I kinda like this one

lyrics:

youre walking away
i thought you wanted to stay
those words that i said
oh no they dont mean a thing

i fucked up that one night we spent drinking under the stars
you looked down at my cuts and said baby whats on your arms

now i see you out
find a way to give it up

i thought you wanted me
i thought you needed me

stressed out, block it out
focus on the bleeding now

i thought youd care for me
why arent you there for me

and now im walking away
theres nothing more left to say
maybe the thoughts in my head will dissapear in the day

I threw up that one night you introduced me to your friends
I freak out imagining you leaving me alone for them


give it up

guitar, drums, synth- fatty
producing, mixing - roader
chill gamer @roadkill777

(fatty)
dead on the floor in my room
its all i know, how to do
pills are fucking up my brain
i cant stop im wasting away
think im gonna overdose
life so dull and gray
im in so much fucking pain
things just never go my way

drank just dont hit the same
video games dont numb my pain
lil wayne now sounds like shit to me
im so fucking sick of this

(lil roader)
im fucking all these emo foids every single day
you know thats just we roll, cant keep up with our game
so dont try to fuck with us you lame ass bitch ass troll
and dont you ever try to touch our drank

dead on the floor in my room
its all i know, how to do
pills are fucking up my brain
i cant stop im wasting away
think im gonna overdose
life so dull and gray
im in so much fucking pain
things just never go my way


drank just dont hit the same
video games dont numb my pain
lil wayne now sounds like shit to me
im so fucking sick of this

(fatty)
dead on the floor in my room
its all i know, how to do
pills are fucking up my brain
i cant stop im wasting away
think im gonna overdose
life so dull and gray
im in so much fucking pain
things just never go my way

drank just dont hit the same
video games dont numb my pain
lil wayne now sounds like shit to me
im so fucking sick of this

(fatty & lil roader)
dead on the floor in my room
its all i know, how to do
pills are fucking up my brain
i cant stop im wasting away
think im gonna overdose
life so dull and gray
im in so much fucking pain
things just never go my way

drank just dont hit the same
video games dont numb my pain
lil wayne now sounds like shit to me
im so fucking sick of this 2x

deadonthefloorinmyroom (ft roadkill)

teach me to read your books sound delicious
getting drunk and talking to you is so fun
youve gone away but it cant be for long

it so hard to keep mattering to people all the time
but you
youre the one i wish would just come back

come back

I don't think i can go outside.
Everybody out there wants me to die.
They'll blow my head off when i walk out there.
 to be honest do I even care?

When are they just gonna quit?
Shootin guns all they do is miss.
One day, my blood will be on the walls.
I go limp as my body falls.

I’d like to say that things get better,
But every day just feels like tether.
The weight just drags me further down,
Guess I was born to wear this frown.

The other night I heard your name,
Felt the same old sting of shame.
Thought I’d moved on, but that’s a lie
Some ghosts just never die.

Active Bystander

4 years on and off of playing bass and guitar and I'm still so off time... I still think this is bad but it should be better than last time I uploaded it

My stupid bwaaa-ka life

childhood trauma

your a dumb slut why dont you cut deeper
like the third time i said i didnt need her
i wouldnt care if you spat on me
its all a curse it came from her pussy 

its all over
she cant remain sober
who am i to judge
im a fucking loner

shes is literally me

bpd and autism floats in her mind
she cant handle pain well neither can i
loves her niche yaoi and gets really high
with her distancing issues ill have to say goodbye 


she cant read socials cues
shes a fucking retard 
doesn’t sleep doesn’t eat
has has a fetish for feet


she is literally me.

shes literally me

(cangi)
thoughts of things that couldve been 
ive fucked my life
failed as a normal guy now all i wanna do is die 

(without a life)
every night is silent
days are gone and
my life is over
over for me
Have no one by my side
0 friends, 0 xp
Every girl laughts at me
Fuck her life, ugly bitch
Future's fucked, on my head
Dont ask me, i cant tell
Videogames on my phone
Nothing more, 0 calls

(cangi)
im done its over 
shit i fucked my whole life up 
nothings fun i feel dumb
im feeling fucking numb 
too broke for anything
not enough for a chicken wing
failed in school im dropping out
all the things i talk about 
are dumb and retarded 
i feel exausted
nobodys here for me 
burns of the 3rd degree
my parents fucking hate me
i feel so guilty
its all my fucking fault
im just to stupid

i fucked my life (feat. without a life)

I want a whore
I want a whore
I dont need anyone who’s a bore
I want a whore
I want a whore
I dont need anyone to be mine

Eat up your lies
I’ll wash out all the signs
I feel sublime
She lets me touch her all the time

Doesn’t matter if you want to do it
You let me do it
No need to subdue ya
If you are not like me at all
Id rather see you thrown to fall

I want a whore
I want a whore
I dont need anyone who’s a bore
I want a whore
I want a whore
I dont need anyone to be mine

Just want you
Dont need you
This is why everyone leaves you
Just want you
Dont need you
You would be better off if you were dead

give it up

thisisallthereis

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