Ola! Here's "Neon Signs" from the Headspace EP

Neon Signs

There's more to life than not being boring
But in dog years I'm already a hundred and forty
And I can't find my heart that I buried thinking it was a bone
Must have been seventeen the first time I broke it
Got caught up fidgeting with that heart like a token
Pulled the lever too hard treating love a lot more like a machine

I still can't remember what this world wants me to do
I guess I must have buried my mind too

Daddy was always buying new pets for us
Like a songbird and tree frog with names I forgot
But one flew out the window and the other I found dead
In the sun
Last time I saw him I started bawling
He said those alligator tears ain't getting you nothing
Felt like one of the animals cursed to put themselves straight to bed

I still can't remember what this world wants me to do 
I guess I must have buried my mind too
I still can't remember what this world wants me to do 
I guess I must have buried my mind too

my mind 2

I'll Come Back
Copyright Erin Wolf 2025
Song A Week 2025 - Week 52
DADGAD tuning

Photo Credit: NYE Sunset on the ridge - Oak Ridge, TN - December 31, 2025

i went back to the mountains
where i feel free
i looked over the valley

zigzag across the switchbacks
hear the birds calling out
i feel like i can finally breathe again

(oooohs for days)

going to the new place
that i've never ventured
before

i feel all the little
excitements and anxieties
building, building, building out

oh, halfway 'round the world
and vindicate
they say

oh i know i
will come back 
changed

(oooohs for days)

i 
leave behind
the best of me

babies
know that i will 
come back to

i 
will come back 
to you

i
will be coming back
to you

I'll Come Back

I love this song, it's so. . . . . sad.


I'm Tired & I Hate This Song (Don't Go) - Cyberbully Mom Club
Lyrics:
and i’d be lyin if i said i didn’t miss you 
and i’d be lyin if i said i didn’t care 
and i’d be lyin if i said i wouldn’t kiss you 
but i’m not lyin when i say i love ur hair 
don’t go, don’t go 
don’t go, don’t go 

and you’d be lyin if you said that you had missed me 
and you’d be lyin if you said that you had cared 
and you’d be lyin if you said you should’ve kissed me 
but you weren’t lyin when you said that you were scared 
oh no oh no 
oh no, oh no 

and you were lyin when you said you'd like me all year 
and you were lyin when you said you’d keep me near 
and you were lyin when you said that you were lonely 
and you’d be lyin if you said you made it clear 

don’t go,
don’t go

I'm Tired & I Hate This Song (Don't Go) - Cyberbully Mom Club [COVER]

As Beautiful As You

There’s a chance I’ll never be
One with my body
But there’s a light on the surface of the bath
Water above me

I’ve been staring at that light
I’ve been staring for too long
But no matter how I try to comprehend it
With my human mind
I'll never know what
Is on the other side
I'll never know what
It’s gonna take to be alright 

There’s a moment when I pause because
You’re thinking about me
There’s a second that I wonder what you all
Would do without me

I’ve been staring at the light
I’ve been staring for too long
But no matter how I try to comprehend it
With my human mind
I don’t know what
Is on the other side
I don’t know what
It’s gonna take to be alright 
Right

Want + Need

Lust

Answers To Questions

Through A Sieve

When I wake
The moon still fading in the sky
There are shapes around the room
A man made out of clothes on a chair
And I look to him for all my greatest life advice
And he holds me when I'm scared
And he takes all that I fear

What if all I have
What if all I've had
Has been for nothing
Nothing

When I wash myself 
I close my eyes or stare
At the ceiling with Its cracks
Lucky I can't break my mother's back from here
And when the bells are tolling down the hill
Asking me to free my will
I refuse to hear the shrill of it

What if all I have
What if all I've had
Has been for nothing
What if all I have
What if all I've had
Has been for nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing

all I've had

Wonderland 

sure we all feel alive now, but how do we know its not all, you know just an illusion. I mean i can reach out and touch you but its all just signals to the brain, easily recreateable with the right technology. Through the simple act of creation have i become a reflection of my own creator?

Can all this be a sudden wonderland? 
With rainbows and starlights everywhere
Where words didn't hurt
And stories are wonderful

Can all this be a sudden wonderland? 
with no more fake smiles in the air
Where promises are made
And u were by my side and nothing matters anymore 

Yeah and like being more sort of okay with everyone making mistakes around me like mind my own stuff for a while

Kinda like what i think about my dad how i want to more act like daddy but maybe acting like daddy just doesn't what he does maybe my dad is not a dad but a kid stuck in a "dad" body

Across the stars
Walk through my wonderlandd
Where all the angels and demons collide
Stretches far into the edge and beyond it all

Wonderland

𓂀 Haile  Star  Kusama 𓂀
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Listen to my eyes.

all I've had

Haile Star Kusama

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