Please keep going bro we all here for you

thank you bro, i will as soon as possible🖤

produced by xmichaelwarren

lyrics:

Tell me "can you hold on?"
Don't think I can go on
Don't know where I belong
Stuck around for too long
I'm not someone you should lean on
I think you should wean off
Don't know what you needed
I can't fucking keep up
2x

This not the place I want to be
I hate it when you talk to me
I don't need your company
I hate it when you come at me
Can't believe you were a friend to me
Now you turned into my enemy
Cuz you don't know what you meant to me
I don't care what you been telling me
I don't want that many friends in the first place
They gon try to tell me what to do I'll do it my way
I don't fucking listen I don't care what they gotta say
I don't give a fuck if I'm the person that they all hate

She been calling she been asking if I'm coming back
Said she been crying she been tryna keep her heart intact
I'm not the one that she been looking for and it's too bad
I had to leave because I'm scared that I might get attached
I been up for way too long I been losing sleep
There's just so much going on that I've been feeling weak
I don't think I could forget what you said to me
That when I'm not around you said you feel incomplete

Tell me "can you hold on?"
Don't think I can go on
Don't know where I belong
Stuck around for too long
I'm not someone you should lean on
I think you should wean off
Don't know what you needed
I can't fucking keep up
2x

wean off (prod. xmichaelwarren)

@rouri404

(maxime)
you left me open cut me open like a surgeon
cut so fucking deep now its got me hurting
yeah i didnt deserve this always lookin at it wrong
like did you deserve this?
yeah im uncertain get the money
then you know im fuckin splurgin
on a never ending cycle self destruction
blow it up escape this rut and then im running
now i fuckin run shit

(rouri404)
cut 2 deep blood puddled 2 my ankles
constant state of panic
Know id do it if u say so
anxious throwin up always say we goin up
know I used 2 give a fuck 
now I just want on that payroll 
clawing out my eyes at the sight of seein u with him
sun will never rise if I don’t admit 
2 myself that I need 2 get over this shit

self destruction w/ rouri404 (p. jolst)

falling from the top floor,
wings out like a deadman
wishing that we talked more
don't get second chances
screaming til my voice is goin numb ain't that romantic
car wreck, put me in a panic

veins grow sick,
our bodies run the risk
like cut wrists,
bones break like branches in the wind
roots cave in like the ribs under my skin
chopped down leaves falling to the ground
mind clouded again

never been for conflict
shooting at the stars going cosmic
you saw my last text why u toxic
if you don't have the answer why you tlking?

growing pains hunger grip my stomach and my sides, i can't take it anymore i'm havun thoughts of suicide, i'm still walking with a chip, you talking shit i'm gonna slide, yeah these vultures leaving nest, the way these bullets gonna fly

ain't not time to waste
another second with you sounds like such a pain
and everytime i'm feeling scared i run away, got too much pressure on my head hair turning grey, it's such a waste

veins grow sick,
our bodies run the risk
like cut wrists,
bones break like branches in the wind
roots cave in like the ribs under my skin
chopped down leaves falling to the ground
mind clouded again

Growing Pains

Growing Pains (prod. Arey)

take off the cape you not a hero
through the chest i take an arrow
think that im the one not me
the halls are getting narrow
look in the mirror hate it so much
what i wanted so desperately
i hate it all i wanna disappear and 
never come back i wanna change it all
and make it so i never relapsed
i hate this pressure and this pain
feels like a damn heart attack
say this life is what its worth that 
there's no damn string attached
i feel attached to a puppeteer
life pulled by strings a decision i fear
no point in crying over nonsense
i wont shed a tear i feel just like a project

you say that theres no strings attached
you lied to my face broken by the past (x2)

and i lost my way of life 
where do i go from here
i cant sleep at night

art by moosekleenex on deviantart

strings attached (p. 19hearts)

oh my god no i did it again
now u dont fuck wit me and i hate all ur friends 
guess i fell in the cycle again
i knew it was the end
but it felt so perfect in your bed
now ur just a past acquaintance in my head 
bitch dont talk to me im not ur friend 
but for u id do it all agaiiiinnnn

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

it was just a matter of time before u fell back into his arms

do u feel any sort of sorrow for the man u left with scars? 

