(Lyrics)

I'm just being honest
I'm scared of sleeping
All I see be paralysis demons
The image of me
I can't believe it

Vivid blue black
Crumbles in my hands
Sand in the water
You're drowning slowly

Night terrors they calling out for me

I am the problem when I wake up
This shit isn't normal; turn off my phone
Cause nothing but trouble; talk to myself
Cause that's all I got left; nothing but traumas
Don't fuck with me; you're nothing but drama

Stare into mirrors
Only chance to see you
Screams in the air
No I'm not leaving

October sadness 
All of it lingers
I don't feel shit; you slip through my fingers
So clouded, I'm winded
Sink into my bed; devoured by silence
Sitting on train tracks
Call that a dead end
I think I'm dying; that's why I stopped trying
Searching the corners
Lurking in my head
Looking in darkness

Paralysis demon
That's what they call it
All trapped in my head
You be in my ear
Can't look at you
What you do to me
I can't get up
Why can't I breathe

Night Terror (prod. hero)

(Lyrics) 


Nodding off again 
So I just sit in silence

Don’t fuck with me 
I just needed my space 

This isn’t you 
Forgot bout last night 

I fucked with you 
regretted that one time

I loved you too
Regret that last flight 
 
It kills me too 
I’m Rotting on the inside 

I hope you knew
I cope with the truth

I cant just live 
This life without you

Believe me I’ve tried to
I cant just replace you 

I do all these drugs
Think I’ve been lied to

Writing all about you
I think I’m suicidal 

Callin on my phone
Put that hoe on dial 

Silenced me to death
Feels like exhile

Spinning in your room
It’s been quite awhile 

Hope you think of me too
While I sit here 
I wanna die in your room

Cause I don’t wanna be here
Now that I see clear 
Cause I don’t wanna be here 

For who you really are
N It’s Breaking me to pieces 

N It’s breaking me to pieces 
I think I need this

Rose colored lenses 
Show me your secrets 

I’ll show you mine 
I’ll tell you my regrets 

Tell you I love you 
Cause you might be my weakness 

If you ever hear this 
I just hope that you listen 

But Probably not 
So I sip on codeine 

So I sip on codeine 
You don’t fucking know me

So I Pop them pills
Ima die unholy 

Ima die unholy 
Sink into purple
Sink into nothing 
Turn into nothing

v i o l e (n) t (prod. xenshel x r3dqx)

cope (prod. xenshel)

(Lyrics)

Don't go expectin' 
hittin' up my phone
like last night

Fucked her 
then I dubbed her
Told her I loved her outta spite

Ain't no flames remaining
cus all you do is gaslight
It's all my fault
Always gon be the bad guy

Don't call me baby 
Cus I ain't yourss
N you're not mine

Keep breaking my back 
Keep bending my spine
Just ran a red light 
Just did another line

Tell me that I'll be okay
Tell me that I'll be alright

I just threw up
I think that I died

Imma goth boy
That's just how I feel inside

Leave me oh so breathless
I know that you ain't shit
Fucking with your ex again
Put that hoe in my basement

Yuh the bass hit
Just like these drugs do
I'm over you
I'm over it
So fuck you

You talking all that shit
Can't believe I loved you
Slimey lil bitch
Never gonna trust you 

Pass you to the clique
Put you out like blunts do
Don't fuck with roaches
Take me to landrum

I know that I'm pretty 
I know that I'm handsome
Stay up off me 
I cannot stand you

forgotten (prod. flower x @Jolst)

(Lyrics)

Kerosene n blow
Baby-baby-baby you should know 
I-I-I’m so fucking cold

Please don’t leave me lone
Cause you the one for sho

Sorry for being dumb 
Please Kiss up on my tattoos
be my loaded gun

Don’t Where we headed
Ion don’t really care 
As long as you’re with me
Don’t needa go nowhere 

This that fast life
Yeah Addicting drugs
Cause You be my only plug 
the only one 

Hear what you saying
Just know I ain’t playin
I Feel just like death
I’m On my knees praying

Sugar honey iced tea 
What you do to me

You make me so weak 
Like I cannot breathe 

You’re my oxygen 
So inhale with me 

Yuh We forever 
So burn with m-



89015 (prod.JK8)

(Lyrics)

N I see you in my dreams
Ain't what it meant to be
Seein colors many things
Feel so hard to fucking breathe

I can't give it up
Water fill my lungs
Took too many 10's
Cus I ain't high enough
Cus I ain't strong enough
Obsessed with all the drugs

You're my addiction bae
N I can't take withdrawals
N I can't pop no more

We breaking all the laws
Define my gravity
N please don't wake me up 

x 

i'm fxcking dreaming (prod. tsein)

(Lyrics)

Yeah, I loved you from the start
She's not just a friend
Yeah, you rip my heart apart
searching through dms

Turn your back and cheat again
fucking all my friends
N i just hit my plug back up
Poison in my brain

