find a new way to make yourself pleased 
know they always liked it when I’m down on my knees 
find a way to get close to me
too much baggage I can’t haul all of these 

bitch boy wearing different colours
they don’t want me but will literally take any other
repulsed by myself these days 
still praying that these feelings will go away 
i put a price on my head like a bounty 
i can’t recover with nobody around me
will only go to sleep at night if the feeling is right
safe to say I haven’t slayed deprivation in a long long time

add1ct

Can’t wear that jumper anymore 
It’s in all of our pictures so I leave it on the floor 
You know I only talk such a shame you wanted more 
Leave a piece of me behind to make sure you don’t get bored
Make sure you associate that cheap ass smell with me so you don’t leave 

My favourite pictures never looked so bad
(Gotta make sure)
Don’t even know how I grew up with that 
(That you don’t leave)

Know you wanted me more than I could ever make up for 
Never felt that kind of pressure before
Know you always wanted chill beats 
But I’m just to erratic to do that now 
Know I’m slowly on the road to madness
Reading the same mistakes 
You know I’m so backwards 
You know I’m so backwards 

Know you always wanted chill beats 
But I’m just to erratic to do that now 
Know I’m slowly on the road to madness
Reading the same mistakes 
You know I’m so backward

backwards

got a new car crash to throw through your house 
can’t live it up every single night I burn out
i’m feeling sick to my stomach guess I’ll die now 
always the drama queen of “I don’t wanna live now”
sipping more cans 
15 is not a enough 
don’t know if I can 
make room for all your all love 
i fucking panic in this room that turns to dust 
i can not stand it when you’re off on the drugs 

15 just feels like a lie 
i was never that young ever 
i don’t even have to try 
to write down every second 
but to build myself I might 
gotta down another 40g my throat is getting dry

got a new car crash to throw through your house 
can’t live it up every single night I burn out
i’m feeling sick to my stomach guess I’ll die now 
always the drama queen of “I don’t wanna live now”

got a new car crash to throw through your house 
can’t live it up every single night I burn out
i’m feeling sick to my stomach guess I’ll die now 
always the drama queen of “I don’t wanna live now”
sipping more cans 
15 is not a enough 
don’t know if I can 
make room for all your all love 
i fucking panic in this room that turns to dust 
i can not stand it when you’re off on the drugs

crash

thoughts piercing through my brain real slow
she got a new man I don’t even wanna know 
taking new sedatives on your own 
no fight back think you ‘bout to blow
where’s your fight back? 
drugs got you on your knees I don’t like that 
room spinning too fast ‘bout to fall back 
hooked on the same shit that’s a call back 
that’s a call back 

wait one second
i’m just tryna figure out
no regressing
when you’re mixing with my doubt 
saw you switching at the green light go
burning tyres in the daylight
so 

paint my nails so you hold my hand 
i got a million kind of feelings I don’t understand 
baby be like contraband 
when she wake up 
in my bed wearing nothing but her makeup
blood dripping from your hand do you gotta drag it out?
something wrong with your romance you still try to figure out 
how you always look better in the mirror 
you’re finally screaming out my name I can’t hear ya 

she try to get into my head too slow 
compare me to her man like why the fuck I wanna know

wait one second
i’m just tryna write your name down
no regressing 
such a fool for the crowd 
time is precious
leave me on my own

sedatives

you could do so much better than me but he’s not it 
leave me waiting here on my own for that piece of shit 
make me feel like trash that’s all I get from this
but then you always have me running back how the fuck 
can I be so delusional
bought some paper then I sold my soul to it 
hit the bottle then I’ll light it up 
i sing it better when I’m fucked up anyway

no I don’t do freebies anymore 
i’m screaming on the floor
know I’m looking out for better things 
but I’ve failed there before
in a world of contradiction but I must be doing more
i just wanna find a way back home

why do you call me when I fall back 
i can’t fucking do this anymore 
i never thought that were like that
judgement of character went so wrong 
why do you hate me when I call back 
you never care about me writing songs 
i really need to fucking fight back 
need to do better when I’m on my own
nothing left inside I’m gonna front again 
i could do much better if I feel the end
new one, I’m gone, I don’t wanna fight that 
fuck you, hold on, I don’t wanna write that 
i’m not doing nothing to you baby you’re delusional 
i am always looking for the up but never ready for the fall
contributing nothing to your goals but always think you do it all
you are all I want not what I need so please don’t bother with your call

no I don’t do freebies anymore 
i’m screaming on the floor
know I’m looking out for better things 
but I’ve failed there before
in a world of contradiction but I must be doing more
i just wanna find a way back home
no I don’t do freebies anymore 
i’m screaming on the floor
know I’m looking out for better things 
but I’ve failed there before
in a world of contradiction but I must be doing more
i just wanna find a way back home
( x 2 )

