got damn, wish i was the man
wish i was in demand but instead i'm level headed so I can't
still trying to be proactive
attack passages, spit blasphemous lyrics for you to hear, steer clear, fearing my dark passenger 
a reckless recluse, win win? i still lose
elusive, the noose is diffused, contorted, tangled and useless
the proof that the voodoo hex is that of Brutus
a conspirator with death, as I cast it off my breath, music
the context was loosey goosey, at best
like walking out the garden with eve fruitless, these useless
mental mirages, composite images
stenciled collages, compiled by millions
different religions, same combative spirit
fear, the vital ingredient
the median between immediate success and debilitating depression
is perspective and asking questions like
is it possible I'm just a burn out?
time travel back to my past self, get there and zone out
If I knew then what I know now
babbling backstabbing slack jawed ass grabbing assholes
fast tracked, past the honest folk to the top pole position, 
sitting snot nose, pot hole road, moving in slow increments
listen in you simpleton, thinking your five year plan
will pay dividends , i'm thinking different
given a pen I make choices, which feelings I feel to be poignant
emotions I deemed to be worthless, jot out my day and be joyous 
I never once thought my life would be perfect, hearing the judge read the verdict
but given the choice of right or wrong, the right way hurts less, earnest, i earned this
so when they burn this up my epidermis, and brand my epitaph 
it will be worth it, with the knowledge that this all basically worthless
still I wish things would just slow down
if I knew then what I know now

Now and Then prod. by bartsbeatz

This is the first episode of a 'SERIES' of raps about my past and why I am the way I am.  One installment building off the next.  All original material created by myself. Enjoy.

the chorus of the beat is the MASH theme cut up. "suicide is painless" cut and mashed into that melody.

yo fuck this type
of person I've become
my minds undone
my life's undone
clothes is rugged
like I am struggling
i'm looking at you shrugging
your looking at me shrugging
my souls marooned, like crusoe, robinson
off to milwaukee she's staying in washington
feeling resistant, can't fuck with distance
said goodbye twice, been sobbing cause this is it

I'm very foolish when dealing with love
sex is fun, but the emotions cumbersome
to me it all relates to how I'm living life
never was the social type, felt good when it was right
but when it went bad it was maddening, 
like playing any of my homies in Madden and they're cruising, getting a bruising
frustrated no matter the combination of buttons
i'm still losing

i guess it all relates
to how your feeling, great
how i'm feeling, late
to the party and there's no more cake

The Rockford Files - Episode 1

This is the second episode of a 'SERIES' of raps about my past and why I am the way I am. One installment building off the next. All original material created by myself. Enjoy.

check out the first episode https://soundcloud.com/thisislegit2/the-rockford-files-episode-1

Chorus

I met a dope chick on Ok Cupid
where getting a reply is so elusive
soon we'll be closer than US and Cuba 
I hope I don't come off as stupid

Hi I'm date Mike. Nice to meet me
How you like your eggs in the morning? Over easy?
Tease me, please me, nice and creepy
I haven't had a girl since Chandra Levy 

More confused than a new born on youporn
steep learning curve, like climbing Matterhorn
she's 23, an alpine enthusiast 
if I summit her wit 
without altitude sickness
she might let me take a peak/peek
but I'm buckling at the knees
feeling weak from the fatigue 
not to speak of the introspect
symptoms from the height of her intellect, I'm into it

Chorus

Phase two, second guess everything that I do
everything that I say, I pick choose
but the fact is, my sex life retroactive
so I should probably stop backpedalling 

meddling mind state, peddling scenes from bad dates
game on,  like check mate on the checkered flag
finish line tainted, think   spike-strips of hatred
complicated, like Medusa's hair braided

love life Mortal Kombat crazy, 
Sub-Zero and Raiden
but I've always felt Jade 
did we need to keep playing games
did we need to keep saying names
i think already stated 
the labor pains intense
but the pretense slated for a slippery slope
from a matter that's unrelated
david against goliath
dating's a monster that I hope to slay quick
waiting with rock slung feeling fated to face it
 


The Rockford Files - Episode 2

This is the third episode of a 'SERIES' of raps about my past and why I am the way I am. One installment building off the next. All original material created by myself. Enjoy.

