https://soundcloud.com/pinkpantheress - i must apologize (bl1the and mayten remix)


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i must apologize (+bl1the)

vocals by @bliss05 @arideyes
production by @tosleep

https://open.spotify.com/track/4aUS6AClVFWlqOp6tDaBOD?si=e1a0530fb2254ee3

(b5)
wake up everyday i'm exhausted
sacrifice my heart what it costed
blowing out smoke got me coughing
blowing out smoke now im falling
i just want u and u know that
i been going crazy i cant show that
i dont need help i want my soul back
i dont need help i got my flow back

i just want u and u know that
i been feeling dead i cant show that
i dont need love i need my soul back
if u want me u gotta show that

show that, i done got my flow back
know they all hate me know they stole that
know they all snake me i cant fold back
know they all want me to just go fall

they been hating on me i stood so tall
i just walk around im cold like snowfall
aye the coach put me in im finna go ball
put ur faith in me like a trust fall

(suri)
like a trust fall, me and gang we go hard
stepping out, black fit on the asphalt
when i pull up, she's like oh my godd
i cant trust jack-shit, that's my fault

that's my fault
got a fit in the vault
when we pull up stand tall
spending money at the mall
bby u look like a doll
if i want 1 get it all
bag full of dry wall
this wont be my downfall

this wont be my downfall, swear that ill make it
got a lot of swag on me, u can take it
they know that im hot, and i know that they hate it
jL get that bread, and u know imma break it

when im done w u, u gon need a fcking aid-kit
when the knife hit
imma let it strike it
designer imma buy it
these lyrics that im writing
these feelings that im hiding
what u want w me? i dont like u, u are biting
biting like a vampire
swear, i will get higher
everyday is an all nighter
u can see it, that im so tired
caught in the crossfire, can i rlly make it?
i cant see straight, last life, like it's 8-bit

bliss05 _ suri - trust_fall (nemui)

www.instagram.com/arideyes/
@winter @tosleep @arideyes @jugglyfe
art by me

i dont wanna talk out too much, yuh
got a lot of problems jst to feel sum
yuh, i dont wanna talk loud too much
i just wanna feel some of ur touch

I just wanna feel ur touch, i been going mia
feel a bullet straight through my head, going thru my brain
are u sure u want this, got a lot of blood stains
i been trippin on myself, it's not for the heart of faint

been stuck in my own ways yuh, u could call me quaint
i will never be ur hero, i am not a saint
btch i pull up so deep, btch im living in the paint
ik u want me so bad but, all u do is wait
this that juggLyfe shit, we gon keep u at the gate
ive been living so up, u could never even relate
ik life gets hard but itll keep me in shape
one day itll hit me, i will stay awake
(i will still awake)

im not gnna let you in, close the curtains
ive been on my same shit, but it's working
u dnt know me, but i always see you lurking
im not trynna brag shit, but she always flirting
now im in my bag, bank account is never hurting
pushing 80 down the road, btch im always skirting
sunlight on me imma always be absorbing
(i just wanna feel your touch)

I just wanna feel ur touch, i been going mia
feel a bullet straight through my head, going thru my brain
are u sure u want this, got a lot of blood stains
i been trippin on myself, it's not for the heart of faint

been stuck in my own ways yuh, u could call me quaint
i will never be ur hero, i am not a saint
btch i pull up so deep, btch im living in the paint
ik u want me so bad but, all u do is wait

i been trippin on myself, it's not for the heart of faint

Heart of Faint

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Heart Of Faint (winter+nemui)

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@lilac @arideyes @jugglyfe
art by me

everything u do, it's replacing
stick to myself, on the same shit
everyone feels so basic
i lost all my trust, i know that you fake it
everything we do, what we make it
build it up again, try and take it
put ur flag up, and escape it

you can take my heart out and kill it off

make another mold and shape me up
take the pain away, but you made it uh
i dont wanna lie, can you face it
anything you want, you can take it uh
days go together like a painting uh
feel it slip away and fading uh
every part of me is remaining
i dont wanna tell you that im tainted

TAINTED

TAINTED (lilac)

@winter

no one see's me the way u do
u can see thru the pain its true
i been living everyday like a loop
i jus wanted 2 b close to u
it got so much colder without u
carrying weight like a boulder its sinking through
told u i would neva fold up its me&u
dont kno how long i can hold up i'll give it all2 u

i jus wana feel feel something new
do u kno how it feels to be cut through
can u tell me whats the deal whats been up w u
u kno we in that field i do it all 4 u
said im too far gone no one saving me
u said i been gone i been moving crazily
take a peek into my heart tell me what u see
take a look up at the stars that's where ima be
bro jus hit my phone lol get back to me
i aint touched a soul thats gone come right after me
i been so alone like who's gna come after me?
i cant give a fuck!! i been moving tactically
ya my pockets full got me saggin on my jeans
not the same one that u knew omg what happened 2 me!??!?!
i cant even see it through its been happening all week
only one that see's me is u now im somewhere underneath..

something new

something new (winter)

