listened to this a shit ton on your spotify it's peak

I can’t stop coming back to this and listening

People say you're shit
And we're out of time
I think they want you to quit
And I know perfectly why
Try invest stocks
Into internet rock
It's just the tunes they suck
Is that a crime

Thank God
My guts
Will never be
A wojak
It's not
My rot
Never fucking
worth that

I think the ego's
Too big to ignore
Want to connect
But you call her a whore
She says your through
And she calls you a jew
Even if she knew
There's nothing more

Thank God
My guts
Will never be
A wojak
It's not
My rot
Never fucking
worth that

never be a wojak

trick r treat

i left you
please never try to find me

theres no ending resolution just one lingering pain
and when im dead and gone i hope that you forget my name

let yourself down

I should have killed myself that day
The girl I like is afraid of me.
I should have killed myself that day
My past haunts me every day.

And now I'm alone again,
Watching my life go by,
I close my eyes and feel the pain.
There is no hope, I'm a living dead.

(X2)

i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day

I Should Have Killed Myself That Day (belowground cover)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3rzYb5mzy1mDV2d9NPmVkj?si=gogAxFR1SQmGSrcverUTgQ

i know what you are
your words blow over me like a cold winter breeze
too much hate in your heart
i know theres nothing left but rage and broken dreams

youre stuck in a pit and you wont get out
will be dying alone i have no doubt
theres nothing to say that i think youll hear
so ill shut my mouth and watch the tears

just one more tweet where i state my hatred
of others losers in my spaces
were just the same but i cant take it
and i can only make things worse

youre falling apart
cant stand the thought of being anything but you
just remain where you are
why would your change ever be something to pursue?

youre stuck in a rut and you wont get out
always way too scared to just be yourself
maybe one day itll all be clear
but i think for now ill just watch the tears

just one more tweet where i state my hatred
of others losers in my spaces
youre all the same and i cant take it
but i can only make things worse

make things worse

https://open.spotify.com/track/1XQYzZH6NbL9s1XOHp5mkY?si=7c0ba8471d824f7a

I cant stand to see you out with him it really fucking hurts
lets make out again so you can leave me crying on the curb
but it wasnt meant to end this way
i always wanted you to stay
half dead, and reluctant
you were the only one i ever wanted
 
we had something special
now im dealing with a fucked up mental
thought wed make it through it
but you didnt care enough to prove it
i cant wash this blood off
its dripping onto my skin
you had enough of me
now you only want him 

i wont live to see you out with him its time for this to hurt
sent some lead his way
and now he's lying face down on the curb
it was always meant to end this way
now im covered in his brains
he's dead and youre upset
this is the only thing i ever wanted

i'd kill him

@thisisallthereis

Standing in the rain
Feet are in pain
Next time use the train
It's happened again
You left me in the dirt
With mud on my shoes
My feelings are hurt
So whats your excuse

X40, where do you go
X40, nobody knows
It's not like so long ago
X40, got nothing to show

(thisisallthereis)
My head begins to sway
As we're truning through the rain
I just should've got a train
But it costs way too much
And I think I'm gonna puke
'Cause the morning came too soon
And I drank a lot of booze
It's just all way too much

N40, where do you go
N40, nobody knows
You're always driving so slow
N40, got nothing to show

(Both)
X40, X40, X40
(N40, N40, N40)
Really fucking sucks
X40, X40, X40
(N40, N40, N40)
Hate that fucking bus
X40, X40, X40
(N40, N40, N40)
Really fucking sucks
X40, X40, X40
(N40, N40, N40)
Hate that fucking bus

X40 (ft thisisallthereis)

instrumental, lyrics, mixing - glitterinveins

vocals - retardead

agony (feat. retardead)

glitterinveins, retardead - agony (OUT ON SPOTIFY)

Marcus Aurelius

coolest and goodest song of all time

(verse 1 retardead)
kill me now, blow my brains out
dont wanna live no more
kill me now, blow my brains out
i feel so fucking
kill me now blow my brains out
dont wanna live no more
i hate this world, i hate this life
and i just wanna fucking die

(chorus? irltrrrst)
can you really tell
that im not so well
and im feeling down
and i need some help

i feel so weak
all i do is sleep
and i need someone
to kill me 
x2

smashing my testicles with a hammer (w/ retardead)

@notokghost cover
https://soundcloud.com/incestcore99/choke-on-my-vomit
thanks ghost for the lyrics🥂

choke on my vomit 
im gonna get so drunk
im gonna end it 
and i dont give a fuck

im gonna drink away
all of my fucking pain
im gonna get so drunk 
and blow off my fucking face 
i dont wanna see ur face
i dont wanna hear ur name 
i just wanna grab my keys and crash 
into ur fucking place

choke on my vomit 
im gonna get so drunk
im gonna end it 
and its all ur fault

choke on my vomit

What am i supposed to be doing? Is this it? 


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i'd kill him

thisisallthereis

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