check out the first episode  https://soundcloud.com/thisislegit2/the-rockford-files-episode-1
check out the second episode https://soundcloud.com/thisislegit2/the-rockford-files-episode-2

it's been hard
for me to feel like this
thoughts never clear
i pretend

what the fuck does the devil have to do with love
like what the fuck does church have to do with government
for the fuck of it, that's why we started getting down
didn't figure out that when you obviously aired us out
it was because of this, hidden agenda to get back at an ex
well that was way, way back when we were kids, lets fast forward events
a year later, meeting up real quick then see you later
but no bastard kids

you left me pondering, wandering
summoning demons to this realm 
to fill the void you left from laundering my self
harmless it probably felt, 
but truly a shell was what i was reduced ta
i had no choice to choose from, but now i'm picking the booze up
like sonic picking a boost up, but the boost on and i can't lose em
the thoughts on my tail, feel like I can flee to no avail

it hurt me for years, for years it left me alone
she wanted to get down, didn't have a condom
didn't have the confidence thought it a leap like quantum
naive, she was down from day one
i just wanted to have fun, never thinking the thought was so dumb
but we were so young, i was so dumb, we were so young, 
and i was so dumb

and when we figured out that little truth
I knew i kept it between me and you
but never did i want to be that dude
so when you left me, i knew truly that i left you
but did you truly leave me
not speaking emotionally, i'm talking fucking vd
for years, a mystery like chandra levee
but believe these words, i'm negative person

what's worse is the relationship i stifled because of it
because i'm dumb as shit
but fuck it ill never live to regret
cause that's one step closer to the death bed
if you want to apologize then go right ahead
if you want to talk off with your head!
and fuck you, we'll never be friends
or maybe we will, and this is all pretend
this aint' all pretend

it's been hard
for me to feel like this
thoughts never clear
I pretend

The Rockford Files - Episode 3

This is the fourth episode of a 'SERIES' of raps about my past and why I am the way I am. One installment building off the next. All original material created by myself. Enjoy.

https://soundcloud.com/thisislegit2/the-rockford-files-episode-1
https://soundcloud.com/thisislegit2/the-rockford-files-episode-2
https://soundcloud.com/thisislegit2/the-rockford-files-episode-3


i rise from the ashes of what I once was, (pheonix)
shrug the monkey off my back and keep on going, (lemur)
smile in my face, (comedians)
talk in front of crowds, like they getting paid, (Regis)

Jesus Christ, was stoned for his beliefs
Muhammad was on youtube, causing grief in the middle east
atheists playing tricks, trolling for idiots
agnostics accosted by the abundance of arguments
belligerent, insignificant, and targeted towards an audience
the fanatics frantic, panicked to save us from our sins
where were you zealots when I was drowning in a sea of doubt?
clinging to my religion trying to hope my way out
the bible rested heavy on my conscience, paper weight
why debate their rebuttal, to not believe is to not have faith
Oh well damn, at least the devil understands
he keeps ordering me drinks, and rolling up this green leaf
passing laws so now in stores intoxicants in front of me
glass in head shops, growing dreadlocks obviously 
my enterprise to devise a device to entice Spock
Scotty beam me up, the cosmos the key to unlock
I scheme for mind tricks but end up tricking my mind
no one is safe from the war going on inside
yeah that's some mobb deep and common shit 
with the strength of a comet hit, cease this
survival instincts a topic frequent
believe in what i believe so i can sleep
basically this is the end of story for me

The Rockford Files - Episode 4

This is the fifth episode of a 'SERIES' of raps about my past and why I am the way I am. One installment building off the next. All original material created by myself. Enjoy.

https://soundcloud.com/thisislegit2/the-rockford-files-episode-4
https://soundcloud.com/thisislegit2/the-rockford-files-episode-3
https://soundcloud.com/thisislegit2/the-rockford-files-episode-2
https://soundcloud.com/thisislegit2/the-rockford-files-episode-1

i don't really know why I am this way
i don't really care why you are that way
all i really know is life is too short
to be giving two fucks about this fucking bullshit

what the fuck do you want me to do?
not be me and try to be you?
fuck this rap shit, your either savage or average
no in-betweens or come ups it's either dope or you suck
so numb nuts is selling out to dumb fucks, a passive
person, who is acting worse when the stage is massive
and we soak it up like uv rays even on the cloudy days
beg to be like them, it's like acid to back skin
an itch you can't scratch 
matter of fact like a kid you can't snatch
a fact you can't pass off as ludicrous
some stupid shit like when you choose the fifth
instead of spitting truth at it
picking up some booze when you should picking up your kid
as if i ever gave two shits about this rapping
i use to cleanse my soul and that's it
but the pads getting laid down cause i feel fantastic

