Your music is amazing, thank you for your work. so calming and i feel safe.

(they’re smarter, they’ve got a better style, i wanna be)
adrian

so i heard (what?)
that u like adrian (who me?)
well i cant beat them in a fistfight 
ill go straight for the heart (ouch!)
and ill try to be like them
ill try to be like (who?)

adrian 
coolest person around
like adrian
theyve got everything figured out
cant u tell cant u tell
they look when ur around
wanna be someone else
i wanna be like 

sorry sorry
i apologize profusely (for what?)
yet again my insecurities
have pushed me to my breaking point
i don’t know why u keep me so close
don’t u know adrian’s at the door

adrian 
coolest person around
like adrian
theyve got everything figured out
cant u tell cant u tell
they look when ur around
wanna be someone else
i wanna be like 
2x

got it in the bag
u got it all locked up
meanwhile i got a lump stuck in my throat now
my thoughts just can’t stop spilling out now

sorry i forgot what i wanted to say
but honestly i wish that u couldve stayed
(could’ve stayed, u couldn’t though, couldn’t though)
i don’t blame u i’ll open the door for…

adrian 
coolest person around
like adrian
theyve got everything figured out
cant u tell cant u tell
they look when ur around
wanna be someone else
i wanna be like

adrian

There's more to life than not being boring
But in dog years I'm already a hundred and forty
And I can't find my heart that I buried thinking it was a bone
Must have been seventeen the first time I broke it
Got caught up fidgeting with that heart like a token
Pulled the lever too hard treating love a lot more like a machine

I still can't remember what this world wants me to do
I guess I must have buried my mind too

Daddy was always buying new pets for us
Like a songbird and tree frog with names I forgot
But one flew out the window and the other I found dead
In the sun
Last time I saw him I started bawling
He said those alligator tears ain't getting you nothing
Felt like one of the animals cursed to put themselves straight to bed

I still can't remember what this world wants me to do 
I guess I must have buried my mind too
I still can't remember what this world wants me to do 
I guess I must have buried my mind too

my mind 2

Lakes Of Canada - 30 Sept 2014

Tennis Court - 29 August 2014

over _ 

do you see, all the hours, on the phone 
talk to me, are we better alone? 
God, this feels like 17, staring back at me 
wondering where I went wrong 

last I called, you said you weren't home 
pick a fight, we end up with sore throats 
then said we'd try, what a lie, what a lie 
left me hanging dry 

and I wish I could stop
feeling lost 'cause you're not 

it goes over and over and over and over again
it goes over and over and over and over again

half past ten, staying up, talking 
hard to admit that I'm losing my grip on the present tense 
thinking back, pillow talk, was I wrong for believing it all? 
was it my fault? 

it goes over and over and over and over again 
it goes over and over and over and over again 
it plays over and over and over and over in my head 
it goes over and over and over and over again 

and I thought I was fine, 
but tonight, I just stare at the ceiling 
watching the clock tick and wondering what's missing 
all you do is make me cry 

over and over and over and over and over and over again 
over and over and over and over and over and over again 
over and over and over and over again 
over and over and over and over again 

it goes over and over and over and over again 
it goes over and over and over and over again
it goes over and over and over and over again 
it plays over and over and over and over again

Over

over

mixed and mastered by NOVA
artwork by JEFFERY HASSLE

felice

when are u coming home?

Tomorrow

There’s a chance I’ll never be
One with my body
But there’s a light on the surface of the bath
Water above me

I’ve been staring at that light
I’ve been staring for too long
But no matter how I try to comprehend it
With my human mind
I'll never know what
Is on the other side
I'll never know what
It’s gonna take to be alright 

There’s a moment when I pause because
You’re thinking about me
There’s a second that I wonder what you all
Would do without me

I’ve been staring at the light
I’ve been staring for too long
But no matter how I try to comprehend it
With my human mind
I don’t know what
Is on the other side
I don’t know what
It’s gonna take to be alright 
Right

Want + Need

i have so much homework but i can't do it so i made a song for u friends.

I know it's not long
before i go home
but they keep lookin at me
in my flooded jeans

i'll just hide inside my hair
i wish the world was a bit more fair
but i've got friends and they've got me
and pretty soon the bell will ring
we'll walk home
get nice and wet
because it rained 
today is the best

growin up seems far away
far away, far away
fallin down does't hurt so bad
when the floor's two feet away

i'll fall down and maybe cry
but it's alright cause i can hide
inside my hair until the tears
have emptied from my eyes

i don't know if growin up
has happened yet but we're so tough
we trade our toys for cigarettes
it's rainin out we're soak n wet

now we're old
where can we hide?
we've cut our hair
to fit the times
i've got my friends and
they've got me
and when we cry
the world can see

Growin up has not changed much
you're still the same just kinda tough
now when it rains you go inside 
unless there's tears you wanna hide

hide inside my hair

Here is my debut EP "nosedive", which serves as the foundation of potentially bigger things to come in the future music-wise. Experience happiness, sadness, reflection, etc. with this project

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Listen to my eyes.

my mind 2

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