produced by Marjo

lyrics:
Pulling pieces of my own mind
There's a lot of thoughts I left behind
They keep on telling me to talk more
But what's the point if I just keep on getting ignored
No, really, what's the point of life
When all I hear is fucking lies
I knew it was gonna end
Why did I even bother trynna make things right

Maybe I just need a breather (a breather)
Put me in a freezer (in the freezer)
Maybe I just need a breather (a breather)
Love her and then leave her (what the fuck?)

Keeping my thoughts locked up inside
I'm always behind, never enough
Losing composure, I won't get closure
Can't open up, I just blow up

Maybe I just need a breather (a breather)
Put me in the freezer (in the freezer)
Maybe I just need a breather (a breather)
Love her and then leave her (leave her)
Maybe I just need a breather (need a breather)

Silence my mind's fever (mind's fever)
Maybe I just need a breather (a breather)
To find my own believer (my believer)
Maybe I just need a breather (a breather)

reticent

produced by michael harrison; HeyRick; daks9k
vocal mix by me

lyrics:
you left me here
with no goodbye
only a tear
left in my eyes
(do you think I want this?)

you left me here
with nothing to hold
only a tear
that turned me cold
you broke my heart
with no remorse
only a scar
that won't heal for long
w-w-won't heal for long

we used to be so happy
we used to be so in love
we had a future together
we had a dream to live for
but then you changed your mind
but then you left me behind

you left me here
with no goodbye
only a tear
left in my eyes
(do you think I want this?)

you left me here
with nothing to hold
only a tear
that turned me cold
you broke my heart
with no remorse
only a scar
that won't heal for long
w-w-won't heal for long
w-w heal fo-fo-fo-fo long
you left me here
with nothing to hold
only a tear

only a tear

produced by me
going to try new genres from now on i guess, so enjoy

lyrics:
Don’t know when I’ll see you again
But I know, you’re out of sight
Can’t tell if you ever cared
I wanna go back, can't go back
I’m still haunted by the memories

Can't go back to the way it was
Can't hold back, I've had enough
Was told that, you wanted us
If so, where are you now?

Where are you now when I need you the most?
(Mo-Mo-Most)
Ca-Ca-Can’t go back to the way it was
(The way it was)
All alone, I'm feelin' so cold
(Can't turn back time, oh no)
From the start we were doomed to fall
(Doomed to fall)

(To fall)
As I drove away from your place
The traffic lights all turned red
Like love letter on my bed
As I watched you walk away
Nothing more was left to say
But I know we'll meet again
Though I don’t know where or when
I just miss you every day

Can't go back to the way it was
Can't hold back, I've had enough
Was told that, you wanted us
If so, where are you now?

Where are you now when I need you the most?
(Mo-Mo-Most)
Can’t go back to the way it was
(Th-Th-The way it was)
A-A-All alone, I'm feelin' so cold
(Can't turn back time, oh no)
From the start we were doomed to fall
(Doomed to fall)

To fall
We were
Oh
We were doomed to fall

memories

Produced by @siemspark & @kirigerbs
Feat. @0zeddy

Lyrics:
[zeddy]
Yeah
This time that, I'm wasting
That I could, be chasing
Something else, entirely
I'm dreaming 'bout the things that we could be

Yeah
Never what I wanted, what I got
Message me on instagram a lot
Yeah
Asking me the reason I forgot
Bullet in my chest when I was shot
Never what I wanted, what I got
Message me on instagram a lot
Yeah
Asking me the reason I forgot
Bullet in my chest when I was shot

[Marjo]
Tick tock, I’m wasting time 
Chasing something that ain’t mine
And now I’m feeling lonely, feeling lost (I'm so lost)
Missing all the moments that we lost (we lost them all)

Hit me up on IG, what a joke
Thinking 'bout the time we last spoke
You say you miss me, but you don’t
You only want me when you’re alone

[zeddy]
Yeah
Never what I wanted, what I got
Message me on instagram a lot
Yeah
Asking me the reason I forgot
Bullet in my chest when I was shot
Never what I wanted, what I got
Message me on instagram a lot
Yeah
Asking me the reason I forgot
Bullet in my chest when I was shot

i forgot (feat. zeddy)

produced by me
written by me
mixed/mastered by me

Lyrics:
Oh, you're leaving now, thought you’d wanna stay
Look at my face with nothing to say
Made a song or two, all about you
And it's killing me cuz all of it's true

Got so many things to say but you never listened
All the lies you tell yourself, put a bullet in my head
Bleeding all the things we did, noticed you were fucking mid
All the lies you tell yourself, blame it all on myself

Oh, how you came back, you acted so cute
But I don't care now, I'm on a different route
I'm different now, I promise I changed
But all of your talk, I know it's all fake

And now you’re calling me, saying that you miss me 
But I don’t wanna hear, you’re just another history
You made me feel so blue and there's nothing I can do
And it’s hurting me so much cuz I still fucking LOVE YOU

You say you’re sorry now, but it’s too late FOR THAT
Running circles in my head, can't go back, TIME HAS PASSED
Cry about it to your friends, they might care 'BOUT YOUR LIES
But I’m done with you for good, I don’t need you IN MY LIFE

blame

produced by bluecloud
released with help of @pikalugia

listen to this on your favorite streaming platforms and add it to your playlists

#lofi #chillhop #study

cloudsurfing

produced by Marjo
vocals by me & @coldsull

Lyrics:
I'm so tired of this mess
Keep on feeding on my pain
Parasite, you won't go
Madness keeps me in the storm