@lilac @lllovbug

i cant even stop my times almost up
my hearts in the mud & i kno i fuckked up
i could blossom out that bud if u trust i trust ya
and i kno its tough but can u help me find some hope 
 i need hope
push that coupe 85 but i feel slow
how'd i get this cold ,, , , idkkkk
its like i feel so much but i cant show

im so cold i jus need ur warmth to make me whole
i jus blow that pack all on my own
all i can do is jus stay strong
all u can do is just stay calm
im so numb i cant even feel my arms
im so dumb why'd i ever try this hard
crack this shell cant believe i made it far
if u would help we could make it 2 the stars

cant even stop im the one now
they all on me cause i won now
me n the gang when sun down
look at me straight no more run rounds
y is it so hard 2 have fun now?
y is it so hard jus 2 trust now?
ima pull jus to pop out
ima pull up jus to ghost
i jus pulled up w my bro
we jus pulled up 2 da show
u kno i love u the most
love more than u would know
i cant feel my bones
y my heart so cold? (yea)

(i cant feel my bones)
(y my heart so cold)

i cant even stop my times almost up
my hearts in the mud & i kno i fuckked up
i could blossom out that bud if u trust i trust ya
and i kno its tough but can u help me find some hope 
 i need hope
(ay)
i need uuuu
i cant lie i been thinking ya its tru
see ur eyes n i watch it spin the room
plant the seed then i sit back watch it bloom
yea its truee
i been falling brace for impact soon
i been calling reaching 4 the moon
all i can do is jus stay tru
all u can do is jus stay tru <3

Cold

Cold (lilac + lovbug)

@tosleep @c9u

i been on my own
i cant fw that lil boy i kno dat boy a clone
i cant fw that lil ho i told her leave me lone
i jus smoke dat za and now i cannot feel my bones
yea i protect my heart protect my soul
walk around designer kicks i got expensive soles
i just wana kno when will i be whole
i been moving slow if u want me let me kno

all i do is real i cannot fake it
know they bout to fake it for that placement
wit my bro we lifting like a spaceship
try to follow me but u cant trace it
walking from the mud i feel dead now
i cant even feel its my head now
i just wana see how this could pan out
i been walking around im like the man now

im jus tryna stay away from hatred
everyday it feels like they jus fake it
boy yo swag not real that shit is make shift
yea this silver on me this shit stainless
everyday i wake up i feel painless
swerving thru the street while the rain drip
metal on my wrist i let my veins rip
can u tell me its ok and that i'll make it? (ahhhhhhh)

it will b ok

it will b ok (nemui + cure)

@winter

the words i say feels its never enough
i cant tell if its really true love
know im off one i been going dumb
if u want me know im pulling up
yea this life its sucks i been saying this from the jump
crawling from the mud feel my limbs they giving up
reaching for the stars i cant help but looking up
feels like nothings here for me i thought bout giving up

think im giving up bitch im outta luck
fumes inside my lungs i cant help but run
sit inside the sun like a flower from the mud
u would never get it yea that really sucks
searching for the answer and its u
if i lose my one im getting two im in that mood
running everyday yea these feelings brand new
u said that im crazy, okay cool
i been feeling hazy, im on that juice
im ready to lose i dont got shit to prove
take a walk in my shoes u wont make it through
i been thinking bout u i know its overdue

Never Enough

Never Enough (winter)

@winter

i got one shot i cant stop now
this my one shot i cant let it drop now
if u want sumn u can come n shop now
im so high i cant wait to fall down
i jus ask myself (yea) why now?!?!??!?!
now they look my way cause they now im fly now
we so fly wow we can touch the sky now
yea i had 2 free myself u had me tied down
yea had 2 change my ways so hard to try now :(
(aye) truey truey denims i cant lie now
they jus think that heaven sent him out the sky now
im not feelin dat im bout to rip the sky down
she jus hit my phone dont need that right now
i kno i was wrong and i cant fight now
i would never do it out of spite now
u just tried so hard to make it right wow..

Tied Down

Tied Down (winter)

@winter

i cant help its useless
not the one u knew this
cant help but chase blue strips
les get 2 it
had to hop inside my bag bitch im fluent
hop inside dat lil coupe bitch we flew it
kno im chosen i neva had to prove it
u never dealt w losing i can teach u my student
played u like dat u so stupid
gotta keep moving
she keep on hitting my phone now im jus snoozing

its been so hard 2 breathe feels like i lost something apart of me
get that bag obviously all u ever do is bother me
look at the sky u look down on me
im w my dogs brought the pound w me
oh thats ya bitch y she follow me..
look back on my shadow its calling me
im not the one its not hard 2 see
bby come ball me w me
its been so hard to reach u
cant fold its all on me
i didnt think i would need u
i might pop out jus to see u
keep looking around its all see through
losing urself bby me too

i could try 2 explain but u just wouldnt get it
u always try so hard just to fit in
i might pop out like good riddance
she all on me cause im winning
i like dese pants they good denims
pain hit me i start grinning
me n my bro walk in twinning
i dont understand how u work
u need to go sit back n learn
i threw it all away watch it burn
u think im the worse
i jus think that i am cursed
u jus gotta wait on ur turn
ima get what i deserve

Luv for every1

Wero

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