Balloon Battle

Video- https://youtu.be/NMzK04vNOKc
Lyrics: 
Dancing on a wire I've got five years to my name to work it out. Sitting on a frame just another piece of proof to talk about. 

If you start running now, It wont do no good.

You think I need a reason like i'm some complicated fool inside my head. That's right I've got my plans to burn it down and build a home instead.

If you start running now, It better be for good.

Always with the ones you'd never associate, Always with the ones you'd never chase.
Always with the ones you'd never associate, Always with the ones you'd never chase.

If I start running now tell me would you chase me, If i start running now would I get away.

Bear with an Animal mask

I'm still pretending that I'm not afraid, If only you could read my mind. I'm stuck pretend that it all make sense, it 's nothing obvious in hindsight. It's not supposed to make sense and that's the point of ignorance. If only you could see what I see in you. You're still pretending that it's all a game wit hall the pieces in your sight. You're stuck pretending that we're all the same and that we're to blame for you. It's not supposed to make sense and that's that point of ignorance. If only I could see what you saw in me.

It's time I found the door or waited on an echo of the words I want to hear. Been calling out your name for what seems like a decade, still ringing in my ear. 
The year has just began, I found my voice again.
I can barely get out of bed with all my wherewithal. 

It's time I found the door or waited on an echo of the words I want to hear. Been calling out your name for what seems like a decade, still ringing in my ear. 
It's time i found the door or waited on an echo, I'm waiting on a sign.

Waiting On An Echo

Track (1/5) off of The Vex Projects - February Fever EP
Lyrics:
Honestly this is anxiety sinking in. Stomach in knots and eyes on the road. 

Is this how it feels when you commit to telling someone they will never understand you? 

So ever day I become more like you, using the words I can't commit to. Open your eyes and see that there's a different story here. 

But if you ask me, I told you so! 

If you not willing to listen I will gladly drown you out. 
Out of sight, You're out of mine. Lying through my teeth. 
Hoping you slip out of this shell you feign to tell me everything okay. 

Honestly, I'm feeling things I've never felt, most of them terrified. 
Is it worth the silent fear of asking question? No! Being present? Please tell me. 

I need to know! 

If you not willing to listen I will gladly drown you out. 
Out of sight, You're out of mine. Lying through my teeth. 
Hoping you slip out of this shell you feign to tell me everything okay. 

Is this a part of the plan with miles and miles to go? 

Honestly this is anxiety sinking in. Stomach in knots and eyes on the road. Is this what it feels like when I realize that I will never under stand?

February Fever - EP

Feign and Anxiety

Hope you like this Instrumental edition of Patience

Patience Instrumental

Crazy.
Check out the video that goes along with this one!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UgLnsuWruXQ

WAXWING

Track (5/5) off of The Vex Projects - February Fever EP
Lyrics-
Coasting, I'm on the other side but what a beautiful start. No, I'd never do this again I'd make the same selfless mistake or so i thought. I knew better, you said slow and I followed suit hoping wed both find our pace.

I hope you don't mind being my subject for a moment just let me check some vitals and see if somethings wrong.

February fever is everywhere making us need this for today but tomorrow we won't belong.

Here's a list of the side effects in part but not limited to: feeling afraid of all the people seeing you and how you're new, evolving paranoia, over thinking every word that comes to mind.
I wish i could turn this off but I want this selfishly, so selfishly.


Would you mind me being your subject for a moment, I'll let you take my vitals please tell me somethings wrong.

February fever is everywhere making us need this for today but tomorrow we won't belong.

And like that you caught me holding my breath.
And like that is was over.

I think this is a little late. But you should know how I feel. So scared to say such simple words "you'll always be beautiful."

[had to re-upload noticed the old one had a volume issue]

Coasting

Another morning at work till I go home then I'm back again. When will I be done? I don't know.
Think! Create! All in a cycle of losing sleep. In this we all relate, yet don't complain. 
Cause I'm here to make this work even if it won't, to make this work even if it won't, to make this work even if it won't work.

I'm not going home tonight; yeah I'm not too far away from one more goal the next unknown! 
If you're willing to take the time, stay up late you don't mind.
It's bright and early go get some sleep the coffee will be waiting.

 I'm here to make this work even if it won't. I'll make this work.

The Closure In Starting Over -EP

I'm Not Going Home Tonight

I can't believe this is happening, I've seen it all before. The words that line my throat can't seem to makes sense of this constant borage of thoughts I think of you. I'm such a fool. 
Cause when I close my eye s at night all I see is your face, it's like a horror film how everything just seem so out of place. And I can't go back to how things used to be you see the impossibilities. 

