.Dead Star Diary. - Persistance

Bass-Elijah Figgers
Drums-Aden Walker
Guitars-Liam Rita and Jude Rita
Keyboard-Matthew Bartley
Vocals-Liam Rita, Jude Rita, Aden walker, and Matthew Bartley


Recorded Mixed and Mastered by Jonas Vece
(@secondbornsound on IG)

The Only One I Wanted To Sign My Yearbook Was Sadie Todd

“love you from mom and dad” 
come in you’re safe now, the worlds not to trust (you)
i lay back to my dreams, it’s out of this world
I know kids your age, change phases like the moon
but when you find who you really are, It’s out of this world
It’s out of this world, It’s out of this world
it’s out of this world, It’s out of this world
It’s out of this world, It’s out of this world
It’s out of this world, It’s out of this world
time flies by, some say “get out and change world”
I love you from mom and dad, I love you from mom and dad

Love you from Mom and Dad

You have my word and you have my truth
Let your heart out and bear your fruit
I am yours until I die
She is mine named by July

I have ran through this grueling path
Hold my hand my love understand
Hate is for me and love is for you
You told me ten lies I told you 10000 truths
Kiss me, hold me, love me sincerely 
Tie my hands and beat me severely 
I scream your name 7 8 0 3 
To hope one day you mean nothing to me

I can’t see anyone the same anymore
It’s like we died we decay like before
Her bloody eyes is all I want to see
When I sleep, her body lays upon me

But I don’t care if you don’t
And I don’t feel if you don’t

iwish iwas still w u demo

die, emperor! die!_the way she disappeared...

I’ll see you soon I’ll see you never

Song 3

“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. 
Website: https://www.tomeofstars.net/

The third section of “Tome of Stars“ is “Sporogenesis”, a haphazard chronicle of the years 2011–2020. It marks a shift from the cataclysm of “Senescence" into a period of withdrawal and emotional hibernation, its eleven sonnets seeking to reflect the padam of the collection’s bharatanatyam-inspired structure.

This sonnet marks a profound moment of vulnerability and trauma. Written after the poet’s introspection during the pandemic lockdown, it captures his attempt to explain his past failings in love in the context of deep psychological damage from childhood trauma. The speaker opens himself through a written letter, earnestly believing this revelation may bring his beloved to appreciate fully his love for her. The poem narrates not only the introspective awakening but also the subsequent pain of receiving no reply. In that silence, the beloved’s absence becomes newly devastating, not only as loss of presence, but as an indifference to the poet’s most sacred truth and profound trauma. The final couplet brings this pain into a physical metaphor, ending with the speaker’s torment persisting in the face of emotional annihilation.

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Lyrics

In quarantine’s long shadow, time transformed.
My mind embarked on quests through sleepless nights,
Exploring past mistakes, ardor deformed,
Unearthing reasons for our stillborn light.

In dream-wrought worlds, some truths I’d come to find;
I loved you worthy of a mythic tale,
But could not shatter shackles on my mind,
Nor unmake fiend’s corruptions and prevail.

My thirteen pages bled from mangled heart,
Confessed in raw vulnerability;
No lack of love had ripped our worlds apart,
But shadows cast by past monstrosity.  

Long years this open wound, where’s your reply?
Starved vultures rend my flesh. Yet I don’t die!

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Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Bandcamp:

Item 1, Anthesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anthesis-item-1-of-tome-of-stars
Item 2, Senescence: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/senescence-item-2-of-tome-of-stars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/sporogenesis-item-3-of-tome-of-stars
Item 4, Anemochory: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anemochory-item-4-of-tome-of-stars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/quixotosis-item-5-of-tome-of-stars
Item 6, Scripture: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/scripture-item-6-of-tome-of-stars

Unanswered

"Frogs symbolize transformation, emotional healing, intuition, and are associated with personal growth, cleansing, and rebirth."
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LYRICS:
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Croak in the shadows
Coak in the heat
Something’s coming up — 

Frogs in the street
Frogs in the street

Rain hits the pavement
Banners in the sky
Croak for tomorrow
Leap for a lie

Frogs don’t freeze
We rise from the mud
Every ribbit’s a warning
A positive flood

Portland Nights
Got the rhythm
Got the spark

Paint on the walls
Singing loud in the dark

Cycle of change 
In the echo of our feet
Prophecy croaks — 

Frogs in the street

Frogs in the street! 
Rebirth in the riot
Frogs in the street! 
No peace
We won’t quiet

From the mud we leap
From the storm we speak
The sign is alive — 

Frogs in the street!  

Green little prophets on a city block
Croakin’ out freedom
Tickin’ like a clock

Luck in the air
Omens in the rain
Croak against the system
Croak against the chain

They say “law and order"
We say “ribbit, please"  
Comedy strikes harder 
Than gas clouds sting

The future’s am'phibian
You can hear it repeat
A thousand voices — 

Frogs in the street!

ICE… ICE… BABY 
ribbit, ribbit
ICE… ICE… BABY 
ribbit, ribbit
ICE… ICE… BABY 
ribbit, ribbit
ICE… ICE… BABY 

Yo Frog check it
Freaky Frog ribbit
Leap to the mic 
And the crowd gets with it

ICE on patrol
But we hop
Don’t stop
Croakin’ revolution 
On the Portland block

Stop, listen — 
Hear that croak
Truth in the joke 
And the joke is woke

From the pond to the protest
Frogs unite
Comedy’s the weapon 
And the future’s bright

ICE… ICE… BABY ribbit, ribbit 
ICE… ICE… BABY ribbit, ribbit 
ICE… ICE… BABY ribbit, ribbit 

Ribbit real loud
Let the city shake
Rebirth croaks 
Make the power quake
They got cages
But frogs got feet
Leaping over fences — 
Frogs in the street!  

ICE… ICE… BABY
BABY BABY 

Luck’s on our side
Future’s in reach
Croakin’ out wisdom 
That the schools can’t teach

You can’t drown a chorus
Can’t freeze the beat
Better watch your back — 

Frogs in the street!  

Frogs in the street! 
Rebirth in the riot
Frogs in the street! 
No peace
We won’t quiet

From the mud we leap
From the storm we speak
The sign is alive — 

Frogs in the street!  

ICE… ICE… BABY BABY BABY 
ICE… ICE… BABY BABY BABY 
ICE… ICE… BABY BABY BABY 
ICE… ICE… BABY BABY BABY 
ribbit… ribbit
ribbit... ribbit 

Frogs in the street!

ICE… ICE… BABY BABY BABY 

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Frogs in the Street

This is father figure's demo released in 2012
You can download it here: http://www1.zippyshare.com/v/83373753/file.html
I own nothing, all credit/rights belong to father figure

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