witchcraft

Bodies spinning across starlit skies
Beauty falling into eyes
Begging time to halt its hands

As we dance under the moonlight
the stars begin to sway
Underneath the guise of this night
I wish that we could stay...
In a place where the heavens fall
and the Earth shakes from the beat of my heart
That's where we'll start

Treescape twirling in the dark
Trading secrets with the bark
Tesselations in the wind
These constellations we live in

As we dance under the moonlight
the stars begin to sway
Underneath the guise of this night
I wish that we could stay...
In a place where the heavens fall
and the Earth shakes from the beat of my heart
That's where we'll start

Bodies spinning across starlit skies
Beauty falling into eyes
Begging time to halt its hands

As we dance under the moonlight
the stars begin to sway
Underneath the guise of this night
I wish that we could stay...
In a place where the heavens fall
and the Earth shakes from the beat of my heart
That's where we'll start

These constellations
Underneath the guise of night
These constellations

Shakes with the beating of my heart
These constellations
These constellations
I wish that we could stay
In constellations
These constellations
These constellations we live in...

Constellations

An empty bullet shell
Is all you left of me
A fired gun in mental hell
Killing all of my sanity

15 minutes inside my head
multitudes of melancholy moments that I dread
crashing in like the waters of the sea,
Riptides won't set me Free...

I can't forgive you for all that you've done and
I won't rest until your life is undone
These memories seem to suffocate me
All the lies I found just keep dragging me down

I'll make you feel the pain I have inside
Until these feelings subside
I'll make you feel the pain I have inside
Until these feelings subside

A novel of emotions
The pages are all white
Go through the motions
Will I ever be alright?

10 minutes inside my mind
A thousand memories move beyond the line
Come flooding back like a wave, even Noah couldn't tame
Whirlpools and currents are driving me insane...insane...

I can't forgive you for all that you've done and
I won't rest until your life is undone
These memories seem to suffocate me
All the lies I found just keep dragging me down

I'll make you feel the pain I have inside
Until these feelings subside
I'll make you feel the pain I have inside
Until these feelings subside

It will never be the same
There is only you to blame
I am tired of this pain
All the actions done in vain

5 minutes inside my life
Filled with nothing but anguish and strife
You're gonna meet the same fate, 
Fire and brimstone with every breath you take...

I can't forgive you for all that you've done and
I won't rest until your life is undone
These memories seem to suffocate me
All the lies I found just keep dragging me down

Time is dripping away...

Turbulent Waters

Seven Days times seventy-seven, my soul it wonders how
How cruel intentions can taint this flesh, and you're nowhere to be found.


So where the fuck have you been?
It's been far too long to rest
I fought and lost this war without you
Soon there'll be nothing left


Forgive those who trespass against us, well your verdict is hard for me to take
Like a bullet shot from point blank, from this despair I cannot escape.


So where the fuck have you been?
It's been far too long to rest
I fought and lost this war without you
Soon there'll be nothing left


I'm waiting, I'm praying, debating, on staying...


Where were you... You know the shit I've been through
I called you... To warn you of what I must do.


From the flames and suffering, you can't save me from this demise
Your sacred words from lips of lies, cannot muffle these tortured cries.


So where the fuck have you been?
It's been far too long to rest
I fought and lost this war without you
Soon there'll be nothing left


So where the fuck have you been?
Seven Days is long without you
I fuckin' fought this war without you
Soon there'll be nothing left.
So where the fuck have you been?
So where the fuck have you been?
So where the fuck have you been?
Seven Days is long without you.

Ohhhhoohhhh
OhhhhOhhAhhhhohh
Ohhhhoohhhh
Seven Days is long without you.


Where were you?
Where were you? 
I called you... To warn you of what I must do.

TheSeverance

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