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The Upload

cos weve been driving so long
I cant remember how we got here
or how we survived
so long out trying to run from our pride
till you set fire to my atmosphere
and i remember how i spent the 23rd
feeling six feet under when im 30,000ft in the air
chasing that sun down
so far east im west bound
feeling like the edge of the world is near

but youll feel better when you wake up
swear to god ill make up
everything and more when i get back someday
this is more than just a phase love
shooting stars all break up
and even though it seems like half the world away
things will be better in america
heard the streets are gold there
maybe i can fly you out this place someday
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves
looking back i almost thought i heard you say

stay youre not gonna leave me
this place is right where you need to be
and why your words gotta mean so much to them
and they mean nothing to me
so stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million anyway?

cos you see only what you want to
your tunnel vision owns your
and you cant see whats wrong
when you keep sleeping through the p.m
eyes wide open when youre dreaming
youre sleepwalking
just keep talking
maybe you can talk your way out of this deep end
no b plan in your system
just tell me what your thinking
im scared that you might fall
but youre not
but youre not

and youll feel better when you wake up
taking off your make up
sun always seems to wash our fears away
and its always shining somewhere
i just gotta get there
and even though it seems like half the world away
things are better in america
heard the streets are gold there
maybe i can fly you out this place some day
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves
looking back i almost thought i heard you say

stay your not gonna leave me
this place is right where you need to be
and why your words gotta mean so much to them
when they mean nothing to me
so stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million?

youre so much better than that

stay youre not what youre hearing
cos ive been watching you changing
and who said youre one in a million
anyway?

and youll feel better when you wake up
swear to god ill make up everything and more when i get back some day
chasing dreams like im on novocaine
screaming through your airwaves looking back i almost thought i heard you say

youre so much better than that x

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its been a few years since you been gone
theres been a few tears but that was years and years ago
yeah i grew up to be exactly what you wanted
yeah i been living out the dream that you dreamt up

its been a few years with more to come
its been a few years since ive felt sure of what i want
and i woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and i thought
woah, old friend its bittersweet

but how could you do this to me?
how could you do this to me?

cos you are not who you think you are
theres no grain on these brown eyes
but they can be green if they really want
and i can bend your words
so they say exactly what hurts the most
but silence is better than fake laughs
or faking were always up
loose grip
the world bends around you
and living through cracked screens
we fold down to what we want
out of love
we talk through lines
were made of smoke
and just in time
we drift away
diffusing light
confusing times
growing up
or cascading down?
cascading down
im hurting now

but change comes slow
if you hate whats in your head
the fuck would you speak your mind
in search of lost time
just 21 so im young and im stupid
only 16 yeah i think you shouldve known

i think you fucked me up

i think
i think you fucked me up
and ive got nothing to say to you

its been a few years and i moved on
couldnt make it disappear oh i tried so hard to be strong
but i grew up today and faced that im not just lonely
dont feel much better but i guess that its a start

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ATO - 2005 (heartache 2018)

Dialogue: 

and you could lose yourself in this world, easy

I don’t want to regret that
we never had a name for anxiety then, you said,
 whatever it was made me, me..
and on our bikes we used to take the shortcut through the graveyard
now i see your father stood talking to you there for hours
and i haven’t asked him how he’s doing
I haven’t visited
coz i don’t know what to say, honestly

Verse 1

writing on a Monday morning 
this week feels like a mountain
while i’m still trying to decide if its best to hide behind my eyelids
and its cold,
when you’re gone you’re cold
his weakness gives you strength
not always for good
drifting into hell
you think i can’t see
it’s over
like my boy from the corner
like mummies corolla
like those nights in paris
rip them off these four walls like posters
wonder if life is about staying true
while watching the sky change on you 
spread your wings or lose your inhibitions for a moment or two 

I’m floating
if we make it through this
we’ll make it through anything
I spent too many night here, twisting and turning
in the corner of a corner
and when the truth capsizes 
will you blame the tide or the timing 
she loves you regardless,
you feel alone in the darkness
in the frame
and if the way forwards is backwards
back down those country lanes
back staring through that window pane
while the sun sets on all we made
the bigger picture’s what we ran through and chose to leave behind
frustrating how the truth was the intention behind our divide





Chorus

Coz she’s got lots of love
and she’s staring at you in the dark
she got lots of words that’ve been tearing you apart

welcome to the end of the place you call home
made hell for the highs, to try and fall through a moment

your faithful eyes,
I just want to trust like you do 
maybe I could stay there with you
The world looks so unkind from up here though
Hero


Verse 2

These hands are trembling
that word was heaven sent
I smashed this mirror
in one moment i reached for everything i’d ever felt
these conversations
where we prioritise listening
until our words are genuine and relevant
still caught between two worlds that raised me and framed my ambivalence
i still need that first line of space
repeated by a stranger 
I can’t confide in those too close who treat help as if it were a favour 
he’s outgrowing expectations and familiar faces
witnessed you throw him to the waves just to try save him while he was drowning


