I see you standing there 
What's there left to fear?
Clinging to whats left of my hope,
In my hands I hold the rope

And if I should let you in
And if I should give in
I'll confide myself into you
Or I'll watch the sky fade from blue

I feel your eyes pierce right thru me
Is there something more you see?
I'm losing control, I'm breaking down,
They're raping my soul, I'm gonna drown,
What is there left to take?
Heart in pieces, nothing to break
Your fingers interlace with mine,
You say it'll be fine
A part of me won't believe
In the end, everyone leaves

And if I should let you in
And if I should give in
I'll confide myself into you
Or I'll watch my sky fade from blue

I see you standing there
What's this that I fear?
Clinging to whats left of hope,
Around my neck, I hold the rope
Maybe I'll fly,
Maybe I'll die,
This self destruction,
Senseless corruption
Please don't turn away,
What else should I say?
I don't wanna fight,
Don't think I'll make it thru the night,
You've got me in a embrace,
I feel myself sink into place


Should I let you in?
Or should I give in?

And if I should let you in
And if I should give in
I'll confide myself into you
Or I'll watch my sky fade from blue
Letting go of hope and harm,
Around my neck is your rope of arms

This Type of Thinking Could Do Us in

Album: Downtown Pony
He’s pained out
in a million pieces
like the ones I let go
in there, 
I saw the real…oh
somewhere feeling our bones
watch me wait
can’t be anymore
is it all
there’s all this
with all the…oh
as it comes and fades away
all i saw…
it’s all I saw…
now I dream
hes bled out
into a million pieces
like the ones I let go
in there…
somewhere…
in there…
is it all? 
(spoken part) 
Sore inside our bones. There's a ghost within the addict. A world full of thieves, murderers, liars, hypocrites and pieces of shit.
Twisted inside, grinding teeth and skinning ourselves because we can't breathe. Black holes that rain down on our minds and swallows the stars.
We are in a circle of nothing and face full of scars. Red teeth and bloody gums, holes that cover tongues. Face that's turning blue because we are suffocating inside an atmosphere. Poisoned by words and actions.
This sadness will never end. The emergency exit is missing from the earth. So paralyzed with the lack of nothing and oxygen. 



Ice Ache

My remix of Option by Crosses. Totally REDONE.

Op†ion (Narcolep†ic Remix) - Crosses

So hey there's this guy 
he's got a look that caught my eye
we say words to each other every day
i always try to play it cool with what i say
i'll stumble over my words
smile & pretend the mistakes he never heard
he's quite a charmer 
i try to act calmer
not rush into the stars so fast 
cuz lights burn out quickly and won't last

he's got that smile
& i've got more style
but there's a catch i believe
will i ever get what i want 

so hey there's this guy ill walk past
he'll say hello & my heart will beat fast
i don't know how this all started 
or exactly when this numbness parted
he's quick with his hands
& knows when to understand
some days my eyes close & i fall
a good friend, catch me, body & all


he's go that smile
and i've got more style
but theres a catch i believe
will i ever get what i want

so hey, i've got a little more attached 
& i've tried many times to detach
& ill try to dismiss every thought, every feeling
but i find myself looking at him, or looking at the ceiling
& i'm trying to play it cool
return my smile & not look like a fool
i know i like you
i think you know it too 
& i try to play it cool
do i look like an idiot?
do i look like a fool?

i feel embarrassed 
kinda ashamed
when i get happy
when you say my name

i play it cool in my head
but i look like a fool instead

he's got that smile
and i've got more style


 so hey, there's this guy today
but too bad he's probably not even looking my way


Please Let Me Get What I Want

Mistake ink

(Saturday Night) Impulse

Album: A Study of Impulse 

Hide it 
there's nowhere to be seen

vibrations and bare silhouettes
heartache and the loss of stars

now the walls are closing in
and nothings like it was back then

can't shake off this little feeling
between the razors and hugs
and blood that is covered


trying to put it away
let it go
pour this gas on me

When the Stiches Start to Tear

Hey, I like you

Goodbye, New World

7 Words of Expression

Team Sleep - Your Skull is Red (vocal cover)

instrument part : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pb1HuLjEE0c 

Ephixa

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