So you better pray, on my grave
I don't wanna go insane
But I crave what you gave
Tied to a chain
So you better pray, on my grave
I don't wanna go insane
But I crave what you gave
Tied to a chain

I'm still rotting in my room, I'm still trying find a light
Cutting my own wrists so you spend another night
But you keep telling lies
I'm not gonna let it go
Trynna stay in sight
But the pain's not gonna slow

You keep telling me you miss me, I'm starting to feel insane
Giving me these signs, you keep playing with my brain
Broken in my core, all I see is gray
Pop another pill to make me feel okay

Oh, Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh
(Brain rot)

Yuh
Yuh
I got brain rot
Shawty call me on my phone, she better fucking stay out
Put a knife to my neck
All I know is that’s what it felt like when you left (when you left)
I can't go to bed
All these thoughts mess with my head (with my head)
Ever since you left
I prepare for my death (my death)
I lost all my hope
I lost all my hope
I don't know where I belong now
I think that I got brain rot now

I'm so tired of this mess
Keep on feeding on my pain
Parasite, you won't go
Madness keeps me in the storm (Yeah, yeah)
So you better pray, on my grave
I don't wanna go insane
But I crave what you gave
Tied to a chain
So you better pray, on my grave
I don't wanna go insane
But I crave what you gave
Tied to a chain

brain rot

Spotify

brain rot w/ Cold Soul

produced by me <3
vocals by me

Lyrics:
Spent a lot of time tied to this rope
Everything is red, signed with an envelope
Glad I found myself, I'm on the road
Wish I could restart and press reload

Told myself I'm fine but it's just lies
You don't wanna see me, I can see it in your eyes
Now I have to go, there's no turning back (back)
I'll make it on my own, even if I crack

Now I'm on my own, where do I go from this
All the memories I got, thrown in the abyss
So don't wait now, I won't be back
Girl, my heart, is already black

Time flew by, but I still think of you (of you)
Think of you (think of)
Think of you
You walked away, but I still think of you
Think of you
Think of you

Forget about us, but I can't let go
You're still in my mind, but I can't show
Still hearing your voice, when I'm all alone
But you're never coming back, I know

reload

produced by me
vocals by me

Lyrics:
I've been in my room, making progress while I rot
Killing all my fucking time making music, then I shot
Healing took some time, but I think I'm doing great
Everything changed when I kissed you on that date
Had to take a break, focus on my mental health
Wasn't good for me, almost hit the bells
And now I'm coming back, got my problems solved
And now I'm wondering if you had evolved

But everything seems to go a separate way
Couldn't keep you close, now I have to pay
Having doubts, all the nights
I can't get you out of my mind
Why did you leave me behind?
I can't get you out of my mind
So why did you leave me behind?
I can't get you out of my mind

Haven't seen you in a while, and now I'm losing sleep
I just wanna hold you close, but the damage is too deep
Losing your attention, I keep losing all my stuff
It all fucking ended when you called me on my bluff
Can't go back, but I can't go forward
Lost your number, might have called
On my own once again
Leave this town in despair

But everything seems to go a separate way
Couldn't keep you close, now I have to pay
Having doubts, all the nights
I can't get you out of my mind
Why did you leave me behind?
I can't get you out of my mind
So why did you leave me behind?
I can't get you out of my mind

out of my mind

produced by wxrst
vocals by me & @coldsull

Lyrics:
She's calling me these names while it's raining on my face
Couldn't find the peace in the memories I disgrace
Telling me these lies, there ain't no backing down
I'm always on the run, I'm running out this town
There ain't no, backing down
I am running, I might drown
But I'm

Running from my thoughts, I'm always on the low
Everthing's forgotten, lost you in the snow
Hiding in the mountains, where no one's gonna find
Darkness in the forest, losing my own mind
Running from my thoughts, I'm always on the low
Everthing's forgotten, lost you in the snow
Hiding in the mountains, where no one's gonna find
Darkness in the forest, LOSING MY OWN MIND

Wish I could, go back
To the days, we split ways
But no, oh no
You're so gone, so alone
Now the rain is tracing all my steps and I'm running out of breath
Couldn't find the peace so I'm nearing my decease
Lost it all, took a shot to my head
Now I'm gone and my insides turn to lead (Hold up Marjo, give me the mic)

I'VE BEEN LOST IN MY
BRAIN
How you gonna tell me that you love me, but you will
BREAK ME (Hahahaha)
SAVE ME
I know that I'm a danger to myself, I'm going to hell
I know I don’t got no love without you and I know I’m all about you (You)
All I wanna do is get you back, and I can show you I moved (moved)
But I haven’t moved on quite yet

Running from my thoughts, I'm always on the low
Nothing's ever forgotten, I found you in the snow
Hiding in the mountains, where no one's gonna find
Darkness in the forest, losing my own mind
Running from my thoughts, I'm always on the low
I will never forget you, it's just impossible
Hiding in the mountains, where no one's gonna find
Darkness in the forest, losing my own mind

Losing my own mind

drown

drown w/ Cold Soul

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Bluecloud - Slumber

🌌🪂 Gliding through the skies, hidden in the clouds 💙☁️

cloudsurfing

bluecloud

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