The Rockford Files - Episode 5

@craigmjc

why do i always pretend 
especially when my instinct is to dive right in, finish them, kin or friend
no kidding them have no significance 
indiscriminate killing is what i'm witnessing
ever since we came up in this predicament
tenement to hell, i burn hot like filament 
feeling like children who fell in the well, watching em fill em in 
a villain who's struck a chord of dissonance
looked worse for ware, now i'm aware and vigilant
diligently, i fill in the space with the Dillinger 
villagers to generals they're all equivalent
i feel a little bit of vindication, when i'm relaxed and they're pacing
the facts amassed and accelerated and so my mind is racing
the finish line is just a head, or just in my head
sometimes I wonder why I'm left 
i should be left for dead

never looking back, forward faced,
10 paces, attack
lone gunman hunting, as you fumbling with the gat
pointing sights towards your back
let loose the ammo
you watching your life flash
i'm sitting laxed, a fan tho
lead zooms fast  
actions can't contract
six shots sent crashing 
bullets get to thrashing
hear you let out a cry, see you hit the deck
aint a matter of just respect but a matter of life or death
fight or flight, tiger bite, lord of flies, Macbeth
political satire a coded word at best
unable to flat line I keep hope like jest
laughter the best medicine, on a regime but yet
unable to heal up, blood congealing i left a mess
just moments of steps, I won't ever regret
the actions how i set your body relaxing 
james bond villain, kill em and leave a mad man

Booster Packed prod. by craigmjc

@craigmjc

i see dude, looking weak walking streets trying to get food
druggy buddy just a product of the struggle, we too
could fall victim if reality starts slipping, and there's nothing but pain
no hope for the victim
your sick of feeling this way, ironic cause you're sick to this day
but you picked up the pills, now your sick on the H
willing to start sticking mother fuckers up for a fix
and you ain't fixing shit, you think you got me in your pocket
insane person worse than a politicians lips
pissed, can't believe you managed this with the shit you talking
lying asshole seeking pride, sneak by like see through nylons
vying for attention and I am
inside your head trying to get some sort of handle on why you said 
all this shit, just for a money wire
you must have mistook the pain for weakness
now you weak cause you need this and you can't keep checks
coming in, get a rumble cause you rummaging the deep chest
to pull some bullshit sent through text
now I can't help but feel useless
cause western union making bank off my surcharges
so I feel helpless when i send help it's
seeming like I need to help less
and focus on my own mess
i care too much, my reality is just impaired by love
so if i give up its cause you scared me bruh
the pain of living on this plane
trained to obey since day one
I appreciate you taking the time to check in
but i've felt neglected ever since you left to start drugging
so i plug in the microphone and get alone
open windows, open soul, open doors and I am ghost
try to filter out the smack talk you sending me
cause I know you just a fraud for the real G i once knew and befriended 
you dead to me so that shit finished but i keep pretending 
that one day you'll give up and this will have ended
if only you could stay true or follow through 
but no matter what I say or do the truth stays the same fool
i think he will be getting worse, before he gets better
cause he's thinking Cinderella when it's really V for Vendetta 
and he hasn't tried me yet, but I've seen that look before in people
yeah i know evil


Smack Talk prod by. craigmjc

https://soundcloud.com/custard-812123711

mind oasis. complacent, pacing. ups and downs, here to stay and come around. strung the fuck out. bugged and so what now
my other friend and them. dealing with the heroin, deflecting all who want to help out
breaking mirrors to see things clearer, how?...hoping another angle would let go of life's strangle hold
yo remember back, you and me talking shit, smoking weed, 
everything just a step ahead, as far as we could see
then your pops laid to rest, plans got put to test
you started blaming me cause i was doing well
said i wasn't there for you and started snorting pills
I told you we would help you out, your head was filled with doubt
dumb, the outcome
I told you running numbers was going to count for none
calling me pretending your going to rehab
so you can get a couple bucks sent to you real fast
infected with the devil, eyesight on the bezel, time ticks
my life's passed, moving up a level
ever since you
gave yourself an excuse to go ahead and abuse
anything and everything you'd use, to use
life's a trip, which trips me out
all we want is control but no one knows the road
so where do we go now?

