a teen girl's late night thoughts against the world

-20/11/2020-

Dawn is upon me.

Dove, flowers, sunshine,
Eunoia keeps me entwine,
Pleasured with beautiful mind,
Self well-determined.

Noon comes out the blue.
You might never knew,
Hard wave engulfed by fault,
Ingested by deep thoughts.

Choices force me to choose,
Spontaneity takes over without a muse.
Feelings compel me to feel,
Bear the pain and ill.

Don't doubt
You can do what you like so that you will be loved
Didn't ya feel guilty so just take yo flashlight
Guide us to the Moonlight, let's take a flight
Create beautiful memories, left our histories

Noon comes out the blue.
You might never knew,
Hard wave engulfed by fault,
Ingested by deep thoughts.

Choices force me to choose,
Spontaneity takes over without a muse.
Feelings compel me to feel,     
Bear the pain and ill.
          
Choices force me to choose,
Spontaneity takes over without a muse.
Feelings compel me to feel
Bear the pain and ill,
Bear the pain and ill.

Dusk at least,

When the cutton is coated with orange,
When I get cold from the winds 
from the broken window,

Silence, nervous, fears.
Let the remorse over tears,
Create beautiful memories,
Left my histories.


track 01: dawn until dusk

she has a lot of scenes with him yet you're just a cameo, stand back.

-26/07/2024-

You know there's a story
About an ordinary girl met a typa man in movie
What will they end up to be
Oh why do i care, do i know them so well
Did i just say, its my reality

Not tryna act like i don't know           
Well i just don't wanna put through the thing that i have those feelings, no?
Am i really meant it when i say i just admire him
Or am i just tryna pretend to cover up my feelings, and  
You, the one i search for in the crowd
Looking at you, this heartbeat be screaming out loud
So, i don't really meant it when i say i just admire him 
I'm just tryna pretend but it's hard to be just friend

Everytime we meet, you got me weak
Even pens seem so hard to lift
The flower's blooming in my heart                 
Those butterflies, oh when did this scene come out
Ooh how can i fall easily for love, outta fight all doubt

Not tryna act like i don't know 
Well i just don't wanna put through the thing that i have those feelings, no?
Am i really meant it when i say i just admire him 
Or am i just tryna pretend to cover up my feelings, and 

You, the one i search for in the crowd 
Looking at you, this heartbeat be screaming out loud 
How can i really meant it when i say i just admire him 
I'm just tryna pretend but it's hard to be just friend

But i saw her standing there
Looking at you holding your hand
Am i too late or maybe it's my fate
So i said to myself "oh, what should i do now?"

Mom came over when i was sad
"No tears to shed in pain, just love who you love and loves you back," she said
So i guess thanks
For the heartbreak that you gave
It made me realized how much i love you, bae
       
Yeah you, the one i search for in the crowd
Looking at you, this heartbeat be screaming out loud
How can i really meant it when i say i just admire him 
I'm just tryna pretend oh but it's hard to be just friend

Letting go this beautiful feelings above the cloud
Why can't i say it out loud
So imma just say congratulation for you
And.. who?

track 02: you and who?

I'm ready to spend love through all the seasons and I want to spend them with you.

-15/12/2024-

We take a quite night walk
Dragging our shadows
We make a small talk
Your scent kinda hint of rose

Who knows i would falling day and night
I can see ur nice smile from the silhouette

Wherever you're going
I'm going your way too
Going through seasons with you
Please show me how to

Love, like the breeze teases the trees
Love, one more step, i wont ever stop
Oh must be right to love like you
And to be loved with you i'm in love in fall

Baby, would you be so kind as to see me
This feeling might be so hard to resist

Love, like the breeze teases the trees
Love, one more step, i wont ever stop
Heart's blooming, feeling's growing for you
My darling i'm in love in fall

Please show me how to love like you
Oh must be right to be loved with you
No need no rhymes, i have free will
Like the sky who doesn't need roads
I have one more step, i wont ever stop
Tho the pace full of mulch track
You deffo don't know what you're getting yourself into but- gluck

Wherever you're going
I'm going your way too
Going through seasons with you
Please show me how to

Love, like the breeze teases the trees
Love, one more step, i wont ever stop
Oh must be right to love like you
And to be loved with you i'm in love in fall

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