but i dont care anymore 
atleast ur not in my hair anymore 
atleast ur not in my bed anymore 
cuz the thought of u makes me drop to the floor 
i feel it down to my core

no i dont care anymore 
atleast that dumb bitch not in my head
anymore 
at least ur not in my bed anymore 
with every thought of u i fall down to the floooor

and imma get the bag imma do what i do
imma do it on my own bitch i dont need u
fuck me over again and again till my thoughts are all blue
if i ignore ur dumbass bitch ill never lose

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

bleed

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by me
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-Lyrics-


[Intro]

I'm just so curious
I have no idea if you really love me


[Hook]

Is it really hard to live?
I don't know!
Do you really love me girl?
You should know....
That I really always take you serious
I didn't tell you that my heart is so delirious
Cause you should know (cause you should know)
My heart got poisened, thats why I don't trust, easily

Is it really hard to live?
I don't know!
Do you really love me girl?
You should know....
That I really always take you serious
I didn't tell you that my heart is so delirious
Cause you should know (cause you should know)
My heart got poisened, thats why I don't trust, easily


[Verse]

My heart got poisened
It's like a long way (It's such a long way)
To get back to you
I might never guna make it

You had enough of me
That's why you dropped me
I just don't understand
Why is this world so bad?

Why do I have to do this?
I'm lonely in my room and
I don't know whats right and wrong
Am I the only one?

I'm just a boy in love
I hope you feel the same
You SAID it's alright
I don't wanna FIGHT (Fi-Fight)

[Hook]

Is it really hard to live?
I don't know!
Do you really love me girl?
You should know....
That I really always take you serious
I didn't tell you that my heart is so delirious
Cause you should know (cause you should know)
My heart got poisened, thats why I don't trust, easily

Is it really hard to live?
I don't know!
Do you really love me girl?
You should know....
That I really always take you serious
I didn't tell you that my heart is so delirious
Cause you should know (cause you should know)
My heart got poisened, thats why I don't trust, easily

Delirious

“rest” is a single revolved around kuriosity and a new girl (shocker) and revolves around kuriosity’s dread and confusion within this friendship. feeling as if he can’t run and has no where to go due to his extreme affection kuriosity again follows route and hurts himself in the process. a prelude to the “aphrodite” series on “kuri” 

(drmabeats + johnny friend)

u make me wonder, where’d the time go?
bed-ridden eyes glued on my iphone i-
feel like im walking on a tight rope 
no text no calls so vile
i cant go to bed
“hush”
with you in my head
god i need some rest
god i need your hand.

and imma fuck up
running on no love 
ur so stuck up
im too deep and i cant run
yea i feel like u know what i want
(and she wont text me back so im lighting a blunt)

ik sorry friends ive been working on myself 
ive been fighting my purpose 
ive been focused on my health 
and i hope you’re all fine i hope you’re doing well
there’s only one on my mind but would she even help? 

u make me wonder, where’d the time go?
bed-ridden eyes glued on my iphone i-
feel like im walking on a tight rope 
no text no calls so vile
i cant go to bed
“hush”
with you in my head
god i need some rest
god i need your hand.

im going nowhere, and they all know
this shits unfair, ive got a lot to show 
how could i make a impact if ive got no home
(and how the fuck could i proceed if ive got no road)

fuck friends fuck her, bitch im on my own
guess ill just be another junkie laying on the road
and i can see it in your eyes that you u hate my soul
and i can see it in their eyes that they want me below

(fuck friends fuck her bitch im on my own
guess ill just be another junkie laying on the road
and i can see it in your eyes that you u hate my soul
and i can see it in their eyes that they- hush

the pretty ass hook repeats again i love it so much (:

rest

premonition (yungspoiler)

nail polish w/Wondir (on every platform available!!)

prod. by me

lyrics:

cigarettes for fun
got me kinda fucked
never had a choice
and i feel so fake

tyrna die young
im always on the run
never take advice
it feels too lame

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 


always having fun now
never ever shut down
never learned for life
i think i might just drop out 

always run around now
never ever think loud
never had the guts to be like this
you know me?

always run away
never solved my problems
cigarettes all the same
cause i know they kill me

never liked the taste of life
imma make it okay
never liked the taste of time
imma make it decay

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 

Delirious

evolving (phase 2/5) aka Star

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