The relationship song has been done 1,000 times, but not like this.

I Still Love You (Nu Metal Mix)

"I Not a Monster" is an emotionally intense and atmospherically rich track that blends haunting melodies with cinematic sound design. It opens with brooding, ambient textures that immediately set a somber and reflective tone. Subtle piano motifs and swelling strings gradually build a sense of inner turmoil and vulnerability, while the minimalistic percussion adds a restrained but persistent sense of tension.

As the piece unfolds, layered instrumentation evokes a feeling of inner conflict and misunderstood identity—suggesting a narrative of someone struggling to reconcile how they’re perceived with who they truly are. The title "I Not a Monster" resonates deeply through the music, underscoring themes of isolation, empathy, and self-defense against unjust judgment.

This track would fit perfectly in a dramatic film or game soundtrack, particularly in scenes exploring character introspection, emotional revelation, or a turning point in the narrative.

I Not a Monster

Losing control

Heavy Lamb of God inspiration going on here. Also a couple video game easter eggs. 

Righteous Indignation

My Ex

intent 
TRAP SOOLA
2025
Prod by BAD KID

your intentions 
will, bleed upon
you'll, do with what you will 
break your nasty scar

intent

A descent into shadow, Death of the Voice is an unflinching blend of crushing riffs, haunting melodies, and cinematic atmosphere. Every track is a chapter in a story of defiance, decay, and the search for meaning in a world that silences the truth.

The Dark Silhouette

The Fracture Point

Sort It Out .mp3

📢 Fixed Records Announcement

We’re proud to announce the new Falloutt official SoundCloud account.

Together with Ilana, Falloutt is being developed further into its own unique niche — a dark fusion of emorock, metalcore, and gothcore.

Check it out and stay tuned for more upcoming releases. A brand-new website is also being built as we speak.

FixedRecords | Falloutt

Written by Ilana
Performed - Ilana - Fallout
SoundEngeneer/Producer LaNoir

Trusted Ruins

I FEEL LIKE AN EXIBITH IN YOUR PRIVATE HELL
A FRAGMENT, A SHELL, NO ONE CAN TELL
YOU COLLECTED ME LIKE A BROKEN BONE
AND LEFT ME TO BLEED IN A ROOM ALONE

I MUST HAVE BLACKED OUT
I LOST MYSELF
SHE CROSSED INTO FIRE, LEFT NOTHING ELSE
AND WORST OF ALL… I TRUSTED YOU
WITH KIND EYES THAT CUT ME THROUGH


YOU HEARD MY WORDS BUT NEVER MY VOICE
SILENCE WAS YOUR FAVORITE CHOICE
SCREAMING TILL MY THROAT WAS BLEEDING
BUT YOU JUST STOOD THERE
STILL, NOT SEEING


I TRUSTED YOU
I TRUSTED YOU
KIND EYES TURNED TO EMPTY GLASS
I TRUSTED YOU
AND WATCHED MY FUTURE COLLAPSE

I TRUSTED YOU
 AND I CAN’T BELIEVE I TRUSTED YOU

SCREAMS LIKE STRANGERS
I WANDERED OFF TO A REALM OF ASH
EVERY PROMISE—BROKEN GLASS

I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING, YOU WORE MY SKIN
BUT YOU NEVER LET THE LIGHT WITHIN
YOU PRAYED LIKE FAITH COULD SAVE THE FLAME
BUT LEFT ME TO CARRY ALL THE BLAME

I MUST HAVE BLACKED OUT
I LOST CONTROL
I FED YOU PIECES OF MY SOUL
AND WORST OF ALL, I TRUSTED YOU
YOUR KIND EYES NEVER SAW ME TRUE


I TRUSTED YOU
THE VOID BETWEEN YOUR LIES
I TRUSTED YOU
NOW I’M DEAD BEHIND THESE EYES

I TRUSTED YOU

I TRUSTED YOU


AND I CANT BELIEVE I TRUSTED YOU

THE KIND EYES WATCH ME FROM THE VOID
EVERY TRUSTED WORD DESTROYED
SHE WALKED INTO THE FIRE, DIDN’T LOOK BACK
LEFT ME DYING ON A BLOOD-STAINED TRACK


I TRUSTED YOU
AND I WON’T FORGIVE
I TRUSTED YOU
TO TEACH ME HOW TO LIVE

BUT ALL I FOUND WAS RUINS, DEAD AND COLD
I TRUSTED YOU
NOW I’M TAKING CONTROL


I TRUSTED YOU  I TRUSTED YOU  I TRUSTED YOU


AND I CAN’T BELIEVE I TRUSTED YOU

FOREVER

Ruins We Still Worship

Trusted Ruins

In the Age of Indifference, only radical acts of kindness will do, to keep hope alive.

The Human Kind

I'm a 43 year old male from a tiny town north of Winston Salem NC
 
I have been writing lyrics since I was 10 years old and have been playing In bands since I was 14. I also worked in live music as long as I have been  playing on bands. 

I write a ton of lyrics and run them through an AI Generator because I can't afford or find the right musicians willing to step into unfamiliar territory and explore new kinds of worship music. One of a darker moody nature. 

My influences are massive. it's easier to tell you that with the amount of bands I have seen live or worked for every kind of music influence me From spoken Word like the last poets to musical like the work of  Stephen Sondheim. I absorb all that is musical. 

 i wrote these lyrics for people who get it. if it's not your cup of tea then that is okay. I hope this reaches people who are not Christian, and gets them to realize Jesus wants you to come as you are. 

if you have experienced church hurt this is also for you. it's time for you to come home. 
People  hurt other people within the church far too much. it has no bearing on your relationship with Christ. It wouldn't hurt to try different churches until you find your real church family. One who loves you for who you are and will help you grow in Christ. 
Not a group of people who talk behind your back because you came in jeans and a tee shirt. There are wonderful churches out there.

All the lyrics are written by me not one song was run through the prompt that uses just a couple of words. The first hundred songs were written in a two month period. I am currently entering my third month of writing my brand of worship music. 



Sort It Out .mp3

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