DC$'s Album

Basement Style (Dexter Morgan((Wrap it Up))) Prod. by Custard

@https://soundcloud.com/leandeath

the dreams I always wanted and wished for
I thought it would be different for sure
the shadow of death stalks me
haunts me every moment i live, mocking
don't mistake this for depression
typeset, I'm just being introspective 
set     in a minor key, an anthem
for the people with major problems, who can't just
cry a few tears and let go
it's called starting over but they don't know
we live in fear
some can't face it
drink the blood of Christ
walk around wasted
go to sleep with it, awake with it
trust me they'll regret it, everything is shit
everything I ever need is given to me for free
it's the luck of the draw, admit it
your god deceives, best believe
a lot of talk, you fucking kidding me? i just sit around in awe

i'm so lonely x4

unless you got something to say, open up or shut down
what now, you mother fuckers what now
lies and snakes, night and day monotony
a player pimp, whose limp, from sticking with monogamy 
vault of horrors open now, waiting with the shogun style
swinging swords at mic chords faster than hordes of drunk 
whores flocking towards front doors to hear my oratory wild, show went overtime 
silence is my native tongue
riding bitches, shit i'm sprung
catching feelings back, when i was young
back when i was dumb, back when things were fun
now i'm on the run, egos deflating it's never done
i get the picture, symptoms of thoughts debating these
feelings of sticking with ya the thought alone enough to heed 
anxiety, so many people rely on me, supplying these
fine lines we cross, i'm not the one in need 

i'm so lonely x4 

nightmares, night terrorists, light years ahead these other mother fucking heretics 
inheriting fairy tale x files
we all suffer from you shallow ego driven lifestyles
as i live with this death shit
where we dwell in another realm, unable to accept it
we are trapped by reality
don't believe all you see
in fact, you're a casualty 
inner peace is never easy, why
worried about money, death, living a lie
spitting rhymes with such ease i might be big league
hit it off the dome,  walk to home quickly
victory lap, freebase, ignoring the facts
slide into the plate cause fuck it, it's all the same
no ones in the stands, cause they don't understand
so they don't pay to watch, i feel like this a lot 
i'm feeling out of place, like i'm up in outer space
running out of space to trace back actions that save face
irate, used to drink beers to stop tears from flowing
now I drink a beer the tears start going
what it's showing is i'm letting go and I think i know
it's nothing i can control, cause I am just one soul 
gleaming what I can, from the things I understand
only just one man, taking action as I can

Relative Manifestation prod. by Robert Tripp.

@craigmjc

she a hard body, called naughty, a doll properly 
stalled slightly to introduced the all mighty
illuminati, calling in sick like Paulie
ordering hits on the Don probably, 
all cause she, thought he was the shit
now he's standing in it oddly
falling for tricks, scamming for hoes with no modesty
hoe happy jackie, fat ass for mass casualties
don't act bashful, she's out with bags of cash full
to the brim, got me believing in Him, conceiving the grim
conceding the sin, bleeding again
for that Vice City vibe, chainsaws, shower stalls
power tools, one mantra, 'the world is yours'
here to take it, severing limbs of those adjacent
giving face lifts and tummy tucks while I'm wasted 
just to waste this, moment i had you in my grasp
just to taste this, smell of redemption i hope it lasts
this is blatant, shove it in your face shit
lies for the sake of lies to desensitize mind to agents
can't take it, looking at bitches and then they say shit 
they stare vacant, just to test their status they get
triggered, cardiac arrest
then I'm ghosted, cease to exist, won't answer a text
living alone like I'm 85 and I told you so
bitches aint shit, a young man whose grown old

