songs released in march 2024
april: https://soundcloud.com/thisismyonlyescape/sets/apr24
february: https://soundcloud.com/thisismyonlyescape/sets/feb24

march 2024 new songs

blitz w/ wokeups

im tryna get you tonight 
don't say goodbye 
open your heart and open your mind
i hope you're right 
things come to light 
demons inside 
thats why i'm tryna (x2)

i know you're not right for me 
if you don't want me to go then don't lie to me 
if you dont want to be on your own then thats fine with me 
i know you're not right for me 
why won't you say hi to me 

won't even say bye to me 
girl you're making my heart bleed
throw a party won't invite me 
i think that i should just leave
no one there will bother me 
i wear louie prada jeans 
i'm done with ur apologies
please don't say sorry to me

don't say goodbye (prod malloy)

losing hope ft revert+gemzjii (jannah+sentencc)

*throwaway song*

i missing u rn i cannot sleep without you
please don't leave me in the dark 

please baby u are my cahaya didalam hidupku

why u suddenly become like this sejak bila 

kamu dah start berubah n why tetibe jadi macamni 

adakahmu ada someone else di dalam
hidupmu 

please don't make me overthinking rn
and why u pertikaikan trust issue on me 

(on me yea me) 
(sumpah aku sakit makin hari overthinking pasal ini benda)

i don't deserve you {septembahh & xankoma}

chill by the night prod. dreamboi

hustlehush (bxxngan x shibura)

@1qai
@prodepv
@dimpleb

#thisaintnogoodbye
like i said i got you
always got my eyes
eyes on you
dont go
love u so
(love u so x2)
this aint no goodbye
like i said i got you
always got my eyes
eyes on you
dont go
love u so
tell me what you had to say
if you feelin lonely baby come my way
baby just take my hand we could runaway
we really need sum time baby
time with u and i baby oohhh

qai:
wont u stay mine
i need u now
my heart cant take it
my soul can feel it
yeah i can feel it
u the only one
only one i can trust
i want u by my side
i want u to be mine
if u sad
ill be there right next to u until the end
by my side

thisaintnogoodbye w/ qai (epv & dimple)

thought u were my gf ft kynlary&nicky (symels)

wontgetback+slidetomycrib

engineered by haverhill

produced by candle 

#diary #skramz

mary + karly (candle)

prod. narumi
https://soundcloud.com/hesiko?ref=clipboard&p=a&c=1&si=65656319d0a64bbcab701cb552c0b3b4&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
https://www.instagram.com/ht_weer?igsh=MTZjNXk0aWJtcXd0OQ%3D%3D
Lyrics 
I thought we had some love but I guess it’s not real 
Wasted my time but I thought you wanted me here
Broken heart with some scars I just want to feel real 
Drowning in some liquor so I can make my tears heal
When I’m drowning in this liquor I just miss your love 
I just want your hand yeah close to mine
I miss everything we did I just want to go back
And I hate being sad I just want to laugh
It’s been so long since I’ve seen your face
And you never loved me but I will always care for you
Even at your lows I’m always there for you
Doesn’t matter if you hate me I will always be there
By your side even if I would die
Promised everything you said to the end of our life
Kept the letters to our love I will read it every night
Heals my scars in my heart makes me feel so alive
All the memories that I saw when I saw your eyes
Pictured everything that we did I just miss you so much
Yeah I miss you so much 
Yeah I miss you so much

U dont luv me but I still do (prod. narumi)

Wokeups - Tainted (symelz)

#vlm4ever

rose field
dying lights
bitch i want u right here
yea shawty i can't tell the time
there's nothing that i don't fear
i told u we gon be alright
i know we don't belong here
shawty i can't go again nah
i see it in ur eyes
yea time be flying by
been to long i just can't hold it in
yea shawty i can't cry
in that gle we pushing in
yea never just gon lie
i just think about the times 
we had in july
bitch i feel alive
no pain i feel inside
u know that i still try
just cant be turning tides
i just can't lose it all again
i knew u wasn't right
u done push me to the end
ain't no luv it's goodbye
left alone in the city
i felt the wind i see the light
i put my pain up to the side
just gon leave me by
how could i be so blind
u don't believe me right
yea all the times u lied

rose fields p. jxyy2k

@prodbyfredo @saig23 🐾💋💋💋💋💋
#Skins #Yves #Nbsquad
,,
comme des garçons, i'm spending paper
i be posted in the cut, js like a razer 
walk inside the club, your bitch all on me
i been sipping mud, i spilled it on my Cdggggggg

told her run it back,
'cause that bitch got a tsunami
tell him spin it back,
'cause i got that redwood on me

doing lines in 
Abercrombie,,,,
im with val katine, 
we posted like some
zombieZzzzzzzzzzzz 

said she like my swag, said she like my steez
i been counting bread, i been counting up cheese
angel bitch i'mma cut her wings
im clutching that stick, i been shootin straight greens
instagram.com/2k15han

Abercrombie & fitch 🐾💋 @lagloire1603 @saig23

hold u close ft cip prod luvpurp mxsui

goodbye baby

srantsu - goodbye baby (dstarkel) [hosted by jane]

reason you left him

nicky & keepsake - reason you left him (spirxt) [hosted by jane]

Jovan - Talk To Me (symels + luvpurp + rage)

self prod

(you're my world x2
diamonds, pearls)

girl you're not feeling me
the way I feel for you
I don't know what to do
I'm always chasing after you
girl you're not wanting me
the way I'm wanting you
call me girl, I'll be there soon
do you like the way I look to you?
now I'm feeling lonely
girl this ain't a lovestory
It's late at night I wish that you would hold me
pouring, babygirl it was pouring
and now I try to text you, you ignore me

I wonder how you felt for that?
girl it hurts me 'cuz you never wanna act like that
and I know that you don't listen to my songs like that
I still write them for you, baby why do I act like that?
you know I really hate the way you act to me
i pick up my phone, you're never snapping back to me
babygirl, I just wish that you'd come back to me
and you're my world, I just wish you'd get attached to me
it's really saddening

(you're my world x2
diamonds, pearls)

lovestory prod me

@hellsfallen @iloveyelowandmom @essenceofhope @discerning

Thedarknessconsumesus

hellsfallen & nicky - Thedarknessconsumesus (essence, irony) [hosted by jane]

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