Lord don’t let me be
Misunderstood can’t you see
I’m trying to make it 
For my friends
Trying to make it
For my friends

Lord don’t take me away
I’m trying to be here
For my friends every day
Lord don’t let me be
Misunderstood
Don’t let me be

Sick
Tired
Dizzy 
Wired
Don’t let me be
Too ADD

Lord cast them away
The demons who fucked up my day
Lord take them away
The demons who made me dizzy

Just trying to stay good
Healthy and happy
And warm 
When it’s cold outside
Cool enough 
Too catch a ride

Take them away from me
Take them away from me
Take them away
And give me my buddies instead

I’m dizzy as shit
I’m dizzy right now
I’m dizzy for no good reason
I’m dizzy as hell
But you can’t tell
I look pretty healthy
And good’s how I smell

Dizzy as shit
In the parking lot 
I fell down
Real slow
Fell down 
Real slow
Fell down
Real slow

Into a chair
So no one would know

I fell down slow
I fell down slow
I fell down slow
I fell down slow
I fell down slow

La la la la la la...

Little Prayer

Guess God's Not Done With Me Yet (Prod. vozdan)

Pretty soon things will come undone
Despite the bounty we have won

Silver Screen

A nice happy song about walking home drunk

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Walking home alone
Drunk and counting stars
The wind it chills my bones
But the whiskey warms my heart
My friends tell me I'm prone
To cherishing my scars
And though I quite like being alone
That will only get me so far
And I know that I've come so far

Into the unknown
Just me against the dark
Got these two hands and these bones
Got the blood inside my heart
Into the unknown
Just me against the dark
Soon I will be home
But my keys are in the bar
Oh no!

Me Against The Dark

Pupil of Doom

Sleeping in my room 
I see no one
The lights are red
Peer into my doom
I'll be the one 
Whose eyes are read
At the end...

In this scene, someone's 
There...
Just standing by my bed
I'll feel no warmth
Just color black
In the night, dream of a Mare
An enemy...

Friend or foe?
Might be too dark to understand
Try to hide under the sheets
But It holds on to my hands
I see this...

Slim man 
Slides closer to my face and whispers:
"Tonight you die, it's just the price you pay for being this..."


Oh...
I get the shivers 
Like a December breeze
In June, I...
Kisses my lips
Its pure black's consuming my mind
At night, I...


Try to move 
But I'm locked in place like a corpse, I...
Don't need no proof
I've seen part of a being with no remorse
And a... fleeting croon 
As he walked in closer, closer
Feel the wound bleeding slower
As he touches my face

The darkness where his mouth should be...
Slowly opens to me...
My eyes just get to see it...
A blinding gloom from beyond the gates


Oh...
I get the shivers 
Like a December breeze
In June, I...
Kisses my lips
Its pure black's consuming my mind, I...
Try to cry for help
Its limbs stretch surrounding my sight
Like a cloud that eats up all memories
Of the sweet kind, as I die


[Breakdown] 


Seems I've spent so much time away
Same day after day
Left what I used to be

Mistaken, a soul for someone else, alone
A cold cracked mold
To scorn myself


Third personal view
I see what might amuse
An antisocial excuse
The lies flow so profuse

Multi-level ideology scheme
The dream's mine
And I can't hide
From myself, what I've seen




///////////2023

Pupil of Doom [Demo]

As forty one summers flew by. 
Damn your age and the blink of your eye.
As all presumed miscreance followed by recompense.
Now. 
You're half done.

The pretender who should have been king.
The same man who could not do a thing for himself.
Or others, not following? 
Hard pills to swallow in life.
What a world.

Look... it's boredom or love on the rocks.
There's no way to avoid aftershocks.
It's either earth shattering, else it's a tiny bit... dull.
Choose your girl.

The fantasy life of your mind, 
Can only replace certain parts of the world.
We all have to live in it, hard to find give in it.
Relax.
Have a whirl.

Now you... hold your hands out to me.
Like we've still got the time.
I remember sixteen.
Seems like yesterday, right?

Was there much money where you grew up?
Were there many reasons to aim up?
Was there bread in the bread bin and laughter and music and songs?
Sing alongs?

Were your twenties a wonderful time? 
Or did you spend it trying to make sense of the world.
A drunken, embittering, withering, dallying fool.
What a world.

Now you... hold your hands out to me.
Now we're all on the slide.
Do you remember sixteen?
Bet you had quite the time.

What has become?
Face the rising sun.

What has become?

Much more to come.
Face the rising sun.

Now you... hold your hands out to me.
Like your right at my side.
I remember sixteen.
It was yesterday, right.

Down we go.
Down deeper we go.

Forty-One

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