Last time that you saw me 
Yeah you told me I'm insane
Popped another pill
Yeah I'm fashionably late
Ever since you left me
Yeah, I haven't been the same
I don't smile anymore
Dizzy to the pain

My head nod off
You just left again
I just have to sit here and wait all fuckin day
You play me just like activis
Yeah you love all your games
and i just hit a high level
so fuck yourself you're lame

You just don't feel right
I ain't sleep at night
Still not okay no matter how high
I only wake up in the night time
Woke up in a coma 
I don't need sunshine


My head nod off
You just left again
I just have to sit here and wait all fuckin day
You play me just like activis
Yeah you love all your games
and i just hit a high level
so fuck yourself you're lame

Bitch shut up
I just had enough
Drank a few more bottles
Yeah, I just threw it up
Fucking on your hoes
Yeah, thought you could dub
Ima die young join the 27 club x

Relapsed (prod. mcx)

(Lyrics)

Cause i be out On my own shit 
Cause I ain’t give a fuck 

Yeah I’m high off a dosage
Im on a couple drugs

I’m addicted to you 
Yeah so fuck it up

Lovin the way that you treat me
Yeah you’re so cold 

N the way you unravel
Makes me unfold 

Yeah you make me xplode
That’s why I lose control 

Just to hear your name 
Just to see your face 
God I love decay 
Just to fuck again

N I love the way you say my name

Even tho I ain’t your bae
N when you call it’s really late
N you never have nothing to say
N you always late but loves delayed 

Love I’m decayed 

x

Deja Vu (prod. chromoc)

Tell you what I think about
When I think outloud

"We're not even together"
At least I know that now

So don't hit me up
Know that I'm legit
Know that I could've
Know that you should've

Think I had enough 
But I just can't get away
I just want you to stay
But I don't wanna hurt again

Tell that I'm lying
I know that I'm trying
But I just can't remember
Why I keep on cryin

N it's written on your face
I'm all over the place
The loop still remains
I guess I'll never change

This love shit ain't real, aye?
You just wanna fuck again?
You can't even say my name 
I can't do this shit again

Yeah, fucked in my head
Take my pills instead
Lay my head back 
Watch the ceiling fade away
Watch us all fade away
Fade with you eternity
I just don't wanna leave

,x.

Binded (prod. tenguzavr)

(Lyrics)


You know you make me so insecure 
Oh you know I just want you so fucking bad 
So why you gotta go make me feel like that
I just want to be all up in your bed 

Call me up when you’re feeling lone
Baby I just want you to pick up the phone 
Tell me you won’t ever leave 
Cause I don’t know 
Whether to go with you or not 
It’s so cold 

I try to kill the distance
I just wanna try with you again
But you got me fucked up
I just want you here 

so who am I to blame 
It’s not my fault I miss you

I don’t want no more drama 
I just wanna kiss you 

Honey where you been
Love you till the end 
You’re a little demon
So come take away my sins 
Got that fire energy
So Lemme take a swim

ihy (prod. bounce kid, @andrzxz)

(Lyrics)

I'm so fucking heartless
so I don't know what I'm sayin

N to tell you all the truth
Ion know what to believe in

N i'm cutting up myself
Cus I'm tired of repeatin
Shits all the same
N I just wish it was different

(cut off the lights)

I cannot breathe
I have anxiety
N if you love pain
Why can't you love me
We're both so fucking broken
So don't lie to me
I'm just a space
I'm just temporary

and you're so addicting 
but where's my serotonin
I took all my zoloft
But that's not important

We just ain't real
cus this just isn't me
I feel so disconnected
I don't like reality

Want you to realize that I'm just a shell
A shell of a human
Cus all I do is fail
Collapse on myself
N sabotage what's left
Not too much anyways
So i'll just go to hell

n you don't have to hurt me 
I'll do it all myself
n i'm Crawlin into bed
cus i don't know what's left
n you put me in a coma 
i don't know what i was thinking
i must be fucking dreaming 
cus that's how i'm feelin'

(phyXAXion)

You cant even feel what i feel, why would you do what I do
I ain't the type to do all of that capp'in, you know that it's true
Especially for you
Just lemme get in my groove, you know I'm in my zone
Gotta make sure its natural so we can go and get going

I know we the ones that the worlds been hating on
cuz we don't hand them random respect
the rules of the game gets complicated, new era will be created only by breaking them
Eden never was heaven, but the jungle
Troublesome advent always awaits
Bad cards wont get stuck in my hands
My faith evangelly

Told somebody else to build it but you ended up burning it down yourself
The wine invites the youth, sorrows the white sideburns, what about you
Can't find the reason to my blindness
Can't see what waits for me ahead
Maybe God will make us meet again
Then it wont really be out the blue

Detach ft. phyXAXion (prod.JK8)

Phobos w/ PhyXAXion

Just an ugly, cute kid who's slowly dying inside
Lvl 24
They call me pluto too.

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