Vice City Vibe prod. by craigmjc

@Opdi

from the start I've been regarded
as a piece of shit but all that
people say is fraud
so I ignore the heart of it
which is to say that all I have is nada a bit
a confidence, got to be kidding
missing it since I was a college kid
motherfuckers took my soul away
propaganda for a grade
now their tapes on auto play, for all of days
not that I had choices here
stay in Spanaway or make a plan to vacate
try to get you a career and family
saving up to give a fuck
not much left to pull from
cause life is corrupt, just about given it up
bankrupt luck, love's calamity
it's gona take the man in me to live with this insanity
high demand of vanity
i just want to know
what's the point of the show
playing a part like Shakespeare art
forming a role
reading lines, word for word
television hosts
sitting here alone
exhaling this  smoke


i'm not here to bitch and moan
i'm just getting in my zone


an asthmatic with sporadic gasping
multi tasking, popping pills, time lapse
release, relax, relapse then 
feel old fashioned for a fraction
as reality comes crashing
best to regain traction
need a fix, for the shit i cannot deal with
self indulge, routine's getting old, real quick
i'm not here to bitch and moan
i'm just getting in my zone
i don't understand this
i'm just doing what I'm told
i'm not strong like cement bricks
I am weak, I will fold
i will listen then repeat
2+2=4
you're a bitch for believing that
an ass for revealing your tact
a soul who is damned
a cog in their evil plan

i want to get away
i want to get with you

Super Duper prod. by Opdi

https://soundcloud.com/leandeath

why are people so evil?
i see the need to repo souls, 
prequel to satan hate left devastated
family premeditated facts that long predated the act
now I'm left questioning that
run upon the innocent with blood shed deafening
blind to the result, let's see those teeth pulled
you need no, introduction, enemy numero primo
i see cold, eyes with crazed shine, like you evil
leave scores behind with such despair and grief
we all fall, autumn leaves, winter sleet, let it be
but i see, problems forming like a block party
slowly but surly, i'm the dude that's there 2 hours early
drugs ingested, ready to wreck shit, impressive
yes to ignore fears, yes cause weed and beer 
who's got backs, they coming from side to side
you can never relax, you just aint living right 
 
people are so evil 
everyday it's all the same
people so evil
anyway I can abstain
people so evil
never i'll say never again
people are so evil
people are so evil  
  
it's hard to imagine, a rag tag team of madmen
whose seen a sad land become a badlands
god damned us.
i don't know what to say fuck
everything is so…. 
when every one of us
is all about us
we forget the matter at hand
sad as i am
can't understand the damned man
back to the wall, asking from y'all
a simple response
recognition, a smile, hi, wave or a nod
all alone inside and out, know one knows em
witnesses are want to dismiss him and move forward
but this is simply not the issue that you sit through stoic

morally corrupt, then again we all sinners
DNA, been that way from the beginning
got freedom but I'm always living with an illness
go get this, get that, then ask for loan forgiveness
rather sit back, smoke blunts take very deep naps
bulk up eating government snacks
in the woods all alone by myself imagine that!
but it ain't gonna happen
like a crazed man snapping strapped waistband packing gats, semi automatics blasting caps
cause he's lacking tact, empathy that and he's slacking back , couldn't keep up with the masses packed
what does he want? yo, ask him fast!                                                                           
couldn't hear me over bullets whizzing passed
faster than facts fly out the window when the emotions are vast 
your not a factor, multiplied and then enacted upon, 
you're a bastard, and your fucking chances are gone

Evil prod. by El Es Dee.

https://soundcloud.com/josephscottallen

time's sublime, definitive let's envision it filled with infinite  
discriminate thoughts and prejudice that we're sinning in, insignificant
politics, race, religion and worst of all dead presidents
look at my residence, evidence, ever since, heaven sent me a prime membership
things look eerily similar, seeing the signs subliminal, yes it is criminal
no they will never get caught, our brain starts to rot from thoughts that they are sending you
what is a simpleton man to do? the necks move quick with the mandible 
memory whole, manage truth out of existence, just like they did with the mammoth tooth

Chorus
Your friends would be so proud
if they could see you now
Screaming at the top of your lungs
Your friends would be so proud

out on the avenue, no one's around, so who am I talking to?
passing cues just like magicians do, pull out a cockatoo, cut through the looky loo
crowd answers back with applause, sense of the awe, smoking some bud no thought of the law
life's a facade, until it all comes crashing back with no pause and it's all a
man made misery, damn they dissing me, internet bullying, walk away from the screen
wondering if I could escape through the streams, probably not, life is just not what it seems

and I don't even know what I want, but I know that I'll flaunt the style that I got
hip hop to the rhythm as I'm spitting listen in mother fuckers, i'm feeling it like adrenaline

