the broomsticks alive
we’re dancing tonight
a poor substitute for you

the deeper i dive
the harder i fight
the surface is out of view

candles in the dark
you light them solemnly
oh my meadowlark
harmonize with me
i think i see the stars
but it might just be a dream
candles in the dark
won’t you light them, darling please

slowly i strive
for days to be bright
for worries far and few

on this road i drive
hoping i take flight
to set sail away with you

candles in the dark
you light them solemnly
oh my meadowlark
harmonize with me
i think i see the stars
but it might just be a dream
candles in the dark
won’t you light them, darling please

candles in the dark

first bloom

red bull and jack daniels
i threw out the user manual
now i’m all alone and i’m missing you

i get so insecure
and i’m just trying to stay pure
tight jeans on your knees
and you’re begging me please
buying alcohol at the grocery store
you’re knocking on a door
i just don’t answer

blacked out in a basement apartment
don’t start with me don’t start
car keys on the floor of the restaurant
parking lots and empty shopping centres
i always saw us ending up together
budget cuts and best luck on your
future endeavours i’ll love you forever

i’ll be with you all in due time

budget cuts

europe in the spring
you know i’d give you anything
orange tulips and red roses
silver diamond ring
like cadillacs and razorbacks
forget me nots and take me backs
stolen virtue minuscule
in grand schemes and swimming pools
dusk to dawn march to may
giving everything away
sullen gods, holy rose
christmas eve, adipose (i suppose)

cover art from peter rabbit by beatrix potter

europe in the spring

produced by blayney - https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/94TyH3tZEuqRq7BfA

mended fences (prod. blayney)

flockin (prod. blayney)

2008 hathaway
i’ve got my eye on you
don’t run away 
whips and chains
annie in the afternoon
strange mercy for two

for two

2011 i was in heaven
not a care left in the world
2014 super boring
nothing else left to be found
2016 just left me wishing 
for someone like her
2019 super frightening
til september came around

like 2008 hathaway
on that magazine cover again
don’t make me wait
let me in
i wanna be your your friend
will you love me til the end

love me til the end

2008 hathaway

kata hajime (prod. blayney)

written and produced by blayney i just sang it

bout me (prod. blayney)

goodbye

all i really need
is property and feed
and a couple happy people
standing beside me
all i can see
peach trees and blueberries
the beginning of a garden
built with you 

ohh have you heard the news
the world’s found a new point of view
i’m in love with you
are you in love too?
i said are you in love too?

r u i n l o v e 2

give me the autumn romance
that i’ve always wanted
on halloween i’ll scare you
til you swear my love is haunted 
we can kiss under maple trees 
as we walk through the park
wear hand knit sweaters
and slow dance in the dark
watch how the dying leaves
fall beneath our feet

autumn romance

i don't care if i never wake up again
no i don't care if i never wake up again
no i really don't care if i never wake up again
don't matter to me

quit lying, why you playing pretend
quit trying, you'll never be my friend
you're dying, to get there in the end
quit lying, why you playing pretend

i won't care if i never wake up again
no i won't care if i never wake up again
no i really won't care if i never wake up again
doesn't matter to me
doesn't matter to me

all by me, guitar and vocals, raw, unmixed, unmastered, recorded on voice memos with an iphone x mic

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never wake up again

everything's beautiful

the back of my hand

every ounce of me
holds a tragedy
my feet can't touch the ground

every part of me
is a parody
mimicking someone else's sound

pound for pound i know
i could go toe to toe
with the best of em

everything i see
is a charity
so don't act so proud

all i wanna be
is a citrus tree
with roots deep in the ground

pound for pound i know
i could go toe to toe
with the best of em

best of em

i got the wrong kind of cabbage
but it should turn out fine
the best things in life
take effort and time

we take all the spices
mix ‘em together
fermentation takes longer
in cold winter weather

we knead and knead
til the blend starts to bleed
creating the life
on which it’ll feed

we put it all away 
in it’s mason jar prison
and say a prayer together
to ward off botulism

once a week passes
it’ll all be set free
then we can enjoy
our kimchi

kimchi <3

kimchi

there are 32 principles to understand 
in mastering the art of unarmed combat
and subsequently the art of life

"it is better to be a warrior in a garden, 
than to be a gardener in a war"

all songs recorded as iphone voice memos
unedited vocals and raw acoustic guitar

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grandmaster

centerline

mobility

kuzushi

frame

river

clock

velocity

connection

umbrella couples
walking together 
through the storm

plastic coverings
and their loving
keeps them warm

take it one step at a time
as long as i’ve got you by my side
my feet may be wet but i stay dry
take it one step at a time


featuring bass and electric guitar from the legend cgmaness

inspiration and cover art taken from “klara and the sun” by kazuo ishiguro

<3 theta

umbrella couples (feat. cgmaness)

the late night theatres are waterfalls
they tell the same jokes every night
locks for the river that runs along broadway
i stand on the street and get hit by the flood
just like my father did, waiting for my mother
i do it now, waiting for you
you exit the theatre once in a blue moon 
yesterday i heard you say i’ll see you tomorrow
but i might have misheard what you said after all

sometimes i think that it’s always been there
growing like a fungus, always by my side
just like a dog, or a strange younger brother
i wonder if one day it will have to die
i keep a fish in a bottle by my bed
i release it in the stream 
under the wooden bridge
i release it in the stream
once it gets too big

the late night theatres are waterfalls
they tell the same jokes every night
locks for the river that runs along broadway
i stand on the street and get hit by the flood
just like my father did, waiting for my mother
i do it now, waiting for you
just like my father did, waiting for my mother
i do it now, waiting for you

