Didnt know you had posted this one! Will forever be one of my favorite songs <3

hairy messy as his mind is
got a heart of gold so he always showing kindness
demons in his path but he's got God behind him
lost in his mind again, you can't find him
I'm him

dry in the sun, bathe in the water
keep your love pure, that's what I'll tell my daughter
but i need to grow
and you need to heal
i need to know
can this be real?
could this be love?
reflecting of light
reflecting of grace
the author of life
had come down from his place
just to give us a taste
 imagine his face
when He saw what we wasted
took all our love and replaced it with gold
took all our gold and we gave it for paper
don't you know one day that you'll meet your maker
you on your knees, Him on his throne

took your own life cuz you felt so alone
beggin "pick up the phone" just pick up the phone
look what you did
 Mom lost her kid
Dad lost him too
now every day that you're gone they just think about you

and if dad breaks down
how could mom stay strong
and your friends don't know
where it all went wrong
and they really just hurt
throwin dirt into their wounds
your mother carried you
for 9 months in her womb
now she break down
when she walk by your room
tellin God it was too soon it was too soon it was too soon

man on the moon? more like a kid
tryin to die I don't know what i did
to deserve this
starin at the stage oohh im gettin nervous
but i know what I do it for
i know who i do it for
you feel it in your soul
look like you just saw a unicorn
we goin through a super storm
i had to go super saiyan
i don't like to go online
cuz everybody's stupid man
even when I improv I'm stickin to the plan


blessings and curses
blessings and curses
searching for love, God
searching for purpose
searching for soul
only scratchin the surface
we fall into evil
and give into sin

I'm lookin around
at the world that we in
all of this pain I cannot comprehend
all of this hurt that we don't understand
without Him we cannot but with Him we can

see God does not have just a list of demands
his love is the waves, and His people the sand
oh He does not live by the standards of man, no
mercy and grace he still holds in his hands for us
but we cling to these things that are cancerous
and we asking God why won't he answer us?
if we only had faith in His plan for us
but we cling to these things that are cancerous


maybe tomorrow
maybe today
you will let go of what gets in your way
it won't be easy but it will be worth it
in light you were forged and with blood you were purchased
and i don't care what crown you wear you a servant
thank God for grace because I don't deserve it
I feel your love in my soul I am certain
they hatin, they hurtin
they fall in the dark
they drowning in sorrow
so you built an ark
ain't have nowhere to play
so you built us a park
your love is my light in the dark
i still got fight in my heart
so much within me I might split apart
but i feel a change in the tide
i feel a shift in the war
i feel your Spirit
like never before
Dear Lord please show me what I'm here for

Purpose in Pain

It's been a while now
That you've been gone
and I've been feeling good
and I've been moving on

And you remind me
You still exist
Craving attention
Your presence demanding compliments
--
--
I drove 
the back roads
While you slept
At home
and I wept
Half-stoned
As thoughts of you crept up my backbone
and into my mind
and onto my conscience
--
I'll pour my heart into a bottle
and ship it out to sea
And maybe it'll wash up on your shore
as surely as you remember me
And when the street lights
Don't shine
I can hold you closely
If you don't mind
and when the sun fades to darkness
and all your love is spent
we go back to being, infinite
--

Back Roads

Acoustic piano music for you to snack on.

Back Roads

Nathaniel

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