Chorus
Your friends could see you now
they would be so proud
Screaming at the top of your lungs
Your friends could see you now

living in sin, I'm usually giving in
sickening, acetaminophen minimum
then I saw a silicone simpleton 
took my breath away
just like carcinogen
Michael Finnegan
here we begin again
devil in denim is seldom unwelcome
asked for her hand, she gave her talons
danced with the devil, and tipped for her talents
Heart full of malice, a palace of gold
rings full of diamonds, but seemingly poor
I'm seeing things more, for what they are worth
what they are worth less than before
a whore to the core, I wish you the best
expecting the worst, cursed to be blessed
caressed by the scent as you burn down the settlement
settle for less when you left for your sentiment 
sit in the tenement a permanent resident
taming the shrew, shrewd and irrelevant
feminist merriment, crude and benevolent
ever since then, my heart is the regiment
high on an elephant armed with a bayonet
Call me Hannibal cause I be slaying it
Eat your heart out, call me a cannibal
everything's gone, except for your clavicle

Distracted prod. by Joseph Scott Allen

Free Download!

Instrumental (Guitar/Bass/Drums) and Chorus Vocals by @craigmjc

Source of Audio Clip
https://youtu.be/GIwl3eQhSGI?t=4m3s

Every time I open the blinds, 
I don't know what I see
Every time I look in the mirror,
I don't know who he is
...
Oh, I'm scared to live
I'm scared to live

life at a crossroads, 30 years old
did what was told, low and behold
no one I know is holding their own
going the flow, pouring their soul into the making 
profits for bosses it's obvious, lot's of us are fraudulent
month to month, shit I'm living day to day
say what you say, like em and dre but don't go spit if you are fake
when you partake you get carried away taking things literally 
it's killing me, looking back now, Orpheus, Eurydice.

Chorus

yo what's the point? if i smoke joints straight to the crutch
sip brews, mind zoom, get the spins and throw up
double clutch thoughts enough people think I'm considerate
they don't know the actions that I'm considering
whole Toyata Corolla full of vulnerabilities
living in moments killing me, never free from hostility
reality defeating me frequently
cause I tried too hard to be someone I'm not
the plot six feet and deepening...

epiphany was hitting me
clear as day, mental slave, victim of conditioning
pledge allegiance to a flag, too afraid to be free
now I'm looking back, memories of what used to be
a kid with dreams intact, just a boy with no grievances 
potential gets you on your way out, aborted fetuses 
what could of been, the should have been
mind frame a time game
the answer the next step peace at least is my aim.

Chorus

The End prod. by craigmjc feat. MattyC

@leandeath

fuck bitches

unmatch me, get tied up like Lassie
found in the taxi, this is the last thing
meant to attract the
you said you was classy, blaspheme
lying to God, trying too hard
get bound in the backseat
are you relaxing? how is the sod?
over the ground that we walk
oxygen lacking?
you was wanting the cock
hit you up, dial tone, no time for the talk
death throes, should've been outlined in the chalk
but Hell knows, how it feels, laid out by the Cross
or jab step, circus act, highflying the hawk
defined by a broad, got me laughing with y'all
it's funny, except I aint laughing at all 

https://youtu.be/a2wXF4cG8rQ?t=22m42s

This guy's a mess, fuck it reactivate him
enter military bases, heavily redacted data
taking notes, cassette tapes to debase the prose 
classified confidant, set behind closed doors
respect refined no more
you will find no more
meaning what?
I won't be defined by whores
off course, plotting on maps to breeze through
battle stations, twitter wars activating the Me Too
set autopilot to cruise to
bitches that do do, the type of shit they choose to
and don't go boo! boo! when I say they cute too

Battle Fatigue prod. by El Es D.

