why are we always

I Need You Here With Me

Beautiful Outrage is Willa’s declaration of war against silence, softness, and censorship. Across five cinematic tracks, she weaponizes beauty, grief, and rage—turning every verse into a confrontation and every hook into a headline. This isn’t an EP. It’s a manifesto.

She doesn’t beg for attention—she burns through it. From the club sermon of Beautiful Outrage to the voyeuristic horror of Livestream, Willa builds a world where femininity is dangerous, vulnerability is defiant, and every lyric is a scar turned into scripture.

The production is moody and mythic—basslines that bleed, synths that flicker like broken ring lights, and vocals that feel like whispered threats. The visuals match: cracked gold, red cursive, and a face you can’t forget.

Beautiful Outrage

Livestream

“Breathe You In” captures the intimate tension between desire and distance — that quiet space where emotion turns into rhythm and silence becomes sound.

Built on a minimalist groove of dry drums, warm bass, and gentle synth waves, the track blends melancholy and sensuality, evoking the late-night pulse of 80s alternative pop.

Its breathy vocals and hazy atmosphere pull the listener inward, as if each note were an exhale that never fully fades.

For moments when nostalgia feels alive, and every breath is a memory.

Breathe You In

Lyrics:

[Verse]
You should see my face right now
The tears are fallin' fast
They're gonna make you laugh
You're probably thinkin' this is just like me
For drama and tragedy
To have you holdin' me
Oh

[Prechorus]
And if I lose you
I lose everything
Oh
Baby
You
Are all I need
Oh-oh-oh

[Chorus]
If I lose you
I'm left with nothin'
No one to hold onto
Oh
If I lose you
Oh
Oh

[Verse 2]
I've never been a desperate type
But you came into my life
And you changed my mind
Now all I think about is
If you ever walk away
I would never be the same
Oh

[Prechorus]
And if I lose you
I lose everything
Oh
Baby
You
Are all I need
Oh

[Chorus]
If I lose you
I'm left with nothin'
No one to hold onto
Oh
If I lose you
Oh


[Bridge]
If I lose you
I'm left with nothin'
No one to hold onto
Oh
If I lose you
Oh


If I Lose You

Eleven month

[歌詞]
街が眠る noise の中  
I'm fading in electric light  
壊れた clock が still beating  
心拍だけが guide tonight  

鏡越しの私が  
誰かの影を演じてる  
No way out, no way in  
Just burning inside my skin  

Break me down, break me down  
心ごと shake it loud  
Fake love, fake sound  
I can feel the underground  
Break me down, break me down  
夜を引き裂く shout  
I’m not afraid, not now  
I’m living somehow  

目を閉じれば neon rain  
流れ落ちる tears again  
灰色の空の下  
My heartbeat’s a hurricane  

静寂に溶ける声  
(ah ah ah)  
限界線を踏み越えて  
Keep running, no escape  
Where’s the truth we made  

Shiver, tremor, danger flow  
血よりも熱い show  
歪む視界 catch the glow  
未来も壊して go  
I can’t stop, won’t stop  
この pain が proof  
Light me up, turn me loose  

Break me down, break me down  
心ごと shake it loud  
Fake love, fake sound  
I can feel the underground  
Break me down, break me down  
夜を引き裂く shout  
I’m not afraid, not now  
I’m living somehow  

光が滲む vision  
Lost in repetition  
I fall but never drown  
Still spinning round and round

FAKE or REAL

Jeez, I wrote this FOREVER ago. Summertime, maybe? I have no idea.

I didn’t want to upload it at the time. I think anybody who’s anybody would know exactly what the hell I’m singing about (hence the name.) I don’t know. I figured I could die tomorrow, why do I keep waiting to release things?

It isn’t any good. But none of it is.

It doesn’t get more obvious than this. (Rebecca syndrome.)

Goodnight. I see you, I hear you, & I love you. Kisses. <3

It Doesn’t Get More Obvious Than This

What i want

When 2 worlds become

⸻

I stripped the veil of reason bare;
your tongue a blade, my breath a snare.
We broke the temple stone by stone,
and built a shrine of flesh alone.

The world unspun, the night confessed;
my name still burning on your chest.
No heaven waits — just shadow’s call,
where I undress to watch you fall.

I feast on you — my strength, my wine;
your mouth, the coin, your laugh, divine.
You play the fool, I play the flame;
we gamble gods with every name.

So lay me down in velvet sin,
and let the reckoning begin.
The witches moan beneath the tide,
their silver hands pull me inside.

Cleopatra’s kiss upon my thighs;
the scales unbind — the verdict sighs.
Your justice lives in hunger’s ache;
your starlight bleeds for love’s own sake.

And in the balance — lust is law;
I am the wound that makes you raw.
Moonlit laughter, thunder’s bride,
I drink your heat, I cannot hide.

Crown me now in sweat and fire —
for I am flesh, and you — desire.

Desire

This ongoing project rises from heart, soul, curiosity, experience — and a couple of programs that help me piece it all together. Share if you care! :)
Rap, trap, indie, grunge, country, trance — just some of the sounds I’ve been shaping along the way.

My music changes with the day. No plan, no limits — just feeling, rhythm, and the joy of creating something that might make someone else feel too.
Thanks for being here — check out my other pages if you want to dive deeper. Q&A in the mail please.

When 2 worlds become

Dr. Foss

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