I’m floating
if we make it through this
we’ll make it through anything
I spent too many night here twisting and turning
in the corner of a corner
and when the truth capsizes 
will you blame the tide or the timing 
you love her, regardless
you feel alone in the darkness
in the frame
and if the way forwards is backwards
back down those country lanes
back staring through that window pane
while the sun sets on all we made
the bigger picture’s what we ran through and chose to leave behind
frustrating how the truth was the intention was behind our divide



Bridge 

I fall through,
it feels like you,
everything,
you

feel



Chorus

Coz she’s got lots of love
and she’s staring at you in the dark
she got lots of words that’ve been tearing you apart

welcome to the end of the place you call home
made hell for the highs, to try and fall through a moment

your faithful eyes,
I just want to trust like you do 
maybe I could stay there with you
The world looks so unkind from up here though
Hero

2005

holding onto you.

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just another frame 
just another moment changed
falling out of sight
see what you like
i know that you want it back

and as i hold onto you 
and play each picture
and watch you move
and you fall into the illusion of motion
you've seen it all before and 
you wish you could change it

through and through i think of you
my diamond lost in time, clouds, and running around 
whatever else i thought i knew
i thought i knew

bring me back, bring me back, paint me black
two or three hoes runnin' up lines all the while their eyes roll back
wonder why i'm so attached, so attached

through and through i think of you
my diamond lost in time, clouds, and running around
whatever else i thought i knew
i thought i knew

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so hold on if you want
i dont want to play this, no
i dont have the patience
and last year was a long one
and these days are re runs
a fine time for a breakdown
find word to tear these walls down and i threw them all away
cos if i start then i probably wont stop cos the world moves on
and the lights stay on
for the next one and the next one
its an ocean
no i dont wanna waste forever
but i can if i want to
theres so much that can change my mind so much of me has changed
how could i ever feel the same?
so dive in
to my home
its all that i have
(coming up for the weekend
running as far as we can)
so drive me
til the shore
spoken like a real life savoir
(we'll get it right for the next time)
nascar were just racing in circles again

bleed out its a cold night
city views killed the starlight
sleeping at the wheel for the first time terrifying when you wake up
few years later its a new time
hard to see how it stands from the inside its tried
if its tiring
you
then
leave

/too young to know better
/two three too close to feel teenaged again /few things on my mind better
/left unsaid

so dive in
to my home
its all that i have
(coming up for the weekend running as far as we can)
so drive me
til the shore
spoken like a real life savoir
(we'll get it right for the next time)
nascar were just
/cassini dont come home
/you dont want to say it /and i dont want to know /but i feel it
/i feel
/and i dont want to be here /but i dont want to go
/cos i need

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LYRICS: 

Why does their skin look so comfy
Why does their love seem so pure
Why do I put myself in this glass box
I wanna be more than a double tap

All I need are 4 walls and some headphones
Quiet Please leave me alone 
Give me head room
Need to space out
Space now.
Sonics be the only thing to take me different places
Going through some phases (x2)

Hold your tongue, don’t speak go skipper & wave and smile and the keep secret. 
Hide behind that gap boy don’t you let em see it.


Bruh it's way too cold
to be chilling outside
It’s like 50 degrees
And your shoulder tonight.
Oh
I need warm blanket, I need warm blanket 
Reminisce 03 CD playing my song
I don’t care about the neighbors
Imma dance along cause
I need warm blanket, I need warm blanket 

I used to look to LA but what the hell would he know
That nigga full of broken dreams & some Gucci Halos.
See I to struggle to relate, aint got no friends on that sides. Was a soft black kid called a faggot for crying.

Papier-mâché pillars
Holding up my feelings
Sometimes I get way too sensitive and Some times I don’t feel
I don’t know why
I need to rebuild inside

Bruh it's way too cold
to be chilling outside
It’s like 50 degrees
And your shoulder tonight.
Oh
I need warm blanket, I need warm blanket 
Reminisce 03 CD playing my song
I don’t care about the neighbors
Imma dance along cause
I need warm blanket, I need warm blanket 

All I need are 4 walls and some headphones
Quiet Please leave me alone 
Give me head room
Need to space out
space now.
Sonics be the only thing to take me different places
Going through some phases (x2)

Bruh its way too cold
to be chilling outside
It’s like 50 degrees
And your shoulder tonight.
Oh
I need warm blanket

Warm Blanket

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Artwork: Phie Beckett Stenbaek

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Verse 1

Breathe deep it aint what you want 
Next episode goes lights out
Gonna see these stars appear
Coming up 
Walking back, I know it’s not burning
My lungs collapsing 
So what I got to fear 

Now it’s done



Hook

The surface I can see the surface from here 
24 and checking off

What the fuck I need a minute for
My brothers back tonight though
Right right right yeah


I was waiting for you right here





Verse 2

Yo, uh 

Under this weight that you feel 
A shadow of guilt until 
You’re ready to
(As the sun sets over us all)
Swallow this pill 
I take too many and feel
Like, 
It’s 
nothing 