On your mark get set go time to start this right. You know I'm here for the long ride. I've got this fire like water bubbling up from inside these feelings of mine are butterflies, butterflies. For some reason I cannot contrive how I got to this point in my life just standing staring knowing we could we can.

Well I'm a bit afraid of what comes next but I won't let it break my spirit. I've tried and failed this once before but I know that this is different. So with this my every thought now surfaced here for both of us to see. It's obvious we have something far from the history I've seen. I need you to believe that the cycles only end when you set out of the situations. Let's go somewhere at get lost!

On your mark get set go time to start this right. You know I'm here for the long ride. I've got this fire like water bubbling up from inside these feelings of mine are butterflies, butterflies. For some reason I cannot contrive how I got to this point in my life just standing staring knowing we could we can.

Set sail no destination! Your break but it's our vacation! Do you want to see what's in store, lets travel the world together! Set sail no destination! Kick back with no hesitation! See things you've never seen before, let's travel the world together!

Oh, sometimes I forget my troubles staring in your eyes. Oh, sometimes I can't believe that you're mine. And I'm ready to go girl I booked the tickets, let's hop aboard that sunset express. I had some plans but nothing set in stone. And the truth of it all is I don't care where we end up at next as long as I'm with you, as long as you're with me.
(Dayja Vu)

Dayja Vu (Redux)

How did we get here and I don't mean living, I mean getting carried away. You're so close that I can almost hear the way that you breathe.

But I'm not writer and you're no book. I'll tell you now if I had it my way this space between us would not be. 

How did we get here, sitting in silence you're ignoring every word that I say. It seems this picket fence we wanted is now a boundary for our war. A battle ground.

You're no writer and I'm no book. I'll tell you now if I had it my way this space between us would not cease, this space between us. 

End all your whining! 
It's my fault in the end and I see that I guess a door not enough to bring closure. 
End all your whining! 
Your fault? This is my fault face facts. I'm the one trying to make us both happy again.
End all your whining! 
It's my fault in the end and I see that, guess a door not enough.
A DOOR IS NEVER ENOUGH.

A Door To Solve Our Escapades (Redux)

Hello, mystery behind those Hazel eyes.
As history repeats I'll improvise a way to make you laugh, something so organic it gets by. In time hands collide grasping in the dark,
Looking for their opposing counter part
of the reason I begin was to prove to myself that I could try.

Forward motion, after day's end...

I can't let you breathe and say what you don't mean.
If all this has to end then why would I begin? 

Hello. (You never speak, she'll never know)
Memories that I just can't forget. (And you'll keep orbiting alone). Counting down the days when we first met standing awkwardly entering and exiting your room. 
If I (don't bothering opening your mouth) 
tried to speak the things I really meant, (Just say one word or keep) waiting anxiously for the slightest hint. The words would fall right out above your doorway all of them would loom, above our head so...

Forward motion, after day's end...

I can't let you breathe and say what you don't mean
If all this has to end then why would I begin?

I can't let you breathe and say what you don't mean
But if none of this will end, then where do I begin?

The Orbitals (Redux)

Lovers Spit

I'm tired of waiting on some stream of consciousness to hit me knowing that it wont give any perspective of where I'm from or where i'm going,
I'll find out in the end!

Like lightning in a bottle, a penny in the well.

It's kinda crazy I'm doing the same thing over and over hoping that I might change. To pull the wool out from my eye I'll shrug my shoulders a spiral down the drain.


Like lightning in a bottle, a penny in the well.
It's very nice to meet you, I'm lost if you can't tell.

It's the same stuff: Everyday since I moved here
It's the same stuff: Makes you wanna disappear
It's the same stuff: In and Out for 20 Years
Call my Bluff!

I really wish this perfect urban family mold would break and I'd leak out onto the floor I'd crawl my way outside then look back knowing there's no doubt!

You're lightning in a bottle, just a penny in the well.
I'm done pulling my hair out for a story I can't sell!
No need to say I'm sorry for each feeling that I felt!
I'm done pulling my teeth out, It's time to say farewell!

It's the same stuff: Everyday since I moved here
It's the same stuff: Makes me wanna disappear
It's the same stuff: In and Out for 20 Years
Call my Bluff!

THE BLUFFS

I am a Writer, Producer, Guitarist and Bassist.
associated with bands Melon Soda and Big Red Ants.

The Vex Project

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