fail

little piece of heaven too much take it all back 
had the same fear since eleven but you know that 
i don’t know why it comes back to the wrong track 
tamagotchi got your brain frazzled where’s your head at 
little piece of heaven too much take it all back 
had the same fear since eleven but you know that 
i don’t know why it comes back to the wrong track 
tamagotchi got your brain frazzled where’s your head at 

i just wish that you could know what she said to me 
i do too much on my own need a fucking break
i’m gon’ build a fucking home not just a place to stay 
don’t know how i’m gon’ bare the massive weight but ima find a way 
i can’t find the god damn door i’m fucking off my face 
i got sympathy but please girl there’s a time or place
i still can’t get down with the fucking shit you said to me
i’m not a problem solver i don’t even know your last name 


little piece of heaven too much take it all back 
had the same fear since eleven but you know that 
i don’t know why it comes back to the wrong track 
tamagotchi got your brain frazzled where’s your head at 
little piece of heaven too much take it all back 
had the same fear since eleven but you know that 
i don’t know why it comes back to the wrong track 
tamagotchi got your brain frazzled where’s your head at

don’t know where i’m going
(but this is paramount) 
but i know what i want and i’m doing it
(still on my own) 
what the fuck is my problem 
(can’t always punish myself) 
but i know just what to do when my fucking head is hurting and i don’t have the answer 
it’s good when i’m on the edge 
i struggle to understand when you’re seeing red 
you think all i do is bands take a fucking rest 
maybe i should be more worried when i’m at the end

tamagotchi

rewind new face no blur 
come up come downs absurd 
situation got me crazy and I know that 
can’t be crushing off of a one time blow back 
new start same end unearth 
go crazy on my home turf 
lying just makes sense 
it won’t make a difference when I’m barely pressed 

i can’t design no come back 
my own reason I can’t discuss that 
i’m going too far gone 
feel like the world is pulling me along 
no place for mistake I’m pulling back 
terrified when you touch me I’m running back
no way that I go back to what I had 
you’re always begging for change and I know that

rewind new face no blur 
come up come downs absurd 
situation got me crazy and I know that 
can’t be crushing off of a one time blow back 
new start same end unearth 
go crazy on my home turf 
lying just makes sense 
it won’t make a difference when I’m barely pressed

rewind!

toXic

harlot

So love 
Can you tell me if you find out 
Little pieces of info like you’re talking about 
Little bit of privilege and you know that 
But you tell lies and you blow back
I don’t care how you know that guy 
Gotta find a new bliss leave it all behind
Caught you riding waves 3 or 4 times 
Gotta leave it
Not mine

Say you always wanted more 
Man I’ve heard it all before
Favourite things become a chore 
Staring at your face quickly show my eyes to where the floor is
But then I contemplate and wonder I wanted way before this
 (Bad luck!)

I
Don’t know how to act 
Talking shit behind my back 
And yet you got no way to back it up
Try 
To process all of that 
Hate the qualities I lack 
I just gotta beat myself up
I just don’t know what you want from me
Tunnel vision but I can’t see
I just wanna hit the bad stuff 
Crazy when I’m falling over wondering if I am enough

Say you always wanted more 
Man I’ve heard it all before
Favourite things become a chore 
Staring at your face quickly show my eyes to where the floor is
But then I contemplate and wonder I wanted way before this
 (Bad luck!)

(I don’t care how you know that guy 
Gotta find a new bliss leave it all behind
Caught you riding waves 3 or 4 times 
Gotta leave it
Not mine)

bad luck!

Don’t talk about it 
Whenever I hear your name I’m just not sure about it
I’m thinking I gotta lean back 
Just pull me out 
Your answers give me jitters 
On what I’m talking about 
You got me fucked up 
Putting assurance in doubt 
Wanna be lucked up 
But can’t afford that shit now 

Don’t wanna spend all day writing the lead line
This shit makes me bug but I love it at the same time 
3:30 put some bad shit into my body 
Crazy when I’m on my own
Always wanna be alone
Don’t want the medicine dosage feeling to be alive 
You make me feel like a freak with that look in your eyes 
Bitch boy don’t wanna be alone 
Don’t want a panic attack when I hear my phone 
Wanna be a better man I’ll work for it
I gave up all my vices and I feel like shit 

Don’t talk about it 
Whenever I hear your name I’m just not sure about it
I’m thinking I gotta lean back 
Just pull me out 
Your answers give me jitters 
On what I’m talking about 
You got me fucked up 
Putting assurance in doubt 
Wanna be lucked up 
But can’t afford that shit now

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