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about a dream

i don't have no friends and i don't have a scene
i try to go to bed but i can't fall asleep
it's not a nightmare but it's a bad dream
so don't you dare talk to me

walking down the street and i hit my head
before i get to barton i'm seeing red
thinking that i might just end up dead
so don't you dare talk to me

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before i get to barton

peach plum pear (joanna newsom cover)

english ivy
grows inside me
and i’m wondering what it means

helix turning
rome is burning
am i living in a dream

california king
i know everything
except how to love you

in light of the tide
my life was a cloud
blocking out the sun

so I caught a ride
on a semi truck
down hi way 61

in search of the sea foam
A hollywood dream home
my eyes stay closed
my nails stay clean

california king
don’t mean a thing
let the surf 
roll over you

<3 theta

california king

entheogenic psychonaught - https://soundcloud.com/josh-clary-1
llanpsych - https://soundcloud.com/llanpsych
cgmaness - https://soundcloud.com/user-419254289-15129531

i rest my head
so many days spent like this
i rest my head 
on the pillow

another day gone to seed
what is it that i need
to flower and to bloom
alone in my room

desperate for anything
a pair of homemade wings
let me fly
close to the sun

just like sisyphus
i’m only a myth
lost at sea
like some sort of odyssey

the pillow (prod. entheogenic psychonaught, llanpsych, & cgmaness)

apple music - https://music.apple.com/ca/artist/theta-state/1603147214  
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/6auVcUrUnQDTMp3PtMTAq4

after dad had that first
real bad heart attack
when the rain didn’t stop
falling til june
you’d slowly read your bible
and i’d sit right beside ya
staring at your face
all afternoon

we’d walk outside and 
i’d see his ghost
in the sky, in your eyes, 
in your hope
you knew he’d recover
but he couldn’t take another
i don’t wanna watch him die

i left when i
knew i could go
drift away on that
long winding road 
made a lot of friends
i can say that i know
but i know which friends
i love the most 

willows weep
by the riverside
dew drops fall
morning drifts on by

if you call that name of mine
i’ll be right back by your side

<3 theta

i'd be nothing without my horse

video on youtube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6PYrsbUgrNc&ab_channel=thetastate

apple music - https://music.apple.com/ca/artist/theta-state/1603147214

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/6auVcUrUnQDTMp3PtMTAq4

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tiktok - tiktok.com/@thetastate

dear god i’m a fraud
about to be exposed
to everyone i love

act tough and play rough
think i’ve bottled up too much 
think i’ve had enough

i’m not brave i’m just saved
some things i’ll take them to my grave
i’ll take them to my grave

and in my mind time after time
i find myself calling out to you
and my life has many stories
some i wish they weren’t true
and i may come off neurotic
but it’s just what i do
i know practice makes perfect
just like 2 times 2, 

and the back of my hand
you hold it close love you the most
got no demands
your wish is my command

<3 theta

the back of my hand (video version)

apple music - https://music.apple.com/ca/artist/theta-state/1603147214

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/6auVcUrUnQDTMp3PtMTAq4

youtube -
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCijrGARJLC1sGE_3Cu3eO-g

instagram - instagram.com/thetastate222

tiktok - tiktok.com/thetastate

you don’t know what i have in store
fate’s been knocking at my door
you ask me the reason why
i don’t ever wanna lie to you

take me in take me apart
feel the beating of my heart
give you my skin give you my art
swear i knew right from the start

blankets wrap around my form
they do their best to keep me warm
pestilence and locusts swarm
no longer one the page is torn

to all those that i knew before
i am gone i am no more

<3 theta

to all those that i knew before

cover of au revoir (adios) by the front bottoms

video on instagram, tiktok, and youtube

linktr.ee/thetastate

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au revoir (adios) [front bottoms cover]

apple music - https://music.apple.com/ca/artist/theta-state/1603147214
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/6auVcUrUnQDTMp3PtMTAq4

lyrics:

takashi or haruki
i feel you looking through me
peering in a window to my soul

burma or myanmar
i want to drive a fast car
what’s the point in ever going slow

taciturn or talkative
nothing can be provocative
when that’s your only goal

images or written words
oh to be a little bird
unfettered by gravity

ophelia, ophelia
what’s that lovely song 
of yours i hear
ophelia, ophelia
there’s nothing more to say
to you my dear

slowly i approach it
monotone and hopeless
some sort of freedom
just beyond me

a pen that won’t cooperate
syllables a sullen state
i haven’t made anything
new for several days

tolkien murdered tolstoy
in the eyes of all the young boys
nabokov is laughing
from his calf leather chair

kim jiyoung born 1982
look what you made me do
speaking in a voice
that’s not my own

murakami, murakami
creating something out 
of thin air
a tsunami, a tsunami
of lived experiences
women share

<3 theta

fiction//reality

welcome to the lofi garden

(flying)

all written, recorded, and produced by me unless stated otherwise

thetastate222@gmail.com

theta θ state

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