@leandeath

light it up, light it up
we don't give a shit if you high as fuck
high as fuck, high as fuck
better have a drink cause I'm kind of stuck
kind of stuck, in a rut
better pop a pill cause my high is fading
no more delaying it's time to jump
back in, act in lust, cause my love is waning
the moon phases, changes the wave length
when the day is done, one sided, never want to say shit
but when's it gonna be where I have won?
still a lose, lose, 
even if it's you choose
yeah I get it, boo who
but I have no clue
what the fuck to do, even if I do cruise
to the finish I'm diminished even if I making beaucoup bucks
what the fuck?
is a man to do with the truth
jump ship? dump clips? bout to make hits,
fucking bitches till the day ends!
waiting patient for the moment I can stomach being who I am
no pretend, til then it's the vapor
drinking straight from the bottle alcoholic
as I wander off like a vagrant 
no place to go, no one to hold
all alone, just like you
no matter how it sounds
got to say it out loud cause it feels good 
and it's the truth
more or less, I'm 'The Dude', live subdued
seeking truth through the evil that's Set
Like Isis do, Osiris feud, the Horus youth

www.youtube.com/watch?v=bN4BzsVWVUg

truth of it is, closer to death than I'd like to admit
look around town, frown, wow, I'm sick of this shit
wondering if, I'm the culprit, plot twist 
investing my thought in this evil I notice
consciousness battered and worn
living in scorn, scorched earth, engulfed in the storm
proceed without harm, but certainly caution
cause He seems to be watching
I seem to be flaunting
this ignorant shit, consistently mocking
as I light up the blunt, living this life but for the lack of the want
if only for you in the back of the my mind that you viciously haunt

The Downtrodden prod. by El Es D.

@leandeath

I rip clouds off vape pens weed concentrated
chug cans of beers to cheers my doubts liquidated
over consumption enhances, disassociation
see this chick looking at me and I’m over here waiting? 

maybe we could take hands and leave
maybe she is Satan, relieved
over time our evil combined rule the world with an iron fist entwined
with barbed wire, razor blade salvation, JMT
just you and me, no one else would believe
baby just leave em be

when you rolling with cash, you be dealing with stacks
I ain’t dealing with that, I aint dealing with dabs
hit of that wish I could take it all back
it’s the reason I’m making this noise and feeling like crap
not the weed but the beef, what the fuck you didn’t heat this shit to 160 degrees?!
feeling sick with it, e coli, what the fuck is that?
doctor said maybe you should take back all those raps...
shitting on wrappers and they eating it up like mother fucking trash bins
I don’t know what to the fuck I'm supposed to do just pack it in?
I’m full to the brim!
  
looking behind my back like someone’s there, blank stare, vaping weed in my lair
survival instincts you’re minced meat, if they Ginsu’d me wouldn’t even care
part of God’s plan, who’s to say it’s not?
scoff, eh? chip off the old block  
mock me, I get mad, wow so shocking
talk to a bitch for the first time in years and she baulks me
what the fuck is that shit? 
haven’t had that sort of trip since I did 3 tabs watching Patch Adams on acid
I scream cause it’s good for you to know I don’t do this all for show
no one knows cause no one’s there, that’s just how it fucking go
best friend left me for another reality and it saddens me
everyone I used to know seems so shadowy that i’m glad to be
who I am, and they misunderstand the man that I plan to be
demanding these things that to me are just blaspheme
wish I could just pack and leave!
but that’s fucking weak
I’m here for eternity

Devil's Advocate prod. by El Es D.

@Donato-media
[FREE BEAT] Action Bronson Instrumental- Pouches Of Tuna Remix

It’s hard enough
without people calling my bluff
Love left for tough life lessons so fuck it
Scars from the cut of the cuffs remind me of stuff
i keep deep down, boiling up
from the gut
Antacid can’t manage to stop this
Emotions potent poison positioned like rocks 
In the pit of my stomach
like diesel engines it’s rumbling
Keep hidden, blend like street pigeons
it’s nothing
No one knows, except for those who know the flows
And listening in, a very few of many men
Including you, but then again it’s probably true
You dont even know what the fuck you are listening to
Mass panic you’re frantic, as i grab the pad to think 
it’s maddening, demanding the sadness to cease,
all i want is some peace
and this is it, what’s next is myth
Say a prayer and ask forgiveness of sins

I try to keep positive but what the fuck is all this shit?
Confused and lost, abused and tossed aside but fuck it
I ask for help and hope it helps someone else in the process
Cause if it was you that was gone it’s all done and i’d be off a bit
But we dont talk the same shit guess the love is lost with it
I wish i could take all back
Cause you messed me up and this
Is a losing battle, im feeling rattled
But I’m old enough to know
that it is what it is and it wont change unless it’s from within