I’m drowning in this water, supposed to make it fall easy
Keep going 
And you’ll see me 
Through the crowds
an island
We’re all falling for something
You could, could have been mine
Still looking for the past in the … full of… 


Say they’ve lived their best days 
Must be too afraid
I put a flower in this vase
Hope it rains today

Looking at me like I’m nothing
Till that second keeps falling
My footsteps echo
Into your memory



Hook

The surface I can see the surface from here 
24, and checking off
What the fuck I need a minute for
My brothers back tonight though 
Right, right, right yeah


I was waiting for you right here





Verse 3

I put this all in the open
Stand where you want to
I pay for the ceremony
I payed for that smile too
They’re gonna like me
you know you’re letting go now
You’re gonna love me
You know I gotta go know
Tell him the truth
If he don’t remember…

I found my voice in this echo chamber
Fuck your help 
I don’t want no favours
Not now, we’ll talk about it later 
Claustrophobic zooming out, major
They aint seen it like this, when the lights fade in
Bad news coming in, I couldn’t take no time
My two worlds collide, the silence to sirens
Sirens to silence
You in my city but it’s just bad timing
There’s a party tomorrow and you just might find it
Text me in the morning say it just feels different
Too busy, I missed it
But we good right (Good right)
Promised I’ll be thinking ‘bout you all night
Change flight stay or go
Go or stay 
This shit doesn’t have no name
So if I see you in the morning we won’t know what to say



Hook

The surface I can see the surface from here 
24, and checking off
What the fuck I need a minute for
My brothers back tonight though 
Right, right, right yeah


I was waiting for you right here







Outro

If I let reality set in now
I might have to drown in everything they offer me and Iii
I’m running late Can you pick me up….

(Pick me up) deep slowed down voice

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Lyrics:

today i’m listening to Macy Gray 
and Billie Holiday, 
Miles Davis and John Coltrane
tryna reminisce on the days i would take a train to my fathers place
a few panic attacks away
life is a circle and i used to run it
been round it enough, to light it then smoke it up
got me coughing coz i don’t do this shit a lot
these clothes are old but my trainers the latest drop
Schmitt, Lenin on my bedside and Malcolm X
Ewan just sent me The Alchemist, that’s next 
my girl’s here quite often these days
that’s a new picture for a frame, while the frame gets bigger then smaller
that’s my little brother in the corner
he don’t look like me but he’s like me 
says a lot about the world if you ask me
I’d give him the world if he asked me 
in this black and white work he does’t read into colours
in his colouring book they all compliment each other  
I learn more from him than from anyone else
not to question the world but let it question me 
we should all try and listen to the simplest minds,
for more times they see more than we do 
blinded by the lies that are designed to deceive you 
I want to mediate and reason with evil
I heard you’re forcing a reason for why we’re not talking
but that’s not the truth
some things are better let goand better unsaid 
I’ll shake your hand and wish you the best

I’m waking up to a sunset
and fall asleep to a drunk text 

I’m proud of you is what my mum said 
I love you is what my dad said

yo, those are the words I need,
they feel like a breeze
they let your son breathe  


feel the gas from the stove 
hear the cars fill the roads
finally alone 
step out of your clone
throw it in the washing machine and watch it go
it will be dry by tomorrow my bro
an old space
my suitcase in the middle
these four walls, tell you how well they listen 
window that talked to me and taught me things
it ain’t much but it’s everything 



there’s an art to honesty
let truth slide off either side before it gets on top of me
truth is, all of this shit’s beyond my control
until I start giving it thought and let it go 
men have tried to pierce this question we’re in
only sadness has shown them where a next world begins 
so I stop asking questions and let life ask them 
fall back as these walls begin to darken 

Good morning, 
it’s beautiful this morning 
sun shines through the window I left open 
travels up these walls that got to know me
I’ll answer all the questions that you show me
I leant on you 
til you were bruised too
that’s why I should have never let those other walls go
I leant on you until you shrugged me off
that’s why I should have never let those other walls go

I grew up so well with my mother
I would have never had it any other
I’m still laid here reminiscing 
me holding your forced hand that forced all the difference
I miss your cooking
I miss just chilling
talk feelings 
in our house we had no ceilings
just give me the time and the place 
and we’ll recreate it
today we got to talking about philosophy
and the human passion for action
the desire to take one step forwards 
despite inevitably taking two steps backwards
we’re too deep, to know which way the waves go
as your words ring around my head like a halo
pull up to the station
asking when you’ll see me again
and I said you’ll always be my best friend..

feel the gas from the stove 
hear the cars fill the roads
finally alone 
step out of your clone
throw it in the washing machine and let it go
it will be dry in an hour or so
a new space
my suitcase in the middle
these four walls, wonder how well they’ll listen 
window that’ll talk to me and teach me things
it ain’t much but it’s everything

2005

ATO

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