New Neon - Super 8 Millimeter
...from the album 'Glamour Frenzy Moonlight Paris'

Super 8 Millimeter

Solo DIY project from an apartment in Seattle

When i
When i take it too far
Now, I'm just as sorry as you are
Get angry 
it does nothing
Voice the frustration
The guilt is crushing

I sit around and watch my skin die
Feel like i committed some kind of crime
Passion isn't always prudent
So much hate i get caught in the movement 
Certain topics i lose control
What have i gained
What have i changed
Politics don't matter 6 below
We have no say
They sow our fate

I hit myself when i remember
Memories memories i lose my temper
Shaking sweating social dreading take it in
Faking facing moral degradation ever since
I let you down
I let you down

Remorse

Walk In Line

Ruins in the Ember

EP here : https://irenedemilo.bandcamp.com/album/barzh

Irène de Milo - Kyūshū

https://brutalforms.bandcamp.com/album/bibo-and-beyond-underneath

No Cure

Ruble Gang - Dream Hunter

This took a long time to finally manifest. I did some edits, wrote the additional synth, percussion and lyrics around 3 years ago..

I was blacked out and unknowingly had recorded the demo vocals also at this stage. My life took a very different turn for the next 3 years and I gave up on creating things(and things in general) for a while. I accepted being a disappointment to KP like I always do & retreated inside and poisoned myself as much as I could for the next 1009 days The lyrics paint a clear picture that I was on some kind edge and at a point of utter dissolution

I kept promising KP I would finally finish off that track, not knowing I had already done it.

I somehow found my way back to this track a few weeks ago, it was far more complete than I ever remember it being..
I re-recorded the vocals, remixed it and mastered it best I could and here we are in 2025.

So here's a fragment of that journey crystalized now to be exposed to the air and sunlight to sting the wound again.
lyrics
THERE IS A WOUND
THAT GROWS WITHIN ME

DISSOLVING EVERYTHING I WAS

A POOL OF DISEASE
BREEDS WITHIN ME

NO LOVE OR THOUGHTLESS JOY
SHINES THROUGH OUT ME

I WILL PREY UPON MYSELF
PICKING AT EVERY OPEN WOUND
SHATTERED AND APATHETIC
I HAVE A WOUND THAT CANNOT HEAL
oh yeah!

I WILL PREY UPON MYSELF
PICKING AT EVERY OPEN WOUND
SHATTERED AND APATHETIC
I AM A WOUND THAT CANNOT HEAL

Walk In Line

THEY FEEL NOTHING

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