What awaits us next? Will we ever forget?
Should i live with this deep set regret forever?
defense mechanism set to high
tech cynicism defiant
The fire inside dying and i am
Defiling my pride in hopes to rise again
Egomaniac waiting patient to attack and then
Stab you in the back and hack it up like
Samples in rap
act is now fact can never take it back
Forever intact
But i can move remain strong bonded like James in charge of the aim
let revolvers be brave, sending harm to defame
Ingrained in the culture, i told ya this is a game
Play it, take it make it reality and then they say its sad to see
That these motherfuckers is lost
Slaughter the cause they believe in the process,
Questioning those in charge when you’re more involved in your own losses
You’re the bosses

a stunned product of the unwashed
shunned unwanted and stonewalled
tossed aside like the cap of 40 by an alcoholic
a man’s days numbered by the sheer amount
of gin and tonics
imagine all this and I’m just a “simple man”
waltzing in like no one understands me
i see this girl for infinity, eyes can’t believe
no fucking way that’s she’s leaving me now
but it’s a no go, a NO, fucking for sho, no show
I’m solo, so low I would have to go to sink and think
that this would be my M.O. but you wouldn’t believe
a curse I’m left imagining
the staggering effect of the fantasy
find my way out to get pulled back in
a mac who's crafted after a cheesy porn actor
with the dick out, who whimped out 
who can’t even act hard, 
looking at you like what the fuck you want?
hope you don’t recognize insecurity
realize and then question me
this is me, bend a bitch at the knees
make her please me believe me the best has yet to come
alone I wonder where I’m left to run
no wonder no one’ll find me not stoned like many of one
Neo, need no more to go on, slow on the uptake 
getting lifted by the wake, dealing with ego like jake
placed with two faced kin basted in sin like bacon fake like anything
kim basinger did
so much left to be, but nothing we can even see though kid

I try to keep positive but what the fuck is all this shit?
Confused and lost, abused and tossed aside but fuck it
I ask for help and hope it helps someone else in the process
Cause if it was you that was gone it’s all done and i’d be off a bit
But we dont talk the same shit guess the love is lost with it
I wish i could take all back
Cause you messed me up and this
Is a losing battle, im feeling rattled
But I’m old enough to know
that it is what it is and it wont change unless it’s from within

Chunky Tune ( beat remix prod. by Donato )

@the-simple-sounds

Album art 
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Evert_Larock#/media/File:Larock-The_Idiot.jpg

idiot, moron, dumbass, racist
Pigeon shit, fascist, bigot, crazy
Illiterate, scum, stupid, lazy
I’m all these things?
no wonder why they hate me

1984 you're listening to this
the suffocation of truth, is clearly in our midst
push it to the abyss
Sit down for a meal, then bring up politics
Tell us all how it is
Have everyone agree
Except me, cause it’s all make believe
Yeah You are who you be
What matter does it make if my truth you cannot take
Make me stop from speaking me
Cause this is Thanksgiving
Would you stop from speaking you
So we could eat this food
maybe we could do, what we came here to do
Sit down for a meal, Give thanks for what we got
Instead I’m a piece of shit
Like i had forgot....
And because i stayed silent...
I’m the one who has to stand with the motherfucking tyrant
Like I’m the one who caused this
They target me regardless
I wish that you could see
what to me is obvious

idiot, moron, dumb ass, racist
Pigeon shit, fascist, bigot, crazy
Illiterate, scum, stupid, lazy
I’m all these things?
no wonder why they hate me

the idiot beat prod by kng_flxx

@beats_free

I'm a simple man, with a simple life
They got an evil plan, I pay their evil price
It’s a not a lot though, just my fucking soul
As I toil and slave for their goals
Awake now, go about your way
Look around, see the slaves
Yeah they’re like a plague
The plot where you lay
Will be dug by your overlords
Sworn to enforce scorn with no regard for the law
And I don't give a fuck what you say
At least that’s what I tell myself every single day, trying to persuade
All I know is what I hold
Fold, cause no one knows but the Lord
And so it goes
Wanna forget what I can't and remember why I am good
Led astray by anxiety of manhood
And I don't plan to, give up what I got
The issue is that this is all for not

I don't know what to say.
Don't know what to do.
Don't know what to say.
Don't know what, 
Don't know what,
to do without you.

Doldrums prod. by Sleepy Bit

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