and i live, someone else's days 

and i write someone else's fate

you don't like all the things that make me who i am

bedroom recording with garageband! :D
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houses don't exist, they're only nightmares 
and i'll be a kid forever 

don't make me melt, like butter trapped inside the walls 
it is almost 90 

when my heart is gone, and my mouth is dead 
i'll stay inside your room 

when my heart is gone, and my mouth is dead 
i just can't leave your room 

even if it's in my head, don't call me a liar 

absence fills, a lonely heart that's made of stone 
better to feel nothing

credits

released April 9, 2020

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i'll be a kid forever

cover of aphasia from when i was 15

worthless demo

i would make a drawing 
if i could've captured 
the graveyard inside your eyes 
that made me walk away 

i thought i was broken 
turns out i'm just changing 
the grass will grow 
and shoes get small
and i'll just slowly die

eternal home

tides turn and i die 
all my dreaming paid off in one single night 
i have proof that i disappeared 
and now i've started to indulge in all my fears

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